Disclaimer : again… TeniPuri n all related characters aren't mine..
Author's notes :
Ah.. Thanks a lot to everyone who had reviewed my fanfic. Thanks for your support! Please review this chapter too.. Doumo arigatou gozaimasu, minna-san!
To cenz.. hm.. I think, I won't make the seme and uke between Fuji and Eiji obviously.. I don't know why either.. maybe I, myself, still confused about that.. Is Fuji really has images of a seducer that much? Heheh.. btw, thanks for your review..
And.. thanks again to TamaAki Kaeri-chan n HaruNatsu-chan who always encourage and help me editing this fanfic..
…Chapter 2 : Confused…Almost a month had passed since that time. Since that time too, Fuji and Eiji had become closer to each other. But it's not obvious though.. They were still looked normal. Nothing had really change, until…
" ne, Eiji, Oishi, do you think there something strange with the way I play? " asked Fuji to the Golden Pair.
" ee? Why did you ask that, Fuji? " Eiji looked amazed with that question.
" There's nothing strange, Fuji.. " Oishi answered.
" A while ago, Tezuka said that he wants to talk to me. I just think that he would have given critics to the way I play.."
" but you play as usual, Fuji. There's nothing wrong.." Eiji made him sure.
" sou ka.."
" And Fuji, if Tezuka wanted to talk to you, must it be about tennis? It could be that he wanted to talk about another thing, right?" continued Eiji. He threw a sharp gaze at Fuji, but the slender boy didn't realize it.
" Yeah, I think you're right. So, Eiji, we can't go home together today. Is it okay with you?"
" It's okay.."
" Sorry.. ok, I want to go to the changing room. Bye! "
" Bye! " replied Oishi and Eiji.
" Then, Eiji. Are you free today? Do you mind accompanying me to the supermarket? "
" No, that's fine. I'll go with you!" said the cheerful boy.
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After the club activities finished, as he had promised, Eiji went with Oishi. In the mean time, Fuji had been waiting for Tezuka. 10 minutes.. 15 minutes.. was passing by. Then suddenly, Fuji could hear someone's steps were approaching him.
" Gomen (I'm sorry), Fuji. I just have had some conversation with Ryuzaki-sensei.."
" That's okay. What's the problem, Tezuka? Is it about tennis?"
" No.. it's not that.."
" so, what do you want to talk about?"
silence for a few seconds…
" Fuji, I like you.."
" pardon me?"
" I like you, Fuji.."
" ee.. ano ne.."
" What's your answer?"
" go.. gomen (I'm sorry), Tezuka.. I like somebody else.."
" Kikumaru ka?" Tezuka threw a sharp look at Fuji.
" um.. aa.." Fuji answered slowly.
" think about it, Fuji.. I really like you.."
The he went away, leaving the shocked Fuji behind.
'Tezuka likes me? What's that!? I didn't realize that. I never thought that Tezuka could say those words to me. What should I do? Should I tell Eiji about this? Should I… oh my gosh, I'm so confused!'
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It had been 3 days since Tezuka's confession. But, until that time, Tezuka never asked Fuji about that and Fuji too, cause he was so busy with all shool and club activities, almost forgot it.
But, one day during school vacation..
Fuji had just went out of a sports shop. He was buying a new grip for his racket. But, suddenly he could hear a cold tone that was calling him.
" Fuji.."
Fuji startled. 'It's Tezuka!'
" Fuji, I need to talk with you. Please follow me.."
Without complaining, Fuji followed Tezuka. A few minutes later, they had arrived at Tezuka's home.
" Please come in. Nobody's at home now.."
" Ojama shimasu*.." said Fuji while entering the house.
(*Ojama shimasu is a sentence that we say while entering someone's house)
In Tezuka's room.. (of course Tezuka Kunimitsu's I mean)
" Fuji, I think you have already known what's the subject, right?"
" aa.."
" So, your answer is?"
" Tezuka, I'm sorry.. I.. I love Eiji.."
" Your feelings didn't change, ne? But I wonder what will you think after… this… "
Tezuka suddenly caught Fuji's right wrist and pinned his left shoulder on the floor. Fuji, who was off guard, shocked with the sudden roughness.
" Te..Tezuka.. i.. itte.. (i..it hurts..)"
Without listened to Fuji's moan, Tezuka kissed him forcely. Fuji tried to struggle hard but Tezuka is too strong for him. A few minutes later, Tezuka set Fuji free.
Silence…
After gained his strength, Fuji ran away. Tears fell from his eyes..
'dame da! He kissed me.. I was so scared to death.. but.. why did I feel…'
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His confused feelings made changes in Fuji. Of course, Eiji could feel Fuji's strange attitude. One day in Eiji's room…
" What's wrong with you, Fuji? Do you have a problem? You look different these days.."
" i..iie.. nandemo nai..(no, nothing..)" Fuji still confused whether it was better to tell Eiji about Tezuka or not.
" uso~~!! You have a problem, don't you?! I had already known you for years, Fuji.. I know about almost all of your characteristic and habits. And if you like this way, there must be something wrong. Don't you want to share it with me?"
" …"
Fuji, who laid on Eiji's bedroom, still remained silence. And Eiji, who was making up his room, waited patiently. When Eiji walked across his room, bringing a box which was full of books, he felt his hand being stopped.
" Fuji?"
" Eiji.. I.."
" hm? " Eiji put down his box and sat besides Fuji. "doushita (what's wrong)?"
" Eiji.. a.. ano.. are you angry if someone.. likes me?"
Eiji silenced. He looked at Fuji seriously.
" Are you angry?" asked Fuji slowly.
Eiji smiled. (er.. maybe we should say "tried to smile..").
" So, this is a problem which made you change?"
Fuji nodded.
" sou ka naa.. hmm.. no, I'm not angry at all. If there is someone who likes you, it's natural, isn't it? Fuji wa kawaii… (Fuji is cute…) Since a long, long time ago, there has been so many people like you.."
Fuji didn't expect that Eiji would say like that. He knew Eiji such a cheerful boy, but he really didn't expect a time like this, he could give a wise answer.
" The one who likes you, is it a girl or a boy?"
yeah.. Fuji is beautiful. Anybody could fall for him.
" a boy…"
" … Tezuka ka.."
That questions made Fuji surprised.
" How do you know that, Eiji?"
Eiji smiled bitterly.
" just guess.. Then Fuji, what about you? Do you like Tezuka?"
" ee.. sore.." Fuji confused what should he say.
Eiji knew that Fuji was still confused about his own feeling.
" that's okay Fuji. You don't have to answer it now. Just think about it calmly. Then, if you have choosen Tezuka than me, please said that obviously. You don't need to lie to me. I like you to be honest with your own feelings. But, just one thing that I want from you…"
Eiji stopped, looked straight at Fuji's beautiful azure eyes.
" your honesty, Fuji…"
Fuji embraced Eiji spontaneously. He was so affected with Eiji's words. Eiji surprised when Fuji suddenly embraced him. But he tried to stay calm. He stills smiled and replied Fuji's hug. For him, Fuji's happiness was more important than his own feeling..
'Who do I love? I.. I was so touched when I heard all Eiji's words. He wasn't forced me at all. I can't leave him behind, but… why when Tezuka kissed me I felt… "something"? Who do I really love?'
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TBC..
uff.. chapter 2 finished.. thanks for reading, guys! Please review this chapter too.. I need your comments so much!
I made Eiji too kind and wise, didn't I? Shikatanai ne.. I like Eiji so much.. so whether it's on purpose or not, I made him so nice and kind.. ^___^
And.. maybe I made Tezuka a bit rude. Sorry, Tezuka-lovers… didn't mean to hurt you.. Perhaps, Tezuka did "that" because of the power of love.. Some people say that love is blind, darou!? -_-;;
Please wait for another chapter ne..
