A/N - Thanks for the reviews you guys and I'm glad you liked it:) So umm..heres the next chapter..don't hate me if I got some of the stuff in here wrong cause I was just guessing how most of it would go, yanno? Alright enough of me rambling..heres the next chapter

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Chapter 14 - Getting lost in you

Daren came back into the room and smiled at Jude, he could see her shaking.

"Here you go, party girl." He handed her another beer. She smiled and took it gratefully.

"Thanks."

He sat down next to her and grabbed his own drink off the floor. They both sat in silence for a few minutes.

"So..you've never done this before, huh?" He asked, taking a sip out of the beer.

"No." She said..she sounded pathetic.

"What brings you here anyway?" He asked.

She shrugged.

"I don't know..too many things to name." He nodded.

"Look, If you need to talk.." He said, setting his beer down.

"You don't want to hear my problems.." She said, slowly.

He scooted closer to her and wrapped a comforting arm around her shoulders.

"What I want to know..is why such a pretty girl like yourself, is cutting herself..are things really that bad?" He asked, sencerity showing through his voice. The beer was starting to wear off. He was becoming a little more sober.

She lowered her head and smiled at the ground, tears swelling in her eyes. She started to pour out her heart to the complete stranger.

After a while the two ended up laying down on the bed, she snuggled into his warm body and continued to tell him her story. He listened and comforted her when she needed it. After a few hours of just talking the two fell asleep together.

Meanwhile ( A few hours later) -

Tommy and Kwest were still waiting impatiently in the waiting room.

"Kwest..do you know where Jude is?" Tommy asked out of nowhere.

"How should I know?" Kwest responded, tiredly. Tommy shrugged.

"You're her new producer."

Kwest shrugged again.

Meanwhile -

"Oh my god!" Sadie gripped her mom's hand tighter.

"It's okay Sadie, you can do this. Breathe honey!"

"I hate Tom! I hate him! He did this to me!" Sadie shook her head.

"It's okay, breathe..in and out in and out, come on..you're doing it!"

"Owww!" Sadie bent over and gripped her stomach again.

"Mom..it's coming!" She screamed.

"Okay calm down. Doctor!"

The doctor walked over from the opposite side of the room and checked her dialation.

"Alright folks, It's time to deliver this baby." A few of the nurses walked over and they handed Victoria a face mask.

"Alright honey..you can do this." Victoria assured, grabbing Sadie's hand again. Sadie groaned and sat up.

"Okay Sadie..when I say push we need you to push as hard as you can, alright? Can you do that for me?" The doctor asked, still checking her dialation.

"Uh huh," Sadie replied, already out of breath.

The doctor prepared a few things and then told Sadie to push. She did as she was told, screaming the whole time.

"Good Sadie..that was good," The doctor said. Victoria patted Sadie's hand.

"You're doing great Sadie," She said, smiling. Sadie gave her mom a 'get away from me look' but Victoria continued to hold her hand.

"Just wait til' I get ahold of Tom." She said, her voice almost completely gone.

"Alright Sadie..push again." The doctor instructed. Sadie wiped the sweat from her forehead and pushed as hard as she could, still screaming.

"I see a head!" The doctor said, holding on to the baby's head, gently.

"Oh my god." Sadie said, falling back on the pillow behind her.

"Come on Sadie, you're almost there." Victoria said. Sadie groaned again and sat up.

"Okay, a big push this time." The doctor said.

"This time? If I push any harder I'm gonna push my guts out!" Sadie said, angrily. The doctor smiled.

"As hard as you can, come on, push!" Sadie pushed once again.

The doctor nodded.

"Okay good..now, one more push should do it!" He said. Sadie breathed in heavily and pushed for the last time. There was the sound of a baby crying and Sadie collapsed on the pillow again.

"Good job honey." Victoria kissed her daughter's forehead.

After a few moments of the doctor cleaning up the baby he handed it to Sadie.

"Congratulations..you have a healthy baby boy." Sadie smiled.

Victoria smiled as well and then she pushed the baby blanket away from the baby's face.

Meanwhile -

Kwest was falling asleep in his chair and Tommy was still trying to figure things out when the double doors opened and Victoria stood in the door way. Kwest looked up at her and Tommy did the same.

"Is everything okay? Is she okay?" Tommy asked, worriedly.

"Tom.."

A/N - So? Whatcha think? I don't know..I'm not too crazy about this chapter but hey..it works I guess, so leave me a review, k? Tell me if it sucked..heh..:)