A/N: I know that it has been a while since I updated and it's a short update as well. I guess the only thing I can say for myself is that what I write in this story is just what I think of and how I feel at the time, and just to give you a heads up...the story is just about how Haley is suffering through times, but somewhere through the darkness there is Nathan. Hopefully it will all turn out okay in the end. Thank you so much for reading! I'm just glad some people are.
You know…I was sitting in a movie theater one night and I realized…
Everyday could be your last day alive…everyday could be a chance that you could be wiped off the face of the Earth.
So I thought that maybe…if you treat each day as if it would be your last day, then maybe people could be honest, caring, trustworthy, and everything that the people today just can't bring themselves to be…but I knew.
I knew that no one would be able to do that.
They could talk all they want about how they are good and helpful and act like their a gift from god, but they aren't.
We were all put here for a reason…a reason that no one has yet to figure out…they only use stupid excuses such as, 'God has put you here because you have something to give.' Or something like that…can't really think about that right now.
But what I can think about is that maybe…just maybe instead of wasting our time thinking and wondering about why we're here…we could just cherish our time.
And know that it is limited. That we can't like forever…no one ever does.
All the fairytales are sweet, but don't ever believe them to be true, because when you do…you're the one that will face the horrible thoughts and dreams that are to come. Those thoughts and dreams are always filled with things such as seeing your parents leave, watching your loved ones pass away, finding out that maybe there isn't a prince charming or princess for you, and know that life isn't about what you dream.
It isn't as easy as to wish upon a star and say a little rhyme, it's about meaning.
And it's about what you need. Show the world what you need.
It's the only way to survive and die happy…show the world that you could be everything you need to be.
And if you can't…then that's okay…neither can I, but it would never be good to end up like me…
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I looked out on the ocean, while sitting on the shore of the beach, and just stayed there, listening to the wind and enjoying the moment of silence.
But then I heard a noise behind me.
I turned back and saw that it was the guy that I saw before…the one that handed me the tissue.
He looked me straight in the eye and smiled. I don't know exactly what brought me to do the thing that I did back to him…but I just did.
I guess fate worked its ways on me…and as stupid as that sounds…just to let you know…I say things…but I may not mean it…or I may just do the opposite.
I'm a hypocrite…and of course you knew that…it runs in the family.
So in turn and through thoughts, I smiled back.
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