Sigh. I love mornings. Even if it's the morning where you go back to school and see the love of your life hardly paying any attention to you as more than a friend! Oh well. This year he is going to get a surprise! He is going to see me not as the person he did before but he's going to see my inner self which he has never bothered to find.
The
super doesn't stand for model
But that doesn't mean I'm plain
If
all you see is how I look
You miss the superchick within
When I went down to breakfast Dad was sitting at the table reading the Daily Prophet. The only part I read is the gossip and fashion. Dad works at the Ministry of magic. He is in the department of International Magical Law. Mum owns her own Girls shop. It has everything from clothes to skin care. Whenever me and Lavender go shopping in Diagon Alley we always go there first and mum gives us facials and stuff!
Well after breakfast Padma helped me to clam down a bit because I was stressing about seeing Harry and everything.
Then I got ready.
It took around 3 hours. Not actually getting ready but the DESCIONS! No matter how vain this sounds I'm going to say it. I love myself. But I think that's good. I love myself the way I am and I don't want to change. Not even for Harry. But I know he will love me anyway. So I want to show off myself as much as possible without seeming like a slut so I wore a turquoise top with no straps or sleeves and showed my belly from 1cm above my belly button to my hips. I also wore dark blue jeans and silver and turquoise jewellery. I looked so hot and smelt like a place you bought flowers! How could Harry resist?
I'll
be everything that I want to be
I am confidence in insecurity
I
am a voice yet waiting to be heard
We took a portkey to Kings Cross. I hate portkeys! They are soo scary! We met Lavender then and she said I look great. Lav is so great. She always makes you feel better about yourself! We were chatting normally and then, I SAW HARRY! He looked so god damn hot standing there talking to Hermione and Ron. What should I do? Should I go over and say hi? I think I will. Oh I no! I will go over and pretend Lavender wants to talk to Hermione about stuff! Excellent! Well, here it goes.
"Hey
Hermione, Ron, Harry. Hermione, do you have that pineapple lipgloss?
"
"Sure! Come on I need to get it out of my
trunk."
"Ok."
And then Hermione and Lavender went of leaving me with Harry "swoon swoon" and Ron. I really wanted Ron to leave so I was alone with Harry but you can't have everything! So while my heart was melting, I still managed to STAY COOL!
"Hey
guys, how are you?"
"We're good. So how are you?
Did you have a good holiday?"
"Yeah it was great
and I'm great!"
I then smiled at him and he smiled back! (Ron was just standing there looking stupid LoL) Well then! (Oh my gosh my heart was pounding so hard) he asked if Lavender and I would like to join him, Ron and Hermione in their compartment. Then instead of losing my head I just smiled, flicked my hair and said sure. I then went to say goodbye to my parents! I hope did ok! What if he was turned off? Hope the train ride goes ok? My heart is beating so fast, it has never beat this fast for a boy before!
HARRYS MIND!
I can't help noticing how pretty she is. She is also so incredibly cool. When I ask her if she would like to be in our compartment she didn't freak just smiled and said sure. As she said it her hair caught the sun and it shined so brightly...it looked so gorgeous,
The train ride was AWESOME! We got so much food from the trolley and me and Harry had a game of exploding snap and our hands touched a few times and every time they did my stomach went BOING BOING! We even shared a carriage to school and sat near each other at the table. I also caught him staring at me! My dreams are coming true! Now I just hope no-one comes in and seizes my property...
