A few hours later, Roxy, Randy and Shawn were at the airport together. Their flight would take a long time. They were travelling to France and they would each have separate jobs to attend to when they reached their destination. Roxy felt kind of uncomfortable being in the company of Shawn and Randy. Sure she liked both of them but they were almost like Brothers.

After what Kurt had said to her about three hours ago, she felt sick to her stomach. The truth was, in 2004, she had liked Kurt. A lot. And yes, maybe she did have a crush on him. He was there for her when no one else scarcely was. That was years ago though. Now, she had changed and had to work in a professional atmosphere with him. How was she going to be able to do that after what he had said about her? It was going to be nearly impossible!

Roxy knew that if she told Randy, things were going to be difficult. Over the past few days, the former couple were getting more involved with each other again. Yes, things that he had said still bothered her but she wasn't prepared to let the past ruin her chance at a happy future. Roxanna knew that her and Randy were a good match for each other. Kurt's words still echoed in her mind. She could still see why he was saying it. Yet, she had no idea how strongly he felt about her. She had no idea that he would give his reliable family up for a chance to be with her. It scared her.

All the way over to France, Shawn and Randy talked happily about the whole trip. Randy glanced over at Roxy a few times, who was just staring out of the window.

"Coz, to me, you are heaven. To me, you are God. You are the ruler of my universe. I dream about you every night. I long to hold you, not like I did a few years ago, more intimately, I long to be your husband. I long for us to be in passion with each other. I long for your body to be on top of mine while we make sweet, juicy, hot love to each other…"

"Are you ok?" Randy finally asked when Shawn went to the toilet.

"Ummm, why wouldn't I be?"

"It's just you look slightly pissed off. It's not your ribs is it? They're not bothering you are they?"

"No."

"Well, you can join in with our conversation you know."

"Maybe I don't wanna." she remarked.

"Look, Roxy, if we stand a chance together, we have to be able to talk to each other about anything." Randy said sternly.

"Yeah, I know." Roxy sighed, as Shawn returned to his seat.


Fifteen hours later, Roxy had finished her interview. Although it wasn't actually anything new, it actually helped take her mind off the previous days proceedings. She was sat in her hotel room alone, with nothing really to do. She didn't really have any idea where Shawn or Randy where, and to be quite honest, she didn't really care. All Randy had done was pester her about what was the matter.

"I know, and I would give it all up for you. Karen would never have to know. Kyra would never have to know. You could be my mistress. In return, I would protect you. Randy never did that did he? Where was he the night you got stabbed huh? If I was your boyfriend, I would have protected you. I would have been stabbed instead. All for you, the woman that I love."

Those words floated around her fragile mind constantly now. It wasn't Randy's fault that she got stabbed, she was certain of that. He couldn't have given the match up just to go and check on who she considered as 'stupid little Roxy'. Suddenly, a knock came at the door. At first, she chose to ignore it. 'Man, who ever it is persistent!' she mused to herself, finally finding the energy to walk over to the door.

"Hi, Roxanna."

"Hey Shawn."

"Look, I was just wondering if you'd seen Randy at all?"

"Nope, not since I left you two at the airport earlier."

"Oh. You seem upset. What's up?"

"Shawn, you're a good listener; if I talk to you about something, will you promise not to say anything to anyone?"

"Sure, what can I help you with?" he asked, as Roxy guided him into the room.

Shawn sat on the couch opposite Roxy's bed where she leant against the wall.

"It's something...it's bothering me...I don't know how to quite, ummm, say it."

"Go on, tell me, you have my word that it won't get past the door."

"Ok, here goes: last night, someone came into my office and confessed their love to me. They started basically trashing Randy and telling me how they long to have sex with me and for me to be his wife. He said that he dreams about me every night and how I am his world..."

"I take it that you are not happy about it?"

"No, I'm not. He started just saying all this stuff and...I don't know, it just kinda freaked me out."

"Who said it? Is it someone from Raw?"

Roxy nodded her head before answering Shawn.

"Kurt, ey?"

"He even said that he would give up his wife and child to be with me! The problem is, I don't know if I should be flattered or just plain disturbed."

"You know what, I really think I'm the wrong person for you to be talking to about this. You and Randy, by the sounds of it, are getting on well. Wouldn't you want him to talk to you about it if he had been told all of this by someone like Trish Stratus?"

"Of course."

"Well then, there's your answer!"

"It's just, I don't want him to act badly about it or anything. It's really awkward."

"I understand that but honesty is an important element in a relationship."

"Thanks Shawn, you've been a real help."

"Hey, what can I say?" Shawn said "Apart from Randy needs to know."


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