Jude had decided after that, that she would tell Tommy the truth after the wedding. She needed to take things one step at a time. As soon as she got her sister off to her honeymoon and had that off the list she could work on her own feelings and the secrets she had kept locked in her heart. Jude got dressed and waited for the new babysitter to show up. She was a very funny asian woman named Kazuko. She had moved to California from Japan a few months ago to live with her daughter and was just learning English. She came very highly recommended though. So Jude had hired her. She was supposed to have been there a half an hour ago. Jude checked her watch "where is she"? Just then there was a knock at the door. Jude walked to the door and opened it. She let the woman in and explained that she was going to a wedding, and would be back late that night. The woman only made noncommittal one word sentences. Jude got her things ready and kissed Kaitlyn goodbye and walked out to Mason's car. He was her "date" to the wedding since he was the best man and Jude was the maid of honor but his boyfriend would be there too. They made their way to the church. Once there they went in and Jude went to work on finding Sadie who was hidden from view. She was extremely superstitious and didn't want Caleb to see her on the big day.

Jude found her sister in a back room of the church where she was putting the finishing touches on her makeup. Jude smiled. Sadie really looked beautiful. Jude walked in and Sadie turned and both girls burst into tears.

Jude: Come on Sadie don't cry. Your making your makeup run and we both know how much you need it.

Sadie: your one to talk, look at you, you look like the swamp thing.

Jude and Sadie smiled at each other.

Jude: It's like your leaving me Sades.

Sadie: Jude I'm not going anywhere. I live like 3 miles from you and Mason and even if I lived a million miles away I would still be there for you.

Jude: I know it's just so weird. Were like grown. When did it happen?

Sadie smiled. "Well I'm not so sure about you but I'm thinking it started for me with that man in there"

Sadie points to the door leading to the altar of the church.

Jude: Well you better not keep him waiting.

Sadie: I love you little sister.

Jude: I love you too Sadie.

Jude watched her big sister marry the love of her life and father of her child. When Sadie and Caleb had exchanged vows Jude knew her water proof mascara was going to be working double time. Tears streamed down her face. It truly was a beautiful ceremony. Caleb was so unbelievably happy, he had tears in his eyes as well. After the ceremony Jude stood at the edge of the church's marble steps. She heard shouting and turned to see where it was coming from. Her sister and her new husband were making their way towards their limo that would be taking them to the reception at a near by hotel. Jude looked over to her right and saw a familiar man running and shouting "wait".

Jude: no, it couldn't be..Could it?

The man flung open the limo door just as it had been shut. He took a step back.

Jude: Tommy?

This all happens from the time that Jude is sitting in her house to when she is at the wedding.

Tommy checked the speedometer he was already going 50 but he sped up a bit. He had this horrible feeling deep in his gut since he had woken up that day. Something was wrong. Jude? He had to see her, even if for just a second to make sure she was alright. He had went to G Major to ask Mason what Jude and his address was but Mason had taken the day off too. Little warning bells were going off in Tommy's head but he just ignored them. He got the address from Jerry and once he got to the house the sight completely baffled him. A small asian woman of about 55 answered the door. Tommy just smiled figuring she was a maid.

Tommy: Hi I'm Tom, I'm looking for Ms. Harrison?

Woman: Ms. Harrison gone.

Tommy: I'm sorry what do you mean "gone"?

Woman: She gone to church. Get married.

Tommy: WHAT?

Woman getting annoyed: Married, like I do I do?

Tommy is in shock, he can't breath. They couldn't be getting married could they?

Tommy: What church?

Woman: 12th and parker

Tommy ran and jumped in his car and sped there as fast as he could, he hoped to god he wasn't too late.

TommyT: You idiot. What is wrong with you? "You can have your time Jude but don't expect me to wait forever"? What was that? You would wait for her forever you moron, and you know it. Why did I have to open my big fat mouth?

Tommy got there in record time. There was a limo in front of the church and tons of people standing outside waving to the happy couple. They were in the limo already but that didn't stop Tommy. He shouted "Wait"! He ran as fast as he could towards the limo. His heart was beating so fast he thought it would fly out of his chest. He got to the door of the limo and threw it open. There sitting in front of him was a happy and glowing Sadie with her new husband who had his hand on her belly which had a slight bump.

Sadie: As much as I like surprise visits from ex boyfriends on my wedding day, would you mind telling me what your doing here Tommy?

Tommy looked like he was going to keel over.

Tommy heard a soft voice filled with confusion.

Jude: Tommy?

Tommy turned around

Tommy: Jude? I thought that you and Mason were the one's getting married?

Before Jude had a chance to reply Sadie piped up.

Sadie: What? Jude and Mason? He's like soooo gay, duh. Sadie said while giggling.

Jude shot her a look as if to say "thanks big mouth" Sadie turned bright red and realized she'd messed up. She mouthed a "sorry" to her sister.

Tommy is just staring at them expectantly.

Jude: I'm sorry Tommy, I know I led you on in thinking that Mason and I were together but were not, he's gay.

Tommy turned around and saw Mason and his boyfriend behind him. Mason waved with a guilty expression on his face.

Tommy was beyond confused here. He looked back at Jude and said "But the maid said you were the one getting married".

Sadie looked confused "They don't have a maid Tommy, ohhh it must have been the new nanny"

Jude shot Sadie another look of hostility. Sadie realizing that she had the biggest mouth in the world just shut the limo door and told the driver to take them to the reception. It was for Jude's own good.

Tommy could barely stand it was so much information to take in, in such a short amount of time.

Tommy: What do you need a nanny for Jude?

Jude looked as though on the verge of tears. She had her head down and was looking at the ground.

Jude: For our daughter.

Jude looked deeply into Tommy's eyes. He could almost hear her heart pleading to be forgiven. Tommy had never felt such betrayal in his life and couldn't believe that it was Jude, his Jude who had caused it. He had a daughter. A little girl he had known nothing about until this very second. How could she?

Tommy had tears in his eyes. Jude had never seen Tommy cry before so it just made it even harder for her.

Jude: you will never know how sorry I am that I waited this long to tell you Tommy. I was going to tell you so many times but I just couldn't do it, and then something would happen and I would forget. I'm so sorry.

Tommy just stared at her.

Tommy: Who are you? My Jude wouldn't have kept this from me, my Jude would have told me as soon as possible. Who the hell are you? I can't even look at you right now Jude.

Jude started crying visibly. "God I'm so sorry Tommy please." "Just wait, don't leave".

Tommy looked at her angrily "Sorry"? "This isn't something you can fix with "sorry" Jude".

Jude started to get angry herself "Oh but it's ok for you to fix things with "sorry" Tommy"?

Jude: How fair is it what you've done to me over and over again yet I still forgave you? You left me alone. No scratch that not alone but with a baby to take care of. You might not have known about Kaitlyn but you sure as hell knew about me. You knew I'd be broken without you yet you still left. I tried so hard to understand after you told me about Kim and Christopher because then I knew you wouldn't have left if you'd known about Kaitlyn but do you think that I want the love of my life to come back just because I was pregnant? NO! I wanted you to come back because you love me and because you can't live without me.

Tommy: Well now I guess we'll never know.

With that Tommy walked away quickly to his car and got in and took off pealing out on his way.

Jude stood there watching after him with tears running down her face.

"I've ruined everything this time, it's all my fault".