Disclaimer: Oil guys! Heck. Just want to say that I do not own Shin Seiki Evangelion or Neon Genesis Evangelion and any of it's characters.

Author's note: Konnichiwa minna-san! again, nothin' much to say. Hehe.. heart yah all! Enjoy reading and Godbless.

SPECIAL THANKS TO MY BELOVED INSPIRATIONS AND TREASURES (Naks! Flattered. Joke! Hihi. It's true am not a liar):

ByPasser: that kissy-nose part? I think Asuka's a little OOC in doin' that. Still thanks for the review! Muwahkz!

Rahhel: you think this is good? But I totally suck! Ahehehe.. especially on my grammar.. still thanks a lot for reviewing dude! Muwahkz!

Hiro Musashi: hi.. thanks for the words of encouragement! I do appreciate it. Awww.. it warmed my heart. Ahihihi.. thank you for reviewing dear! Muwahkz!

Lord Kain: Hello there! Ahihihi.. that's right I suck at my grammar. I am, definitely and I mean it, not fluent in English. But I'll do my best to improve! Thanks for reviewing and for the constructive criticism instead of flaming. I HATE FLAMERS! Thank you sooooo much! Muwahkz!

WHOEVER THESE PEOPLE ARE.. I HEART THEM!

Btw, Muwahks.. that's a kiss okay? Don't worry I'm a girl. But not that beautiful though. Heh heh..

Now, on with the fic.

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Tragisch

By: Waaa-I can't think of any

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Chapter three: Verwirrung. POV

What's with me?

Why did I stopped him?

Oh yeah. I wanted to try if we could be good friends. But for what? Duh! Simple. I don't want to be alone in this world. He's the only one that I have. He was the only person who can put up with me 24/7. But no.. he's almost there, he almost gave up on me but I stopped him and he agreed on staying. Does it means that he still care? For me? But he cannot just leave like that, I am still injured. I can't move my arm that easily and my eye can't see that visibly. I removed that eye patch in my eye last night. My eye that once was blue has become grayish in color. As I look in the mirror I can't see me. All I can see was a fragile lady staring back at me. I now look weak, though being a bitch and brat was still there, especially towards him. It just happened yesterday and still no words came out from our mouth. Every night I would hear him sob all to himself. I feel guilty though for not being there for him. I want to comfort him but.. but.. I just can't. I do have my own demons and I can't face it all to myself either. I just can't cry. I promised to myself that I wouldn't cry, not anymore. I will not look weak, especially in his eyes and in mine. I know while I was hugging him from behind he did try to turn around to hug me back but I'm holding him in place. I just can't.. just can't let him to see me cry. What will he think of me? I don't want to look weak in front of others. And I don't want to be alone. I know I have other thing for this weenie boy on the other room, but for now I can't figure out what exactly that thing is. Eight nights of crying and I can't take this anymore. I have to figure this out myself. Still confusion envelops me as I went out of my room. Confusion in wanting to know this meek boy more.

I stood outside his room.

Softly knocking on his door.

"Shinji?"

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End of Chapter three

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Author's note: heh heh. I'm saying this line all the time.. Readers would be good. Some incentives would be great. Reviews would be extremely fabulous. Love yah all!

Ja!