Disclaimer: Oil guys! Heck. Just want to say that I do not own Shin Seiki Evangelion or Neon Genesis Evangelion and any of it's characters.

Author's note: Konnichiwa minna-san! Did yah have a nice day guys? Well I did! I just went from an amusement park yesterday, I know it's kinda childish but who cares! Life's good! I just love riding from that big roller coaster called space shuttle. Whoa! It feels like I am going to commit suicide! Hah hah! Again, don't mind me guys.. and again! thanks for those who read and reviewed! HEART YAH DUDES! MUWAHKZ!

On with the fic..

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Tragisch

By: Waaa-I can't think of any

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Chapter six: Albtraum.Pesadilla.Cauchemar.Incubo.Nightmare.

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Shinji's POV

At last. A conversation happened yesterday. The silence, she broke it and I'm happy though I'm still not used on her new behavior. The conversation started on her saying sorry again and I forgave her. Then we talked about our past that I think was kinda hard for her. At first she hesitated in opening that part up but I finally convinced her that everything's okay and I just hope so that I am right. Since then everything's a blur regarding Asuka, me and our relationship but last night we decided to become good friends which made me happy. Though we could be more than that but I think it's kinda impossible. I know that Asuka's more than that and she did have a big space in my heart. I do care for her but for now me and her, being friends was okay. She changed, so that means that I also have to change. Now it's my turn. You'll see, spineless wimp will become Mister stronger-than-ever and will be her knight-in-shining-armor. Speaking of Asuka, it's 9:30 and she's still sleeping. Better check her out now.

"Asuka? Are you still sleeping?"

That is when I heard a soft sob coming from inside. She's crying? Why? Taking the opportunity to pay her back I opened the door and slowly walk in. There, I saw her on her bed covered in a blanket and sobbing quietly.

"Asuka? Are you alright?"

I kneeled on the side of her bed as I slowly remove the blanket. I saw her tremble.

"Asuka?"

"Go away!"

What's the problem now? Okay. This is it Shinji. You have to play the special role of being her knight-in-shining-armor. I reach out to touch her when she suddenly pushed my hand away.

"I said leave!"

"No."

"What!"

"No?"

"Whatever! Leave me alone! I don't need you! I HATE YOU! I DON'T NEED ANYBODY!"

Here we are again.

"Asuka. Would you please calm down and tell me what happ---"

She cut me okay?

"SHUT UP! I SAID LEAVE! I WANT TO DIE! RIGHT NOW! YOU CAN KILL ME NOW! I WANT TO DIE!"

To die? Isn't that my line? Hey! This girl's stealing my line.

"YOU SHUT UP!"

"…"

She stopped. Sorry Asuka but I have to be like this from now on. I don't want to see you like this. I stood up and climbed on her bed. I was kneeling on her bed right in front of her huddled form. She looked up at me with tears streaming freely from her pretty angelic face. Eyes both wide open. Her injuries were slowly healing and that's good. I was about to touch her when she shouted again.

"NO! GO AWAY! I HATE YOU! I HATE YOU! I WANT TO DIE! I WANT TO DIE! I WAN----"

slap.

I slapped her but not that hard because I don't want to hurt her just to get her attention. Then what I did next quite surprised her. I pushed her on the bed so right now she's laying on it while I'm above her with both of my hands beside her head and our faces inches from one another. Then I did something she did on that sea.

I kissed her nose.

That is when I noticed that the tears stopped and she's just staring blankly at me.

"Asuka, from now on you'll not shed even a single tear anymore and I will not let others to hurt you. (as if there's others in this world.) I care for you that's why I don't want to see you crying. Don't be like me, this is not the strong Asuka that I knew, if she'll see you, she'll call you a baka. Do you want that? But honestly, tell me the reason you're crying and I don't want you to die because.. uhmm.. because.. I care for you! Like it or not, I will stay by your side 'til death do us apart!.." what was that? I can't believe myself.

Then she craned her neck and gave me a peck on the cheek that made me blush then she hug me tight.

"Shinji… I don't want to die.. don't want to die! Don't leave me please.. I don't want to be alone."

I just nodded as I slowly turn around in the bed so that she lying above me. I caress her back with my right hand while my other arm's draped around her waist. Then she started talking.

It's her nightmare about her mother.

I don't know if I'll thank God for giving her a nightmare or not.

But I'm happy I have this lady close to me. A lady that wouldn't let me to lay even a finger at her back then.

Thanks nightmare. Heh heh.

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End of Chapter six

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Author's note: whoa! A longer chapter. Now.. It didn't look much of a drabble. heh heh. I'm saying this line all the time.. Readers would be good. Some incentives would be great. Reviews would be extremely fabulous. Love yah all!

Ja!