Song Fic: My Last Breath – Evanescence
It's basically what Kyo's thoughts are about being confined. Contains slight spoilers for Chappy 33 and 63. (yeah… I forgot which book but I remember which chapter XP)
By the way, Akito's a man in this fic just in case you don't know because you'd probably get really confused otherwise.
The Song part is in italics.
Kyo's Last Breath
I look you again, so innocently smiling and happy. Your eyes glistening.
Hold on
to me love
You know I can't stay long
The
days get shorter and the time comes nearer. I can't tell you but I
shout it in my head over and over.
All I
wanted to say was I love you
And I'm not afraid (Ahhh)
I want to open up to you but all I can think of is the time I'll miss you. I can't hurt you anymore. I won't.
Can
you hear me?
Can you feel me in your arms?
Why are you so kind? Too kind. I can't offer you anything in return but grief.
Holding
my last breath
Safe inside myself
Are all my thoughts of you
Even though the day is near I can't help but want to be with you, near you but no matter what I can never beat the rat. He will always win.
Sweet
raptured light
It ends here tonight
I will lose.
I
miss the winter
A world of fragile things
I'll never see anything again. I will never see you again in that darkness, hidden forever.
Look
for me in the white forest
Hiding in a hollowed tree (come find
me)
I can't wish for you to help me. I can't let selfishness overcome me but still I hope.
'Despair will attack you again and again' He said, 'In the same manner… hope will return to you. And again, and again, it will surely bloom'
I
know you hear me
I can taste it in your tears
You didn't run. You held on. Though petrified you still held on, tears sliding down me.
Holding
my last breath
Safe inside myself
Are all my thoughts of you
I will never forget how you helped me, how you saved me from insanity. But as promised, despair will knock me down again.
Sweet
raptured light
It ends here tonight
I can't run from him. I can't escape. My life ends soon but still I can't forget and I hope.
Closing your eyes to
disappear
You pray your dreams will leave you here
But hopes aren't always answered.
But
still you wake and know the truth
No one's there
Surrounded by darkness for the rest of my life there will be no light, no hope.
Safe
inside myself
Say goodnight
Never seeing anyone, never waking up from this nightmare, I will leave you.
Don't
be afraid
Calling me,
Calling me,
As you fade to black
I promised to not cause you pain but here I am.
(say
goodnight)
holding my last breath (don't be afraid)
Safe inside
myself (calling me)
Are all my thoughts of you
You call out to me, to me who should be alone and will be. I cannot answer. My voice is too small, too quiet. He closes the lid again and I am surrounded by darkness.
Sweet
raptured light
It ends here tonight
I hear you call me but I am miffed my darkness and unable to even whisper.
Holding
My Last Breath
Safe inside myself
Are all my thoughts of
you
Sweet raptured light
It ends here tonight
My hope is lost. You are lost. I will never see you again.
Holding
My Last Breath
You hold my last breath, my hope.
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Ok I didn't expect it to become so sad but oh well. Review please! And in case you didn't notice, even though it's seriously obvious. Kyo's thinking about Tohru.
