All So Hidden

Author's Note: Thank You! For all the reviews and other supports! In this chapter I am not trying to be so pessimistic. I am only showing the feelings inside the characters by writing. Enjoy!

Disclaimer: All the characters and places are extreme property of the anime entitled Inuyasha. Only the plot and the whole endeavor of this story is my own logical product

Timeless Days and Meanings of Love

Never look back. Never turn back. Don't you cry. Tears are for the weak, and when you are pathetic you shall not prevail. Do not shout the name of the long gone son. Earn the success despite the odds, while keeping your pride up high. That way you shall prove yourself as the worthy one. Throw away the useless memories. Don't ever keep them, for they will only weaken you to the worst. Bury all those incompetent things you once craved for, asked for, begged for, seek for, and died for. They will only serve you as their habitat as a parasite and you shall be its prey. Sorrow inside and out. Anger for each day and night. The joy that only lasts o'clock. The divine and holy that only stays for a minute or may be not ever seen. Hatred that conquers all and stays forever until nothing is left. Everything is meant to end… why is it that what I believe isn't the right key to something? Why is the way I always thought and considered is different from others? Am I not supposed to be the same? Am I not a similar kind? Is it because I am me and not anything else? Is it because I don't exist as… Kikyo?

What's the use of keeping all things inside you when there is no gain? When all the evil possesses you will there still be an ample space for an escape? Or are we suppose to be left there alone; as expected. The cycle of life never changes nor destroyed. It never fails nor drowned down. As you are born you start to see, hear, smell, touch, and feel knew things. Then you learn to talk, walk, run, and jump. As you were expected to be, when you pass this stage, the new challenges that awaits you never backs away. It waits and waits and waits until you are wilted to the last drop. Then whether you have accomplished or not everything goes blind. You lose all your senses that you earned and you don't realize why. Whatever it is; life flies. Everyone is meant to die… I sometimes wonder; am I right? Things move and there you shall be in front of all things you've seen and not. Does it feel like that when you are to be in the spotlight? Let them do whatever they want now. For I shall awake and reborn as a new person… rather than a filthy man named; Inuyasha.

Are all the feelings made the same way? Does the cause and effect never change? Never back down because they are too strong, for they are the ones that mobilize you whole. First step you start with your virgin heart; likes and dislikes, excitement and boredom, pain and delight, tears and joy. Wish and wish not to have more than those. Enough is enough you want to shout, but the reality never is a fantasy. Fairy tales in stories are some jealousy I give; so feared. Meant those days of bout of bliss, when all you cared was the seed of a lifeless plant. Even if a millennium passes by there won't be a change in this world we leave; chaotic and full with ugly feelings inside human kinds. But in someway, as the last hope that was trapped inside the Pandora's box, are meant to break away from it's chains then may be… every feelings are meant to stop. I wish that could happen to me, throw away all the useless and lifeless feelings inside me. Break away from this empty shell called Sesshomaru.

Passengers passing by here and there. Where are they going, wish I could know. Is it to a better place like the seekers? Or the worse like the sinners? People who makes differences in this place; scientists, doctors, judges, philosophers, celebrities and others, how did they start? Can I also make a difference? Did they all take the right path leading to forever success? Wish I could learn… wish I could have. I want the bravery that a knight possesses who goes to war today and has no tomorrow. I want to be proud of what I have and erase all those timidity inside me with out fail. Cried to be strong, begged to stand straight, but these invisible and untouchable things that keeps on stopping me from what I wish to be. How can I ever identify them alone? They say 'no man is an island.' When my young mind heard this, I couldn't understand. Why can't we? Is it matter of death? May be I was too cold, didn't care about others but only me and that's for me. I was too selfish that I couldn't even realize them. Now is too late isn't it? Too weak for a new beginning, too slow for a new life, too serious… everything seems to be a false texture inside a picture frame. This cowardice inside me; sick and tired of it, that I want to hide but no more mask to cover. Want to change. Can I ever? Who could ever help this unfortunate one? A person who doesn't know where one belongs, no future to ponder about. Is this the way I was destined to be? Life of Kagome Higurashi?

In Federal Era…

Slightly… just so nicely, too tenderly, the wind was brushing thorough the leaves of the endless trees. Each teardrops falling one by one from the cheek of the blossom to the cold heart of unforgiving one, who left with out warning. Besides, those words of reassurance wasn't suiting at all, they sounded more like an insult.

"Kagome…" called Inuyasha.

She kept on sobbing with out looking at him.

"He's dead now, he won't come back even if you cry."

"… What?" asked Kagome in fury. This wasn't right, he seemed to be happy about his own brother's death.

"You can come to me. It's not too late. I love you." said Inuyasha.

"H-How could you say that kind of stuff in front of Sesshomaru? He doesn't even deserve it!" shouted Kagome.

"No, he deserves them. He tried to steal them."

"W-What? Y-You… no, please don't tell me that you are the one-"

"Yes, it's me. It's his fault, he didn't deserve you. I can be a better man."

"You are so dirty. You make me sick. Bastard!"

"He didn't love you Kagome. He was only playing with you. Come to me, I can make you happy. I have the Shikon Jewel remember?"

"No… even if what you said is true, even if he didn't love me at all. I will never in my life love you! Never!" exploded Kagome.

"Kagome…"

"Go away!"

He walked away into the darkness; that was what he seemed to be doing. But in a matter of second two spears flew towards Kagome. Then she was gone with the wind, she met the same fate as the man she loved. Love can lead to an unconsciousness of mind.

"I command you, the new owner of the Shakon no Tama, to hear my voice. Today there is no light but I wish tomorrow you will lit up the candle light that was extinguished for me. Forgive my sin and receive the one whom I gave my life to. Revive me to be new. Born once again only to be loved by her…if -"

Then, everything went white… nothing to be seen and nothing to be heard except for the murmuring of the wish of one sinner.

In the 20eth century…

At the same day, at the same time, at the same year, two babies were born. The day when the marriage of was decided for the two infants in the future.