AN: Another Doctor Who songfic! This time it's Rose's perspective as she thinks about her beloved Doctor (ninth). Post POTW spoilers for that episode. This time, the song is Without You from Rent.
Without you, the ground thaws, the rain falls, the grass grows.
Without you, the seeds root, the flowers bloom, the children play.
The stars gleam, the poets dream, the eagles fly, without you.
The earth turns, the sun burns, but I die without you.
You saved me with no thought of yourself. So many times you've done that for so many peopleoften all of earth. And they never knew. They never would know. Their lives keep going, the world keeps changing without any knowledge of what you've done for it.
But I know. And I weep. Because now you've saved me without a second thought and you've left me. Not fully, though. I know you're alive but you're not my doctor.
Without you, the breeze warms, the girl smiles, the cloud moves.
Without you, the tides change, the boys run, the oceans crash.
The crowd roars, the days soar, the babies cry, without you.
The moon glows, the river flows, but I die without you.
The world revives.
Colors renew.
But I know blue, only blue, lonely blue, within me blue.
Without you.
I watch everything and everyone around me play and be happy. And I wish I could join them. But I can't. I've feltonly sadness since you left me.
Maybe someday, I'll be happy again. Maybe. But for now, I mourn.
Without you, the hand gropes, the ear hears, the pulse beats.
Without you, the eyes gaze, the legs walk, the lungs breathe.
The mind churns! The heart yearns!
The tears dry, without you.
Life goes on, but I'm gone.
Cause I die without you.
Without you.
Without you.
Without you.
I wish I told you how much you meant to me. I wish I told you that I loved you. But I was always afraid that you didn't love me. But now I know. Now I know that you did love me.
Can I love this new you? Can I go on without my beloved doctor? Perhaps I'll die with you. Only time can tell. And I have all the time in the universe.
Ok so through this and my other songfic, hopefully you can see how much I love the ninth Doctor. Time to review!