OMG I heart Shinji. He's so utterly confused and hopeless!

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CHAPTER 4: SHINJI… "Why would that stop you?"

When she wears something of mine, it always makes me feel—

Protective! She looks so frail in one of my big shirts that I can't help but… want her? NO! Just, cherish her, that's all.

It's okay to want her. She's absolutely gorgeous! Much better than any of the good-looking girls I've ever seen!

Well, yes, but she's my best friend! You're not supposed to want your best friend! Then it gets dangerous!

Why would that stop you?

SHE MIGHT NOT WANT ME BACK! I wouldn't be able to live with myself if I opened up to anyone like that and they rejected me. It's better not to try and find happiness because it only brings more pain!

Who CARES? You're so weak!

Shut up!

493! 493! This is a barrier 493! 493!

Oh, hey, PS? Here's what'll save my sorry butt.

DISCLAIMER: The idea for this story, and all else related or pertaining to Neon Genesis Evangelion is the property of the respective owners. If I owned Neon Genesis, I would make another three movies to be interchangeable with episodes 25 + 26, as well as make my story true in some sort of sister series to NGE! You have my promise! Vote for me!