Jean loved scott on the outside...her second developed personality, however her first personality, because of her power, was made up of anger and desires, which was shown when jean woke up after returning. We made love quickly, because that was her desire...deep down she did want me, and I have loved her for ages.I know however that it was only because she had changed that she was doing this, but I liked it and thought that my Jean was still under there somewhere.

Jean then got angry and left the lab effortlessly, I couldn't control her anymore, I helped at the beginning, when my Jean was still there slightly, but then the Phoenix took over Jean Grey. Jean called for help, physicly, to me, asking for me to help her. I had to answer her...I had to, I couldn't stop myself.

I went to Magneto's camp to try and help her, but couldn't reach her. I love her, but Storn told me what I already knew, I would have to kill her, because she had already killed her lover Scott and the professor. She had the power to take over the whole world. I knew that I was the only one she would let near her, I was the only one that could help his Jean emerge and kill her.

Pain wracked through me as I did it, but I knew this wasn't the Jean I knew anymore...she had to be stopped. I killed her, whilst telling her I loved her, sobbing over her body, it might not have been the Jean I knew but it was pretty damn close. I have just killed the woman I loved...and saved her.

She is still with me really, coming to me in my dreams every night. Her phsycic power was obvious in the way that even though she was dead she could still come back and speak me. I smiled on the world, when it was all over, I smiled, because deep down, Jean Grey had loved me, still loves me, and will always love me, just like I will for her. I have work to do, and I was sure that Jean would help in that as well.

I smiled...Jean would never leave him...ever.