A.N: It's been nine months since I wrote another chapter of this songfic. Sorry! I hope you enjoy this chapter though. This chapter is based on the song "Over Her" by Backstreet Boys. Looks like I'm doing a BSB medley songfics or something though…and many thanks to Kyu-chan, for helping with the editing of the lyrics, the chapter, etc, etc, etc…

Disclaimer: CCS and everything related to it does not belong to me. Can you imagine me being anything compared to CLAMP? The song 'Over Her' is by Backstreet Boys. Any changes to the lyrics are not meant to defame the song or BSB.

Dedicated to: Kyu-chan, Fuji-chan, Kazumi-chan, Mona-chan, and all my reviewers! Thanks so much for your reviews: KuraLi, Samantha, Biweinchan (I didn't copy off anyone's plot…but thanks for telling me there are similar stories), Kazumi (it's been ages since I communicated with you, so sorry), Little Fuji and j.

Guide

Bold:Thoughts and title of song

Italics: Lyrics, P.O.V and flashbacks

Chapter 2: Over Her

"Over Her" by Backstreet Boys

Syaoran's P.O.V

You know I been trying to figure out
Just what's going on
(Am I over her?)

I been doing a lot of thinking lately
(Am I over her?)

It's been 2 months, 4 hours, 2 days
Since my decision to bring this to an end
And I'm caught up in reminiscing
Having faithful visions of long walks, long talks
Play fights, late nights
It's been on my mind since the end of those times
When I had your heart and I let it slide

A lot of thinking would be an understatement. My thoughts, my dreams, they all have a similar trait. They're mostly about Sakura.

I wanted a separation, so I told her it's over. That's supposed to be The End. I don't understand why I'm thinking about it so much, reviving past memories when we were together. Especially images of what her face looked like when I broke it off with her. As much as I hated to admit it, it did hurt me a bit to see her like that. Even our 'friendship' seems to be going down the drain. I can't look at her in the eyes anymore, and she definitely is avoiding me.

Eriol insists that I'm living in denial. Tomoyo hates me. You should see the way her eyes narrow whenever I walk pass her. It kinda unnerving. But, I, of all people, the one who broke up with Sakura, should know what I'm doing is right. But when someone does something right, it's supposed to feel good, so why am I feeling so rotten?

Tomoyo's P.O.V

Jerk, I thought as I saw Syaoran chatting with Meiling, looking like they were having a great time. Then I looked at Sakura, who was trying to move on and be cheerful, hiding all her feelings and not letting them show. But I know she had taken the separation to heart.

I glanced again at Syaoran and Meiling. Suddenly, I had an idea. Why haven't I thought of this before? I pulled my friend, a senior in high school, Reiji, aside, whispered to him for awhile. I introduced Reiji to Sakura, then left them be. Reiji has a great sense of humour, and I'm sure he and Sakura will get along just fine.

I ducked behind some bushes and watched Sakura and Reiji talking. Sakura was cracking up at Reiji's jokes while Syaoran was watching them. There wasn't any expression on his face, he just stared. You think she cannot move on without you, huh, idiot? Well, actually, she hasn't been showing that she's moving on much, but hopefully, that will all change in no time.

Syaoran's P.O.V
(Am I over her?)
(Am I over her?)
(Am I over her?)
Tell me am I really over my love (am I over her?)
I can't think straight
Cause I'm too busy thinking of her
Am I really over my love?

I was going through some things that I couldn't explain
Now my situation's taking a big change
They say the grass is greener on the other side of town
Now I'm kinda wishing you would come back around
(Is she sad or is she mad?)
(Does she have a new man; does she have it like that?)
It's been so long; thought I would've moved on
Could've been strong and picked up the telephone

I felt an unknown pang hit me as I watched Sakura and some boy acting like they've known each other for years. It was just the way we used to be. No one actually knew what initiated our break-up.

(Flashback)

"Syaoran, if you continue going out with Sakura, I'll cut you off from the will, and you have to leave the house. There'll be no connection between you and the Li family from then onwards. There are so many much suitable girls for you out there. You have two choices: the family, or her?" my mother said, giving me the ultimatum. I had a week to decide.

I couldn't care that I would be cut off from the will. Actually, it would be better, because I know I could make it on my own. But Sakura would never be happy being with me, knowing that she doesn't have my mother's blessings. And my famil did mean something to me.

(End flashback)

But that was just the beginning of this whole thinking that we-were-not-meant-to-be thing.

(Flashback)

"Hey, you've been going out with Sakura for a long time, right?" Masato said. I nodded in reply.

"Long time relationships are definitely not for me. I just don't hold out that long. What happened to the field-playing Syaoran who used to date all the time with no commitments?" he continued.

I thought of all those times, which seemed so far away. Sakura had changed all that. But maybe I've gone out with Sakura for much too long. I didn't feel that there was any more sparks in our relationship.

The more I thought of it, the more I wanted to be single again, with no obligations towards anyone.

(End flashback)

All the signs seem to be pointing that Sakura and I were never meant to be together.

So, in the end, I broke up with Sakura, convincing myself that I didn't want to hurt her more than I already did by going out with someone behind her back. Furthermore, there were my mother's non-available blessings to Sakura. The fact that my mother thought she wasn't good enough for me was going to hurt her even more.

Well, nothing went according to plan. I didn't play the field. There were Meiling and other girls that were trying to close in on me, but I just ignored them. This made me rethink about my decision over and over again.

Is that her new boyfriend? This was the first time I had seen them together though.

I ask myself time and time again (again I'm trying to comprehend that)
Unanswered questions still (things to be are meant to end)
It's water under the bridge
But I can't seem to forget
All the plans we made, all the time we spent
Makes me reminisce
I still see your face
All this love I can't replace
(Am I over)

(Am I over her?)

Tomoyo's P.O.V

I had managed to persuade Sakura to sign-up with me for a student exchange program. At first, she didn't want to. But I told her she needed a break from all this (the school, the idiot, everything that reminded her of him, etc.) She finally agreed to register for the program (So did Reiji).

After the two-week school break (starting two weeks from now), the program will be on for two months. We had a school collaborating with us in Tokyo. Sakura, Reiji and I were assured that we will get places in the program. They cut off the line after two people behind Reiji and Sakura (I already registered). Hopefully, by the time Sakura gets back, she would have found someone else. Meanwhile, I had also arranged that Sakura stay with me during the last few weeks of school and school term break. I am gonna make sure Syaoran gets no where near her.

Syaoran's P.O.V

As I watched them (Sakura, that guy and Tomoyo) sign-up for that student-exchange program thing, I was even surer that I had made a messed-up decision to call it off.

As soon as I reached home, I pulled out a note I had shoved under a pile of dusty books on the bookshelf. It was a note from Sakura which I had never opened. I thought it'll be easier to forget her that way. I knew it was from her as soon as I saw her familiar handwriting on the front that said: To Syaoran.

It was just one sentence. I read it slowly. Sakura, I would do it again too, without the part that I dumped you. I've been a total idiotic jerk. I wish you and me were still together.

I replayed my last thought: I wish you and me were still together. I finally realized that I had been wrong all this while. I could've called her, but I couldn't. I wasn't good enough for her. The break-up I initiated was enough to prove me right. But was it really too late?

Not over not over my love
Not over not over my love
I'm not over not over my love
Am I over her?
Not over not over my love.

A.N: I mentioned last chapter that it was possibly going to be a four-part series. But the story will end at the next chapter. I hope this didn't move so fast or anything. Please read and review!