I was right. I love being right but this feels so much better than normal. I feel like a weight has been lifted off my heart. It is so liberating to finally realize that I am not alone in my feelings. Though I can't act on them, knowing these feelings are reciprocated makes all the difference. He's an amazing man and I think I love him even more for maintaining his professional manner. I do long to talk to him, to hear him tell me how he loves me but I know I should only lose my head. As hard as it is not to rush to his quarters, I can respect his decision. In fact, I thank him for his letter. I can rest easy now.
As for Ron, well I'm not quite sure what to do. I have a hunch he doesn't like me that much either. Something tells me he will soon tire of my company. With no disrespect to myself, I do not think he could stand my nature, my somewhat controlling personality for too long. I know I'm very nagging. It has bothered him before and I know he will realize that, free kisses aside, I'm not worth the trouble.
But Prof- Severus is a lot like me. If he can stand, nay accept, my personality, I can stand his, in fact, I know I can revel in it.
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That came out a bit more confusing than I would like, but hopefully it's okay. I think that might be all about Ron I'm going to write in here… If I can find a spot to put more in laterI might, but probably not.