These characters all belong to the estate of J.R.R. Tolkien. This story was written for pleasure and not for financial gain

O Master, grant that I may never seek
So much to be consoled as to console,
To be understood as to understand,
To be loved as to love with all my soul –

Prayer of Saint Francis

After that night, Faramir had either stayed awake or dozed only lightly until Aragorn returned so that he could ensure that he was properly cared for. The Steward now insisted that a supply of the restorative Elven cordial, miruvor was always kept in the room.

The servants were ordered to keep supply of nourishing broth and warm water for washing constantly at hand, as well as laying out a nightshirt and clean underwear for their Sovereign to change into to sleep.

Sometimes, Aragorn would awaken from a nightmare in a state of obvious distress, recalling the faces of children he could not save. Faramir would soothe his lord as best he could, telling him that no one could have done more..

Last night had been especially hard, as Aragorn had returned in the small hours totally exhausted and distressed over the death of a baby boy about Eldarion's age. He had arrived just two or three minutes before the infant had breathed his last in his distraught mother's arms.

"He looked so like my son and yet I could not save him!" the King sighed, slumping across the vast bed.

"You will feel better with food and rest," Faramir soothed, "You cannot save everyone, alas. Think of the hundreds you have cured these past weeks!"

" I cannot eat!" Aragorn protested, " Let me be!"

"Come on now!" said Faramir, "You need to keep your strength up, you are losing weight, I can see it! You must eat or I shall spoon feed you!"

"You sound just like Eowyn!" Aragorn replied, managing a weak smile.

Faramir had had to coax him to eat him the nourishing broth of venison and vegetables, which the kitchens had sent up.

Aragorn just lay there completely drained, not even protesting when Faramir unlaced his boots and outer tunic.

"Come on," he coaxed, "I promised your lady that I would not let you fall asleep without first bathing and changing into your nightshirt. She was most insistent that you should not revert to your ranger ways!"

Faramir had hoped that mentioning the Queen would cheer his lord but to no avail.

"I am so weary," Aragorn whispered. He kicked off his boots but made no move to finish undressing. Instead, he sat slumped on the bed with his face buried in his hands.

Faramir impulsively reached out and drew his friend close against his shoulder, knowing that he was in need of comfort but would never ask for any. Aragorn considered that he should always be the one to offer solace whenever it was needed and never seek to ask for any in return.

Last night though, he had welcomed Faramir's comforting arm.

"I failed!" Aragorn murmured. "It could have been my son lying there dying, I should have tried harder and I…" Completely exhausted, he could say no more.

" I know you to be the noblest of men who does your best and cares for your people deeply, sometimes so much so that you neglect yourself .You miss Arwen and your child as I miss mine, but you were unselfish enough to send them out of danger. That you tried to save that baby is proof enough of just how much you care! You cannot, must not risk yourself, as all your people need you!" Faramir told him, all the while rubbing soothing circles across Aragorn's back, wishing as he did so that he had his healing powers. Nevertheless, his touch seemed to soothe his friend .

"What would I do without you?" Aragorn mused, starting to relax due to his friend's ministrations "If you had not already had the fever I should have had to send you away too and you are such a solace to me! I have neglected you though, as I cannot remember when I last treated your arm."

" I am glad that I had it then. Not that you would have persuaded me to go as I am not the heir and I am needed here!" Faramir replied, raising a glass of the restorative cordial miruvor to the King's lips. "As for my arm, it is better. I only continued with the treatments as I enjoyed the Elven massage!"

"You would be next in line." Aragorn reminded, smiling faintly at Faramir's confession, although he knew the truth already.

"Then I hope you live a very long time and have many more children. A few weeks as ruling Steward were quite enough for me." Faramir said firmly.

He had then sat silently with his arm still around his friend's shoulders. Aragorn laid his head against his Steward's, allowing their thoughts to mingle. Their similar Numenorean lineage and strong friendship tended to enhance the mental gifts they both possessed. Both found their Thought Bond a great source of comfort as by sharing thoughts they could strengthen each other. The strong mental connection they shared had grown even closer during these weeks spent together

What had begun as a desperate final attempt of Aragorn's to save Faramir's life, had now become mutually beneficial and the more they shared thoughts, the deeper the bond became. Sometimes Faramir could even sense Aragorn's thoughts when he was in another room, or even another part of the City. He had more than once surprised the King by meeting him, clutching the very document he was returning to collect.

Faramir could clearly sense the sorrow and despondency that Aragorn felt, while Aragorn could sense the genuine compassion and concern emanating from Faramir. It was deeply comforting to be so close to another in thought, that was until Faramir started to sense some sort of danger surrounding the King, which he tried to dismiss as no more than his concern over his despondent mood.

"I sense such darkness!" Aragorn sighed, uncertain whether the visions came from his own mind or Faramir's.

"Try to rest. I am here beside you. You should go out into the countryside for a few days to refresh yourself, maybe visit Arwen and Eldarion?" Faramir counselled, smoothing back the mane of unruly dark hair, while he tried to contain his own sense of foreboding. He tried to tell himself that it was just the shadow of the epidemic hanging over the City. This winter had been the coldest and harshest he could ever remember, as Gondorian winters were usually mild.

"Maybe I will ride outside the City gates for a while tomorrow. I dare not go near my wife and child lest I carry the contagion on my clothing. I miss them so much though!"

"I miss Eowyn and Elestelle too. She was just starting to smile at me when they said goodbye!" Faramir sighed, while all the time trying to share encouraging thoughts with Aragorn. The King had driven himself relentlessly for weeks now, spending hours every day in draining healing sessions.

Even one of his Numenorean lineage did not have unlimited reserves of energy. He tried to help him by taking on double his share of paperwork, poring for hours over State documents until his head ached.

He knew though from personal experience that every time Aragorn gave of himself when healing, it left him weakened and drained. Such a gift was never meant to be used day after day without rest. Maybe that was what was alarming him so, a terrible fear that Aragorn would go too far in trying to help others, to the extent of sacrificing his own life. Faramir shuddered, recalling how near the King had come to death in saving his life but a few months ago.

"I would only go that far to save you, Arwen or my son," Aragorn reassured him, reading his thoughts.

"A king's life is worth more than a steward's!" Faramir chided gently, though Aragorn's goodness never failed to overwhelm him.

"A loyal friend's life is beyond all measure!"Aragorn replied.

"You have my loyalty without needing to take such risks!" the Steward protested.

"I know and that makes any risk worthwhile!" Aragorn replied, "If only the rest of my Council were as loyal as you!"

"They dislike change but I am certain they will come to love and respect you in time," Faramir replied, "They feared my father and that guaranteed their obedience, though at what cost I know not .Now we should both try to rest, it will be dawn soon!"

He blew out the candle and lay back against the pillows, his hand still resting on Aragorn's shoulder.

Despite his words, he forced himself to stay awake until he could hear Aragorn snoring. For once, the sound did not annoy him.

Faramir had once thought Aragorn invulnerable, though their ordeal at the Hunting Lodge had shown him that he was not. It pained him to see such a strong man so drained by total exhaustion, though it was doubtful that any but Faramir would be aware of it.

The next morning as usual, Aragorn had attended the Council Meeting, the fact his features were grey with weariness the only sign that anything was amiss as he appeared to be his kingly, confident self.

Faramir had insisted that the King rest afterwards but after only a few hours, the Warden had summoned him again to help the severely ill in the Houses of Healing.

At least the King's spirits were now much restored and he had parted from Faramir with a smile on his face, determined that today he would save the lives of some of his people.

That night, Faramir prepared for bed as usual, shedding his formal clothing in favour of a linen nightshirt and drawers, though he was determined to stay awake though for Aragorn had not yet returned.

The events of the day ran through his mind while he debated how best the insolent lords could be disciplined. They were cunning enough, unfortunately, to stop short of speaking outright treason but it was outrageous that any should dare suggest marrying Eldarion to Elbeth. How he wished that he had adopted his niece when he had had the chance. On that thought, the rigours of the day preceded by a near sleepless night overcame him and he knew no more.

His slumber was restless and filled with dark dreams. Eventually he awoke just before dawn, chiding himself angrily for sleeping when he should be ensuring the King had was provided with food and drink and what comfort he could offer.

To his alarm, when he glanced across to his side of the bed, Aragorn was not there. He immediately checked the dressing room, thinking that rather than risk disturbing his Steward, he had slept there, but the room was empty.

Immediately, he sent a message to Tarostar, the new Warden of the Houses of Healing, only for the Healer to reply that Aragorn had left at about two o'clock in the morning after a prolonged and successful battle to save the life of a young brother and sister.

Faramir was by now greatly alarmed, fearing that Aragorn had collapsed somewhere from exhaustion .The King had refused his Steward's plea to take a guard with him, saying he was perfectly safe in his own city and it was unreasonable to expect the guard to wait around for him, maybe all night long, when he could be better employed elsewhere.

Immediately Faramir sent out the guard to carry out a through search of the City but the King was nowhere to be found.

After spending hours spent organising the Search, he summoned the Council to inform them of Aragorn's disappearance as power automatically reverted to the Steward at such times. He told them that the King had been called away, not wanting to embarrass Aragorn in case he was just following his suggestion and spending a few hours away from the City.

He watched the faces of the lords carefully when he made the announcement, but apart from a look of concern flitting across his uncle's face, they remained impassive.

Faramir spent the evening signing a pile of official documents before going to bed, convinced he would be unable to sleep, as he was so anxious for his lord's safety.

Instead, he immediately fell into an exhausted slumber, where he dreamed vividly of Aragorn calling out to him for help.

He sat up, drenched in a cold sweat and wincing at the pain in his back, which had not hurt so much since one of the numerous times he had been flogged.

This was most strange, as thanks to the Elven treatments that Aragorn had persuaded him to undergo, his stripes were completely healed, with not even any painful scar tissue to remind him of what he had endured in the past.

Puzzled, he pulled down his nightshirt and felt the painful area carefully only to discover his skin was smooth and unblemished and within minutes, the pain had gone.

Faramir found himself reaching for the miruvor and taking a large gulp. He mentally chided himself for reverting to his old fears, the moment that Aragorn was not there to protect him. Eventually he fell asleep again, hoping that the dawn would bring some tidings of his friend.

TBC

Thank you for your kind reviews. Each and every one is greatly appreciated.

The fever is indeed; a type of flu, so called as in olden days was believed to be caused by the influence of the stars and planets.

Apologies for reloading this, but I realised that I had missed a few crucial details. With thanks to Raksha for her help.