I see her, I see Abby walking through the doors into the building. She is about 40 minutes late but from the look of things she doesn't care. I cant help but wonder 'is she on the drink again?' but Abby knows that she shouldn't.
But that was the old Abby.
I love her so much but she doesn't realise anything any more. Maybe she blames me for the loss of our baby or maybe she blames herself. I've tried talking to her, telling her it's not her fault but she doesn't listen. Its like she's trying to fade away. And I miss her so much, some times when I speak to her its like she's someone else, someone who doesn't know me, who doesn't want to know me or anyone else who loves her. I hope that is she is trying to fade away that she comes back soon. Before it's too late.