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Ch 4

'That kiss, that sweet tender kiss, it wasn't implying that he wanted… something… in return, it was just an act of love.
But with Soma-kun, he was so kind in telling me. It wasn't too forced, and he tried to lift all the pressure off. Oh, Mom, I'm so confused, I keep thinking any time now I'll wake up and laugh that I had such a silly dream. But I also know that this isn't a dream. That this is real. I'll have to talk with Hana-san and Uo-Chan about this… and this book of Kyo-kun's; it's filled up to the last page,'

Pg 47

Brown hair
Blue eyes
Beautiful lips
As soft as flower petals
So caring So loving
Truly a rose
Wonderful to gaze upon
Too risky to embrace
Her very essence
Will lighten the darkest heart
Truly I love her
But to approach her is too risky
Our friendship is more important T
han my own selfish wants and needs
At least I get to see her everyday
And see those beautiful lips
Blue eyes
And brown hair

"Wow. Kyo-kun must put a lot of work into these poems."

"hey."

"Kyo-kun! You startled me!" Tohru jumped

"yeah, I just wanted to tell you, that if you don't feel for me the same way I feel about you, that you can just forget this happened, because if you don't feel this way, then, things will just get awkward between us, and, I'd rather still be friends than, you know, not, I guess." Kyo looked at the floor refusing to let her see him crying.

"Kyo-kun, I just need to think, ok? Maybe we could talk when we get home?"

"Yeah, sorry, I shouldn't have put you in this awkward position. Sorry." Kyo still looked only to the floor and made his way downstairs.

One more week passed and no one mentioned anything about the two conversations that were held some time ago.

They were now heading back, however later then planned, at this rate they'd get home one hour before they had to leave for school, so they really needed to sleep in the car if they wanted any sleep at all.

-School-

"Uo-Chan! Hana-San!" Tohru yelled as she ran over to them.

"Tohru! What's up?" Uo-chan said pulling Tohru into a brief hug.

"something's troubling you." Hana-san said using her little wave thingy.

"oh, no, really, I'm fine!"

"What's the matter? Did they treat you right while you were there? –GASP!- They didn't use you for something all guys want, against your will, did they! I knew it! It's something about how Yuki smiles! Although I'd be surprised if Kyo was in on it, he's pretty shy once you get to know him… oh; I'm rambling again, aren't I? Sorry!" Uo-Chan Babbled.

"Oh, no, no! It's really nothing! Don't worry about me!"

"it's Kyon-kyon and Kun-kun, isn't it? Something they feel?"

"I got it! They both confessed their hidden love for you!" Uo-chan said half kidding.
Tohru looked at them trying to figure out if she was that easy to read.

"uh, yeah…" she half-mumbled. There was a long pause as they were trying to figure out if Tohru was serious.

"You're…. serious?" Uo-chan asked puzzled.

"yep, Kyo-kun was so, but Soma-san, oh, I'm so confused! They both want an answer, but don't know the other talked to me about it!" Tohru looked on the brink of crying. Uo-chan pulled her and Hana-san into a big hug.

"Uo-chan, Hana-san, what should I do?"

"Well, Tohru, this isn't really something we can help you with."

"Do you have feelings towards Yuki?"

"um, I'm … I'm not sure…"

"What about kyo?"

"I… I…oh! I don't know!"

"I'd say look in your heart, look through some of the memories you thee share, how you felt at that time. Then you'll find your answer."

"hmm…"

FLASHBACK

"Right now, I'm scared, but I want us to stay together."

"but afterwards, promise to still be my friend?"

"You really suck, you know that?"

"You came all the way here to pick me up?"


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