Disclaimer: I don't own Yu Yu Hakusho or Inuyasha but I do own this song in the chapter.

Please don't take it.

Then again why would you?

It sucks.

Chapter three

The Video Tape

Read Song To find out how Kaogme feels.

Boton brought Kagome to spirit world.

Kagome's hands were covered in blood

so much that one could even reconize

the skin from the blood

since the skin if shone through would show like

the sun in a rainforest.

She was cleaning her hand when she reached for the other.

Boton found Kagome's hand in a tight grip around a viedo.

'Thats wierd' she thought.

She took it to show to Koenma later on.

She continued to clean out the wounds.

After bandangeing them up she left.

In her right hand she held the video tape.

While in her left she opened Koenma's door.

Everyone was staring her.

Then the whole team surrounded Boton.

Kurama "How is she?"

Hiei "Tell us"

Kuwabara " How's Kagome?"

Yusuke "How's lil Kaggy?"

Boton "She's fine but I found she was holding this video tape"

Boton showed them the tape.

Half a second later it was gone.

But it reappeared in Hiei's hands.

He gave it to Koenma who put it into the tv.

Kagome showed up on the screen.

But what really caught everyone's attention was the back.

The background suowed a clip of when they were younger.

When they were carefree.

The older Kagome started to sing.

The sadness in my soul

will never be replaced

will always haunt me

till the end

of my destiny

if i ever see you

I want you to know

I'll always love

no matter where we are

I will continue

to remeber

the greatest days

of my life

till now I always thought

that there is no harm

there is no evil in the world

but now I know

that I can't always hide

I can't always run

from the problems beyond

no one is there

to shield me any more

I have to work

If I wanna live

they can take away

my freedom

my life

but they will never

take away

my hope

someday

I hope

I will see you all

again

I just wanna be

I your arms

able to tell you all my fears

all the sadness held with-in

I just hope

for things to go back

the way they were

to be carefree in the world

but now I know

sometimes life doesn't give you

a second chance

a second way

whatever you do

will stay that way

whatever you do will affect

your future

will affect your love

sometimes you shouldn't forgive

cause you'll always get hurt

either way

I forgave

way to much

I love

way too easily

all this led to

my future

because I forgave

I continue getting hurt

because I love

I continue getting heart-broken

when he left

for his ex

when he killed my only sis

she may not have been true

but she acts just like a sister would

even though

she ignored me

and starts to have

a sisterly relationship

with his ex

she still is like

a sister to me

when he killed

my sis's fiance

who turned out like a brother to me

even though he's a pervert

and tried to kiddnapped me

when we first met

he still is like a brother to me

when he killed

my adopted child

who I loved so much

until that fateful day

that he stoped calling me

his mother

but instead call his ex

his brand new mother

I knew that someday I

would have to leave

but they didn't care

all they care is her

all they ever compare

is me to her

everytime she would win

can't they see

she is just a

wandering soul

who have half my soul

who tries to kill me

to get my own half

I don't have anyone

anymore

to turn to

when I'm depressed

why does everyone

hate me

all my family

turned me away

or beat me into a pulp

(setting in backgrould changes to when Kagome's mother is beating her up)

till I bleed

in many places

I just wish

for someone to understand me

to love me

is that so much to ask

but with my luck they'll just turn around

and laugh at me

no one wants me

so why don't I just

do everyone a favor

and kill myself

it would do us all a favor

when I die

for no one

want me around

this is it

the final push

I had about it

I wont let them hurt me any more

I just hope all my true friends

wont be too sad

I love my pet dragons

and my fairy friends

no matter where I'll be

I'll always love them

with my entire heart

till beyond

shall I meet

with them once again

and when I do

we'll join and build

our own special world

where there will be

no violence

no abuse

just like how I thought

the world will be

when I was still

In my special cacoon

before it broke

and I was casted out

and know the world

for its unspecial place

unwelcome place

all around

it's my time

to be free

to continue

to daydream

to not be able

to care about

a thing in this lonely world

Goodbye

my friends

It is my time

to end the world

to end my life

I only hoped

I could have saw you

one last time

you had showed me

the meaning of life

but now

I must bid you

Goodbye

where's your other half

thats what they always say

but don't they know

I'm not her

I am my own person

she may have

half my soul

but that doesn't mean

I'm her reincarnation

she just stole

my half

to live

where she doesn't belong

Goodbye

I hope to see you

all

in the next life

even if I don't

remember

just know this

I'll always love you

from the bottom

of my

heart

With that the song on how Kagome felt ends

The video ends.

Everyone stood there shocked.

While Boton was crying her hearts out.

If Kagome suffered this much without them

What would happen if they never met

would she have died without anyone caring

without anyone trying to save her

The door opens.

In rushed Kia a nurse.

"Konma sir the demon you brought in is not gonna make it unless we do something"

"What" everyone screamed.

Suddenly the tempeture around the room rises greatly.

"show me where now" commanded Hiei with fire all around.

Kia could only cower and do as she was told.

Besides she was getting burned.

They rushed to the room where they kept Kagome

Only to see. . .

(I'll stop here)

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Yusuke: YoYusuke Urameshi here.

Anyway Kagome's in trouble of dieing.

Can the team and I help her?

Geez she always get into trouble one way or another.

The gang and I didn't want her to get into trouble.

So we left.

But now I guess its right to say trouble finds her.

Tune in next time on "My only Love"

Hieiforever: If you like this story read my others.

Some are sad like this.

While some are preppy like Boton.