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Tommy unknowingly held his breath as he recognized the voice at the other end of the line.

Tommy: Kwest, man you have no idea how good it is to hear your voice.

Kwest: Tommy? Is that you?

Tommy: Yeah, it's been a long time.

Kwest: What do you want?

Tommy was kind of hurt to hear the irritation in Kwest's voice. He knew everyone would be mad at him but he thought that his best friend would at least be somewhat happy to hear from him.

Tommy: I just wanted to see how you and everyone else were?

Kwest hearing the plea in Tommy's voice softened a bit.

Kwest: Did you want to see how "everyone was" Or Jude?

Tommy: Everyone of course but Jude too. How is she Kwest, I mean really?

KwestT: I can't tell him that she's having his baby, I promised Jude I wouldn't, gosh why do I have to be in the middle of this thing, it's too much drama.

Tommy's voice broke Kwest out of his wandering thoughts

Tommy: Kwest, what is it, is she ok, oh no what's wrong why aren't you answering me?

Kwest: T chill man, Jude is fine the last I heard, so why are you calling really T?

Tommy: I'm coming back, wait before you say anything I already know ok, I can't expect her to take me back after I just took off, and I can't put a lot of pressure on her because it isn't fair but if there is anything that I've learned while I was gone it is that I love Jude more than anything in the world and I'll do anything to get her back, anything.

Kwest and Tommy talked for a few more minutes, and then hung up.

Tommy would be flying in tomorrow morning and Kwest would come and pick him up from the airport. Tommy couldn't wait. Something that Kwest had said stuck in the back of his mind though. What did he mean by Jude was fine "the last that he had heard". Shouldn't he know? What if she wouldn't talk to him? He deserved it he knew but maybe she'd let him explain and would understand that he was doing it for them, and that they really were better off for it, now he had nothing in his past that could stop them from being together, everything would be out in the open. That night Tommy got his first night of good sleep since he had left and fell into a deep sleep where all he saw was Jude's smiling face.

Tommy stared out the window of the plane thinking to him self about everything that had happened in almost 7 months time. He had finally gotten to be with Jude, his soul mate, his forbidden love. He'd learned he had a child with his ex, Lost Jude, went to live with Kim and Christopher, found out that they had lied and that he wasn't his, and took off with all of his stuff, and now he was coming home. Would Jude forgive him? She had to. Right? He wasn't worried about Darius, or Kwest, he knew they'd forgive him, Darius would probably be hard on him for a while, but he would give him his job back. Kwest was already beginning to forgive Tommy, he was his best friend besides Jude, and knew he had to have had a good reason for leaving.

The flight attendant over the intercom interrupted Tommy's thoughts.

Intercom: Please fasten your seat buckles and prepare for landing, and thank you for flying with Canadian Airlines. Have a nice day.

Tommy fastened his belt and waited for the moment he had been waiting for to come.

Tommy was making his way through the airport terminal looking around when he spotted a familiar face. Tommy smiled and walked over and gave Kwest a hug, He seemed a little taken aback by this but hugged Tommy back.

Tommy hadn't realized how much he actually missed everyone until he was in the middle of Montana, and had no one to talk to, or laugh with. Kwest helped Tommy with his luggage, which wasn't much considering Kim and Keith had taken practically everything not nailed down, but Tommy didn't care. It was a small price to pay for freedom. Tommy and Kwest were on their way to the holiday inn. Tommy had sold his apartment a few months back so he would have to be staying at a hotel until he could find an apartment or house he liked. Tommy and Kwest began taking his luggage to his room and when they finally sat down on Tommy's bed after 10 minutes of lugging suitcases up 3 flights of stairs both were out of breath.

Kwest: You leave for 7 months and come back with more than you left with.

Tommy: You're telling me, and most of what I had was stolen anyways.

Kwest raised an eyebrow at Tommy. He just shook his head.

Tommy: Trust me, you don't want to know.

Kwest decided that it was time for him to go, Tommy told him he would meet him at the studio tomorrow morning. Kwest looked back at Tommy as though wanting to tell him something, but instead just turned back around and kept walking. Once he got back to his car he sat down in the drivers seat and put his head in his hands. Taking a deep breath, he thought to himself. How am I going to tell Tommy that Jude is gone, and that she isn't coming back?

The next day Kwest was in studio A working on some beats when he heard a whole lot of noise coming from the middle of the studio, he knew what that meant, Tommy was back and ready to cause some trouble. Kwest got up and walked out just in time to see Darius and Liam walking out of their offices.

Liam: Well if it isn't the magician, go ahead Tommy make me disappear from what I hear you're quite good at it.

Tommy: As tempting as that sounds, I'd rather get to work on D on getting my job back.

Darius: oh, so that is why your back? What makes you think I'm going to give you your job back? As far as I know you're the reason I lost my biggest client.

Tommy: I'm sorry D ok, I had some things I had to deal wi…wait, what? Who is your biggest client?

Darius: Like you don't know. Jude? Blonde hair, 5'5, loves to verbally attack you by song? Ringing any bells?

Tommy just has a look of pure shock on his face, what did all this mean?

Tommy: How did you lose Jude? Like she went to another label?

Darius: No, like she quit the music biz, said that "it's just not for her" I tried to talk her out of it, but by the time I'd gotten to her house, her and Sadie were already gone. Neighbor said they packed up and left right after Jude left the studio. I don't know where she is, or what she's doing but I'm pretty sure she won't be coming back. Whatever you did T you did a number on that girl.

Tommy trying to take in what he was hearing felt numb. Jude was really gone, He didn't know what to do. He had ruined his only chance at true happiness by trying to do the noble thing and go play daddy for a few months. What had he done?

Mason Fox was just putting the finishing touches on the last song on his 1st album. He couldn't believe it. 1 year ago he was just a regular guy with big dreams, today he was the last instant star, had his first tour, and 1st album under his belt, and now he was living in Los Angeles, California. He was the biggest artist G Major's California label had ever had. At first when Darius had suggested that he start working out in La Mason had thought he'd lost his mind but now that he'd been out there for a few months he was really happy with the decision. He already had 2 #1 singles and his album hadn't even been released yet. Sure he missed Toronto and his friends but Darius had been right about Jerry, the guy that was running this G Major for Darius had a knack for finding the great music in people and bringing it out. Another great thing about California was the bars, the gay bars to be exact. Mason had just visited his first gay bar last weekend and it had been a lot of fun. He hadn't been Mason Fox "Instant Star" he'd just been a regular guy, he didn't have to pretend to be straight to sell records.

He hadn't yet come out to anyone, well anyone except Jude, but she was gone. Not like she'd tell anyone anyway. God he missed her. She had this ability to walk into a room and brighten anything and everything in it, she was like a breath of fresh air when you were suffocating. She had truly been his best friend and he knew in a way she always would be but they had grown apart. Literally, Mason had been on tour when she'd left G Major, and then by the time he got back she'd already left Toronto and now he didn't know where she was. He hadn't seen or heard from her since before he started his tour. Something was wrong though, that he knew. Jude lived for her music and he just couldn't understand what could have happened to make her go running for the hills so to speak. Whatever it was she had chosen to close up and deal with it herself. He knew that even 10 years down the road if one of them needed something from the other, they'd be there without a second thought, it's just what best friends did.

Jude had been sleeping when she heard Sadie get up and start her day, she was such a morning person and Jude was the exact opposite. Jude had been up until 2am the night before writing a song, she'd felt the baby move for the first time and was so excited she wanted to write a song about her pregnancy. So when Sadie popped her head into Jude's room an hour later experience had her catching the shoe thrown at her a mere inches from her face.

Sadie: Good morning to you too Jude.

Jude groaned: Morning? You call this morning? It's still dark outside Sade, that is not morning.

Sadie: Overcast, get up.

Jude: come on Sadie, have some sympathy for your poor 7 months pregnant sister, I need I mean, we, we need sleep.

Sadie: All you do is sleep. 10 minutes Jude, I'm serious 10 minutes and then your breakfast goes in the trash.

Jude yelling to Sadie as Sadie walks from the room: So not nice, threatening me with food, like I care.

9 and a half minutes later sure enough Jude made her way to the kitchen table, she scowled at Sadie and Sadie smiled and served her breakfast.

Sadie: See that wasn't so bad now was it Jude? I don't know why we have to go through this every morning.

Jude: Sorry mom.

Sadie and Jude just laugh at each other.

Jude: hey by the way, I want to know what you think of this new song I wrote last night ok?

Sadie: Ok hurry up.

Jude walked over and got her guitar and started singing the song she had been writing the night before. Someday(Iwill understand by Britney Spears)

Nothing seems to be the way
That it used to
Everything seems shallow
God give me truth,In me
And tell me somebody's watching
Over me
And that is all Im praying is that

Someday I will understand
In God's whole plan
And what He's done to me
Oh but maybe someday I will breathe
And I'll finally see
I'll see it all in my baby

Don't you run too fast my dear
Why don't you stop?
stop and listen to your tears
They're all you've got
It's in you
You see somebody's watching
Over you
And that is all Im praying is that

Someday you will understand
In God's whole plan
And what He does to you
Oh but maybe someday you will breathe
And you'll finally see
You'll see it all in your baby
You'll see it all in your baby

No moment,will be more than true
than the moment, I look at you

It's in you
You'll see somebody's watching
Over you
And that is all I pray is that

Someday you will understand
In God's whole plan
And what He does to you
Oh but maybe someday you will breathe
And you'll finally see
You'll see it all in your baby...
You'll see it all in your baby...
You'll see it all in my baby...
You'll see it all in your baby...

Sadie: Wow Jude that was beautiful, I'm actually tearing up.

Jude just smiled at Sadie, thanks, If I ever get back in the studio that is going to be my first song.

They finished eating and then Jude was irritable and Said.

Jude: Ok Sadie what was so important that you had to wake me up at glances at her watch 7:30? Are you crazy?

Sadie: Jude you know that I have to go sign up for school today, I thought you were going to come with me? I don't know what to be in La all by myself.

Jude could see that Sadie was scared and she'd been taking care of her for the past 6 months so the least she could do was go with her to sign up for school.

Jude: Ok, let me get dressed and we'll go ok?

Sadie smiled: Thanks Jude.