Jude was sitting in her room packing the next morning when all of a sudden she became very dizzy, she put her hands on the dresser in front of her to steady herself. As quick as the dizziness came on it was gone.

JudeT: That was weird, maybe I'm coming down with something, that will suck considering I start my tour the day after tomorrow.

Jude didn't think anything of it as she finished packing, she walked downstairs and saw Sadie sitting on the couch reading a magazine, they hadn't talked about the incident 2 nights ago, as a matter of fact they hadn't talked at all. Jude figured it was time to end the feud after all she was going to be gone for 4 months and her sister was basically the only family she really had left, her mom was off in Europe on her "Honeymoon" with Don, and her dad was playing house with Yvette.

Jude walked over and sat down on the couch next to Sadie.

Jude: Whatcha reading?

Sadie looked over at Jude like she was speaking another language.

Sadie: Your talking to me?

Jude: Do you see anyone else around?

Sadie smiled, and said "Jude, I'm sorry if I messed things up for you and Tommy, and before you say anything, yes I know about you two, it is so obvious well at least to me, I'm your big sister after all. I was just jealous of you. Can you forgive me?

Jude: Of course Sadie, you're my sister nothing is going to change that, but please no more secrets or lies ok?

Sadie: I promise

Jude and Sadie hug enjoying their sisterly moment but knowing that it won't last soon. They chit chatted about how Jude was leaving for her tour the day after tomorrow and that Sadie didn't know what she was going to do with that big house all to herself, Jude figured she knew what Sadie would do with that big old house all to herself but she didn't say anything, she let her sister think she had out witted her.

Jude: I really am going to miss this place when I'm gone, I mean I was only gone for 6 weeks last time and I couldn't wait to get home, what am I going to do stuck with 3 smelly boys for 4 months?

Sadie: Get in touch with your masculine side?

Jude threw a pillow at Sadie and Sadie threw it back and it ended up in a full on Pillow fight, both the girls collapse on the floor in a fit of giggles.

Jude: Hey I'm gonna head to Tommy's and see what he's up to, you wanna come?

Sadie: Nah I'm going to the mall, it's my day off and I want to enjoy it.

Jude: All right see you later, and Sadie?

Sadie: Yeah?

Jude: Thanks you really are a good sister.

Sadie: Anytime Jude, Anytime.

Scene changes to Jude driving over to Tommy's house, she pulls up in front of the house behind a moving van and starts to panic

JudeT: If he's only moving to California for 4 months why does he need a moving van? Jude calm down, that isn't even for him, it's probably a neighbor's and they parked it in front of Tommy's because it was the only place they had room, but even as she thought this she glanced around and noticed plenty of room on the streets, an icy terror gripped her heart, she parked and got out and walked towards Tommy's front door, just as she was about to knock 2 burly men with moving uniforms came out carrying the couch that had been in the living room.

Movers: Excuse us miss

Jude: Um where is the man that owns this house? Where is Tom Quincy?

Movers: Sorry miss we don't know, all we are told is where to pick up and drop off at.

Jude: Where are you dropping off at?

Movers: Montana

The movers walked towards the moving van and continued loading it, Jude walked into Tommy's house as if in a trance, she glanced around at the room that was once filled with pieces of furniture that matched Tommy's personality, stupid little trinkets here, and expensive art there. Now the room was practically bare and the view sent a chill to her skin. Her eyes were filled with tears as she walked upstairs to Tommy's bedroom, the bedroom where they had just made love 4 days ago, god could it really have been only 4 days ago? It seemed like forever, so much had happened, Tommy had left her.

JudeT: No Jude, shut up don't think that, he wouldn't leave you, he told you he wouldn't remember, there must be an explaination there has to be.

Jude walked into Tommy's room and saw on the dresser an envelope Jude quickly walked over and saw that the envelope was addressed to her.

She stood staring at it afraid to open it, fore she had a feeling it couldn't be anything good.

Jude carefully opened the seal on the envelope and began to read the letter left to her by the man she loved.

Jude,

If you have this letter then you know I had to go. I'm sorry I didn't explain to you in person, I just knew it would be too hard to look into your eyes and tell you that I had to leave. I don't think I'll be coming back, I'm sorry. You don't deserve this and you didn't do anything wrong, I just have to face my past, and I can't do it with you, I have to do it alone. I know you will hate me for what I've done, but I just want you to know that you were the best thing that ever happened to me Jude, I mean that, and even though we aren't together, I will always love you.

Love,

Tommy

Jude crumbled to the floor and sobbed, her heart was in a million pieces and she didn't know what to do. The only man she had ever loved was gone and he wasn't coming back. She had no idea what he had meant by "I have to face my past, and I can't do it with you" What was that supposed to mean? He said he loved me! Was that just a lie? How could he leave me, he told me he never would. If he really loved me he wouldn't be able to leave me, but he did, he's gone.

Sadie was pacing in front of the door of Jude's room with the phone in her hand, she was mentally debating on whether or not to barge into the room and tell her sister she needed to get up and stop being depressed, her tour started tomorrow, she needed to get out of this slump. She didn't know what was going on, but whatever it was, could it really be that bad?

Jude laid in bed crying, she had been crying since yesterday, and she hadn't stopped, she couldn't it was like her body had a never ending supply of tears and just when she thought that she would be able to stop and leave her room and the darkness, the tears would start flowing freely again and she would be right back where she started. The tears were one thing but the constant throwing up was another, she didn't know if she was sick because she was upset, or if she was really had the flu.

Sadie hearing Jude retching in the bathroom again comes in and holds Jude's hair for her.

Sadie: Jude, are you ok? Tell me what's going on?

Jude: I'm fine Sadie, Just fine.

Sadie: Why are you so upset? Are you just sick or what?

Jude: Tommy left me Sadie, he just up and left me and moved to Montana and I have no idea how to get ahold of him, he wont return my phone calls and he's just gone. He left me a letter Jude shoved the letter at her as she hysterically continued babbling He's not coming back Sadie and I don't know what to do without him.

Sadie: Gently stroking her sisters hair and she holds her in her arms she whispers "shhh Jude, it's ok, it's going to be ok" Sadie silently reads the letter that Tommy wrote her little sister and thinks to herself

SadieT: Tommy you jackass what have you done to her, she's broken and I don't know how to fix her she thought as a tear fell from her eye.