A/N - Oooo thank you you guys! I'm so glad you liked it so far and like I said before..have faith ya'll..I only believe in Jude/Tommy so..keep that in mind! And another thing..Jude's mom's boyfriend..his name is Don so..sorry about that heh..okay well Keep reviewing so I know if you're still interested or not, k? Thanks again.

Disclaimer - I do not own Instant Star

Chapter 2 - Forget

"I'm not ready to be a dad, " He groaned into his hands.

Kwest patted Tommy on the back.

"It'll be okay, man." He tried to sound as convincing as possible.

"We're talking about Sadie here," He reminded Kwest.

"What is wrong with Sadie?" Kwest asked, deffensively.

Tommy gave his friend a weird look.

"Whats not wrong with Sadie?" He asked.

"Tom..that is your baby's mother,"

"There is no 'baby' yet," He reminded.

"Shes not having an abortion, is she?"

"Tom?"

"No, shes not having an abortion..she wouldn't even consider it.."

"You asked her to?" Kwest was shocked with his friend. He didn't think Tommy would do something like that.

"Kwest, I am not ready to be a dad and I don't love her..It is not fair to her," He thought about the one girl who was always invading his mind and it made him clench his jaw in anger.

"You've got to get over her,Tom," Kwest stood and started towards the door.

"Because right now..you are not being fair to Sadie," With that Kwest left the recording room and then left the studio. Tommy sat listening to Jude's completed album. This was it. His services at G-major were no longer wanted. Flashes of the past few weeks went through his head.

"Only a few more songs until this album is finished!" Jude said, happily. Tommy smiled and watched her pace about the room with a pen and paper in hand.

"You're never going to get lyrics that way," He tried not to laugh at her eagerness. She glared at him.

"You think you can do better?" She asked, boldly. Tommy held up his hands in deffense.

"Didn't think so." She continued to pace and click the pen multiple times.

Tommy smiled at that memory. She was always acting like that and he loved every minute of it. Sadie on the other hand always sucked up to him and acted like a Tommy-Q fan and not a true girlfriend. He never felt that she liked, or loved him for him. It always, from the beginning, seemed like she loved Lil Tommy Q..not Thomas Quincy. Jude didn't care what his name was or how he acted around her. He could trust her with anything and everything but..that was all out the window now.

"The song itself needs more.." Tommy trailed off. Before he could finish his sentence his cell phone started to play aloud. He sighed.

"Hold on a second," He told Jude before leaving the room and walking into the lobby of G-major.

"Hello?"

"Hey Tom.." Sadie's timid voice came through the phone.

"Sadie, I'm working,"

"Yeah..I know, I'm sorry but..theres something I need to tell you," She spoke nervously.

"This can't wait?" He watched Jude through the glass. Tommy smiled.

"No Tommy this can't wait,"

"Well what is it then?"

"I'm..pregnant Tom," Tommy's eyes widened.

To this day those words haunted him. Why? why did he have to go and do something so stupid?

After talking to Sadie more about it, Darius also, everyone decided that it would be best if Tommy stopped working with Jude. She didn't need the reminder lingering around the studio of what she could have had. Even Darius knew her feelings towards Tommy. Everyone knew how the two felt about eachother and everyone knew that they would be together if there weren't so many obstacles, Sadie herself knew that.

Jude's last song finished and the last words lingered through the air for a few moments before Tommy acknowledged that it was in fact over. Tommy took out the disk and put it safely in a C.D case before walking towards the door. He stopped to flick off the light switch and he took a minute to eye the studio.

"It's all over.." He mumbled before walking out.

Jude was now back at the house and trying to avoid Sadie as much as possible. She locked herself in her room and occasionally she would hear banging on her door but she refused to answer it. After hearing that Tommy was abandoning her and his reasons why..she didn't want to talk to anyone. She just wanted to sit by herself and write. She took out her notebook and started to write songs for her new album.

Come on don't lie to me

I know, you didn't want it to be

Like this, don't smile at me

Cause what ya get is what ya see..

Everything you said, became a lie

I sold my heart a thousand times

Just to find..

Another dissapointment

Now, whose gonna clean up the peices?

Whose gonna cure my tragedy ?

I cried to you a million times

You looked away without thinking twice

Brushing away my feelings

Like I didn't matter..

Whose to blame?

Whose to blame?

I'm left alone..

She hugged the notebook close to her chest and shed the last tears she would allow herself to shed for Thomas Quincy. It was time to move on. She could do it..right?

A/N - So? how was it?..I believe it's getting off to a rocky start..please review:)