Turns of Time

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The characters in this fic are not mine. They are owned by the famous J.K.Rowling

Chapter6

Goodbye to you

A/N:ok this is the second instalment....i don't think I will be writing one on Harry's POV.... That would be hard... but if you want it... tell me ....I'll try to whip something up. Oh and.... What is a beta reader??? Hehe.... I kinda .... Don't have any clue as to what that is... help me?? Oh this song is by Michele Branch....

This whole song is from Draco's point of view.

(oh my god, I kinda reread my first few chapters.... And I found out the whole horrirble truth!!!! They suck!!!)

"Goodbye To You"

(Hope you like it!!!!!)


He saw her sitting across the great hall, smiling and laughing with her best friend Harry Potter.

Of all the things I've believed in

I just want to get it over with

It's better this way, the less contact the better.

Tears form behind my eyes

But I do not cry

He wanted this, now he's gotten it. Although deep inside it's hurting like hell.

Counting the days that pass me by

And the pain's building up, everyday and every time he sees her with someone else.

I've been searching deep down in my soul

Words that I'm hearing are starting to get old

She's an old toy he grew to love, like the first teddy bear a child receives. One thing he couldn't bear to live without, lugging it everywhere he goes. As he grew up, he needs to leave it behind, and tuck it away inside boxes that contained all his childhood memories. He's leaving her, tucked away inside his heart. While he tries to build new memories without her.

It feels like I'm starting all over again The last three years were just pretend

And I said,

Maybe it was all a game to her. One she enjoyed. And now she's bored, she made that clear didn't she? She moved on, and so should he.

Goodbye to you

Goodbye to everything that I knew

He stood up, finally giving up the notion of eating dinner. Ignoring his housemates concern, he hastily walked towards the great door, shoving his hands inside the pockets of his jeans.

You were the one I loved

The one thing that I tried to hold on to

The one thing that I tried to hold on to

As he neared the Gryffindor table, he slowed down a bit. Looking sideways, through a curtain of his silver hair, he caught sight of a certain brown haired Gryffindor. Their eyes met. She looked away, turning to Harry.

The battle's over, he lost.

I still get lost in your eyes

And it seems that I can't live a day without you

He kicked his shoes off and threw his robes aside, and went straight to the bathroom. He entered the shower, still fully clothe. Opening the tap, he let the cold water shake his senses awake.

Her eyes, for a minute there, he almost thought that he could go back to the way things were back then. Back when he could freely talk to her. He felt that he couldn't go through all that again tomorrow, but it needs to be done.

Closing my eyes and you chase my thoughts away

To a place where I am blinded by the light

But it's not right

He's afraid to close his eyes, because every time he does and sees a mental image of her, he loses focus in all important things.

Goodbye to you

Goodbye to everything that I knew

His schoolwork's piling up. And like his father said, he needed to set his priorities straight.

You were the one I loved

The one thing that I tried to hold on to

The one thing that I tried to hold on to

He loved her. She played with him. Did it even matter if she loved him back or not? All was lost anyway.

And it hurts to want everything and nothing at the same time

I want what's yours and I want what's mine

He got out of the stall, his clothes heavy, and sticking to his skin. He'd be willing to take another chance again to her heart, but his pride and heart had already been trampled several times to last him an entire lifetime.

I want you

But I'm not giving in this time

He still loves her and ignoring her hurts. But it's more painful to have your heart stepped upon.

Goodbye to you

Goodbye to everything that I knew

He peeled his clothes off his skin, depositing them in front of the fire.

You were the one I loved

The one thing that I tried to hold on to

The one thing that I tried to hold on to

Putting on a fresh pair of jeans, he got out of the room and sat in one of the large armchairs in front of the common room fire. If only he could ball up his memories like pieces of paper and throw them into the fire.

And when the stars fall

I will lie awake

You're my shooting star

Something caught his eye; he turned to look at the French doors leading to the balcony. He stood up and walked towards the door, flinging them both open. His bare feet made contact with the cold stone floors, but he didn't flinch. He was staring up at the sky. Mesmerized by the stars. They were out tonight, playing, chasing each other across the vast night sky. Zooming across the sky, behind them, leaving a trail of stardust.


A/N:
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