Ayumi: I should have updated after I finished Colors of Envy. I am so sorry! I was totally busy and I couldn't think of what to do. I was thinking of what to do at the beginning, middle, and end all at the same time... And yes I admit... I was to lazy. But, I will try to change the habits. But as the saying goes. "Old Habits Die Hard.."


Tohru sighed after coming home from another long day at school. Yuki wasn't able to go out that day to Tohru's disappointment. Tohru and Kyo both had difficulties explaining the kiss. Kagura had merely given a cold stare at Kyo and hadn't forgiven him yet. Yuki seemed he understood but he too didn't want his girlfriend kissing another guy, even if it was her fiancé. Tohru wondered how things would work out, if Tohru and Kyo get wedded together what would happen to Yuki and Kagura?

Tohru sighed again and headed out the door to the back where the trash can was so she could throw away the dying flowers when she heard voices. She peeked over and saw Kagura and Kyo.

Kyo slammed his fist into the brick wall where we was cornering Kagura. "How many times do I have to tell you! I didn't do it because I wanted to. I don't like the girl at all I only like you Kagura. I… I love you!" Kyo said. He turned his face away from Kagura and he lowered his fist.

"Kyo, why didn't you tell me you were getting married to her? If you love me why would you be engaged to another girl?" Kagura started toward him. "Kyo, I love you too. But, if you're going to be married to that girl, there's nothing I can do." Kyo stared up at her and grabbed her into a hug.

Tohru turned away. She felt her eyes tear up. She felt sympathy for Kyo. She didn't want to get married to him either. That was exactly how Tohru felt. The way that Kyo felt. She threw the black roses onto the floor and ran up back to her room.

Kyo heard the rustle of the roses landing on the floor. He let go of Kagura, scared that this would be the last time ever holding her. "Kagura, there's nothing I can do either. But, still will you bear with me?" he asked her. An unbearable silence weighed on Kyo.

After a couple of moments Kagura answered. "I will try."

After Kagura had left Kyo went to his room, the bedroom right next to Tohru's. He sat on his bed and just sat there. No music. Then there was a soft knock on the door. "Can I come in?" said a soft voice.

"Go ahead." Kyo muttered loud enough for her to hear. Tohru peeked in.

"This side of you I've never seen, it's scaring me." Tohru tried to joke. Kyo didn't say anything. Her courage died down. "I might as well force feed you leeks." she muttered. Her courage that had dispersed was replaced with the anger she felt for him at first.

"I'm not in the mood to talk to you." Kyo said coldly. He didn't blame the marriage on her, well he didn't blame her for all of it. Tohru's cheeks flushed at the words.

"You just won't let anyone else in will you? I'm trying to help you and you turn it down. I heard you with Kagura. You have nothing to hide anymore." Tohru sat next to Kyo on the bed. She kept talking. After what seemed to be a couple of minutes of complete silence, Tohru felt something knock into her shoulder. She turned. Kyo had fallen asleep.

At first Tohru didn't know what to do. She felt her face turn red. She just sat there. She looked at him. She had never been able to see his face so closely. 'He's actually kind of cute. If you first saw him he would actually be really good looking.' Tohru thought to herself. 'Oh my goodness! What am I thinking? Did I just say he was cute!' Tohru started to blush a darker color. Kyo shifted and fell on to his bed. Tohru sighed of relief without the thoughts bugging her.

Kyo awoke to at gloomy day, the sun was covered up and the clouds were dark. The next thunderstorm wouldn't be long. He groaned, thinking of the rain made him tired already. "Kyo Kun, come to breakfast!" he heard Tohru's light voice call. Kyo walked downstairs slowly. He was surprised to see that the meal was grand and not the regular take out he ordered every morning.

"You didn't poison this or anything did you?" Kyo asked poking at the fish that was on his plate. Tohru sighed.

"I'm not planning to kill you." she said. "If I had, I already would have." she said to herself.

"I heard that." Kyo said picking up the chopsticks next to his plate. Tohru started to eat ignoring the sarcasm that was in his voice.

The phone rang and Kyo picked it up. "I can't go to the movie today." Kagura said.

"Oh." Kyo said.

"You understand right?" she said.

"Yea, I'll just go with one of my friends. It's no problem." he replied.

"Ok. I have to go now. I'll call you later, I love you!" Kagura said. Then Kyo heard the click. Kyo groaned. He was going to manage and watch a movie with her and even bought the tickets and she cancelled. Unfortunately all of his friends were busy. Two seats. What to do.

"Tohru, do you want too…. I mean… I don't want to… But, I don't want to waste these tickets…. And… The person I was supposed to go with….. You know… I heard this movie is really fun… Oh forget it." Kyo grunted. Tohru stared at him blankly.

"What's the movie?" she asked. Kyo handed her the tickets.

"Go watch it with your honey." he replied "honey" was dripping with the sarcasm Tohru hated.

"Why don't I just go with you." she said, this was going to be fun. Watching a movie with Kyo Sohma. And torturing him at the same time.


Ayumi: I will get the next chapter up as soon as possible, which hopefully be next week, hopefully. I will start righting again tomorrow after I brush my teeth and get a nice long sleep then brush my teeth again, then will I beging my long needed excersizing of the keyboard... No I'm kidding I can actually type decentley, let's just say I need practice with story writing... Yea, that's the phrase. '