The point of view switches from Collins to Angel, back and forth. Collins starts first. Just so you know and don't confused. Enjoy…
Will break into your thoughts
With what's written on my heart
I will break, break
As I sit watching her, I wonder how she can be so strong. How she can be so calm when she knows the end is so soon. I'm not the one going, and I'm so terrified. I know I can't live without her.
I'm so sick,
Infected with where I live
Let me live without this
Empty bliss,
Selfishness
I'm so sick
I'm so sick
I can barely take it any longer. As strong as I act, I need to tell someone, no not just anyone, I must tell him. I can feel it taking over me, I try not to show him I'm growing weaker, but I know he can tell. It makes me somewhat happy he can read me so well, but it's also the most depressing thing I could ever think of at the same time.
If you want more of this
We can push out, sell out, die out
So you'll shut up
And stay sleeping
With my screaming in your itching ears
I can't take it any longer, just watching her sit drifting into sleep every now and then. I wish I could tell her, I really wish I could. I'm not strong enough, not like her. I could never be like her.
I'm so sick,
Infected with where I live
Let me live without this
Empty bliss,
Selfishness
I'm so sick
I'm so sick
I can tell there's something more on his mind, but he won't let it out. I'm too afraid to ask him about it either. I wish I had all the courage I seem to, but mostly, it's just an act, or it ahs been since I've been in this hospital.
Hear it, I'm screaming it
You're heeding to it now
"I'm so scared, Angel, more than I have ever been before."
Hear it! I'm screaming it!
You tremble at this sound
"I am too." I say softly. Then burst into silent tears that have been laying in my eyes this whole time.
You sink into my clothes
And this invasion
Makes me feel
Worthless, hopeless, sick
God, I wish her tears didn't burn me so bad. I feel hopeless when she cries, I feel just as bed as she must…
I'm so sick,
Infected with where I live
Let me live without this
Empty bliss,
Selfishness
I'm so sick
I'm so sick
I cannot handle what I must be doing to him. He looks so pained, so scared. It must be eating him away like it is to me. I love him, but this, this is pure torture.
I'm so sick
Infected with where I live
Let me live without this
Empty bliss, selfishness
I'm so
I'm so sick
I'm so
I'm so sick