A/N: I did this out of boredom. SanzoxGoku! I didn't exactly put Sanzo's name here... I'm sorry... I wasn't planning on making this. I did it out of boredom, remember? Anyway, I hope you enjoy this one shot!

Disclaimer: I do not own Saiyuki, but I wished I owned Goku! X3

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GOKU'S POV

I silently crawl away from you, when you did not notice. The fact is that you never noticed me at all. I've only been an idiot to you. But as I crawl further away from you, my chest hurts. Everything in me is falling apart. From there, I crawl into the darkness of my very own room. I crawl, still ever so noiselessly, to one pitch black corner. I let it all out, crying silently, even if, deep down inside of me, I'm screaming for you... to love me once again.

I'll probably never get them back, those memories with you. I thought you loved me...

I thought wrong.

I look down to see my palms wet with my tears. I see them; I still have them. I still have invisible chains on my wrists. Am I not fit to love someone, anyone like you?

I do not answer that question. I only sit there, thinking.

I cry, still, waiting for my own self to forget about the pain. It was hard. You were the only thing that could make me happy. But if you are the only thing that can make me happy, are you also the only thing that makes me cry?

Yes.

You've made me happy back then. Now, I only feel hurt and angry at myself. Am I not worthy for anything?

I wrap my arms around my shaking body.

It's cold.

I need to forget about this. I'll find somebody else. I don't deserve you. You can throw me away, and I'll just look for someone else who would love me...

But... Who should I turn to, to make me happy again, when the only person I could possibly want to be with is you? I need your warmth at this very moment…

Suddenly, I look up, sensing something.

Someone is in the room.

I cannot see who it is. My room is too dark, as is my heart. Who could possibly be there?

I open my mouth to speak, but I feel my arms being pulled away from around my body. My arms are replaced with that someone's own arms. That person is giving me a chance to love.

I search for my hands to see that the chains are disappearing... I looked up...

When the chains completely melt... I see your face...

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A/N: It's short. I didn't plan on making this! Please keep that in your mind! Reviews are appreciated... (smile)