A/N: Here is chapter three. Rather long one so make yourself comfortable. Although I didn't like it so much. Pretty.. I don't know. But it'll have to do. This or nothing, so live with it. I've finally taken the libraty of writing a whole chapter to chapter story line. So i'll have a point to every chapter but like one, which will be a filler. But there will be times like this one where I have writers block so don't kill me ha ha. Well enough jabbering, here is chapter three.

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Chapter Three

September 20th

Oh wow, it's been a while since I've picked this old thing up. Fourteen days! A lot of things have happened. Homework, new teacher, stuff like that. Although two big things happened. First of all my Hogsmeade weekend.

I got up early that day to pick out something to wear. Of course I stole some clothes from Daphne, all of hers looked amazing on her. Why wouldn't they on me? And I was totally right with making that decision.

When Josh first asked me, I admit I was a bit shy. Okay, a lot. That's not like me. I hated it, and now he probably thinks I'm some… fluff ball. Ugh. So I needed to change that.

Anyways, back to my day. I decided to get an early breakfast so I could go to the common room and freshen up before I left. Just in case. Slytherin or not a girl always has to look good, am I wrong? Didn't think so.

So when I was done with that I quickly left the common room, Daphne was sitting on a couch waiting for her date, Blaise. As I made my way down the corridors of the dungeons I looked over my shoulder and saw Draco coming my way. I tried to keep from smiling but couldn't help it.

"Hey, going to Hogsmeade?" I said when he came up behind me and wrapped his arms around my shoulders. He'd never done anything like that before. It felt.. Weird, but good at the same time. Although part of me wanted to shove him off. Why should he use me as a doll? I decided to listen to the side that liked it, no one wants to get on Draco's bad side. Not even me. Ugh, I should stop caring though. I thought to myself but shrugged it off.

"Nah, ended up in detention with Potter. I'll explain later. Although I heard your going to Hogsmeade with Josh, true?" He asked and let go of me. I nodded and bit my lip. I was scared he was going with someone as well. That would mean he really didn't like me.

Geez, maybe Josh is right. I am starting to fluff up. Must stop, add to list.

8. Don't become a fluff ball. Keep the old Pansy personality.

Ha! Finally! One keep on my list. I would get up and dance, but that'd just show how daft I am. Don't want that. Now, back to what I was writing.

"I wouldn't hang around him if I were you Pans…" he said unsurely. How could he say that? Did he even know Josh?

"And I suppose this is you brotherly instinct coming in?" I snapped at him, stressing the word brotherly. I am not going to let him get to me about this one. Sudden change in attitude eh? Probably think I'm snorting that muggle drug Co… something. I don't remember the name. Cocaine? Eh, don't really care about that. But Daphne was talking about it one day and said it gave you serious mood-swings. Maybe mine wasn't serious, but you get it right?

"No, I'm telling this to you as a friend," Draco replied casually. Then added a bit more seriously, "Pans.. He isn't one to hang out with."

"Psh, and you know all about who 'the good crowd' is? You're hardly that good of an influence," I said and rolled my eyes at him. Draco just glared at me.

"Pansy, you know I wouldn't do anything to hurt you. I know he doesn't care," Draco said dropping the glare. I started to feel the same way I did before. For those few days I'd forgotten about him. I had a life beside him. But the way he was looking at me made me melt.

"Josh is a perfectly nice guy," I said and turned around again, "I'm not going to listen to you this time. I'll only regret it."

"Look, you can just walk away from me right now. Just don't come crawling back to me when he hurts you," Draco said. I could sense the anger and frustration in his voice.

"Why do you care so much anyhow?" I asked and turned around. Maybe for once I'd get a straight answer. Ha! Yeah right. He just stood there, seeming to be searching for the right words to use or something. First time I've stumped the proud Malfoy.

"You know what, I'll save you the trouble of finding that answer and leave," I said and walked away from him, not bothering to look over my shoulder.

Good thing after my little confrontation with Draco things started looking up. I walked into the entrance hall and saw Josh standing there waiting for me. I smiled a bit as I walked up to him and he smiled back. I didn't bother apologize for being a bit late. He'd ask questions then.

"Hey," he said. I could tell he was eyeing me for about a minute. It felt pretty weird. I'd never noticed it before. Although, it did feel quite good. Like I could have power over him. Ha, unlikely now, but maybe later eh?

We decided to take a carriage down to the village as is was a rather long walk. On the way down the road I could feel myself getting nervous. It wasn't because of the date, oh no. Far from that. It was just what Draco had said. It was starting to get to me. Okay, so maybe it was sort of the date, but it was because of Draco. Only him.

The other thing was us being mad at each other. I hate it more then anything. I mean.. I don't know. We've never gotten into a really big argument before, it wasn't like him to hold a grudge against someone like me. Or rather, he didn't want to be seen without someone like me. The less girls that were around him, he'll seem less superior or something. I don't remember, I just heard Blaise saying something like that.

Ugh, must stop with this whole fluff thing. Although, I've always been like that around Draco. Maybe I should stop it. Actually I will. It'll make him hate me more, and I'll start not liking him. I think… I doubt.. Ugh.

"You okay?" Josh asked as the carriage stopped. He stood up and opened the door, offering his hand to me after he'd stepped out. I didn't take it. I never do.

"Yeah," I replied simply. We walked down the small path to the village in silence. I could tell he was growing nervous. It made him seem pathetic. My mother had always told me not to date people who hesitate around you. Only people who are straight forward about what they want, and when. She also told me to be that way. Sure I'm that way around most people but not the one I should be too.

"Where do you want to head first?" I heard someone ask beside me. Quickly I snapped out of my thoughts and looked around. Madam Puttifoots was where all of the Hufflepuffs liked to go (and some other softies..), the Hogs Head was too filthy and full of perverts, the Three Broomsticks was a whole of Gryffindors, Honeydukes was where all of the big revolting blobs hung out ( Crabbe and Goyle) and all of the other shops were just pointless.

"Now I remember why I don't like coming here," I muttered to myself. I saw Josh look down at me with a confused look on his face.

"What was that?" he asked. I just shook my head and pointed over towards the hill that lead to the shrieking shack. Not many people went up there anymore, since Crabbe and Goyle had blabbered how the ghosts play pranks on you up there. How daft can you get?

"Lets go up there, it won't be as crowded," I said and started walking in that direction without giving Josh a chance to say anything. He tried to make some small talk as we walked up the hill, but it was mostly yes or no questions and such. I didn't mind so much, as long as he didn't suggest to go to any of those other places.

When we got up to the hill that looked over the shack I sighed. This date was getting boring. My mind wandered to the times me and Draco had gone up here together. We didn't just sit and look. Hell, I'd probably see a fish playing quidditch before he'd do something like that.

After a while of just talking about practically nothing I really started to regret coming up here with him. How could someone like him be so boring?

Finally though, something happened. He must of sensed by boredom or something. I could feel his eyes on me as I was looking out towards the shack. I looked back at him and smiled weakly. The next thing I knew he was practically on top of me. I had to admit he was a good kisser. I started to kiss him back, wishing more then anything he could be Draco. I had to stop that. But it was hard, and didn't look like it was going to happen. Why did I have to be so damn unlucky.

After a few minutes he pulled away from me grinning. I hated when people did that. It made them look like idiots. He even apologized! What the hell? Why would you apologize for doing something like that!

I guess where I'm going with this entry is that, Josh is lying on thin ice. But after a snogg like that I had to give him another chance. I'd be an even bigger dolt if I didn't.

The rest of the date went pretty smoothly. We headed down to the village again to get a drink in the three broomsticks, then we went to Honeydukes ( and avoided Crabbe and Goyle. I don't get why Draco would even bother using them as body guards. Maybe because they'd absorb a blow or something..). At about mid afternoon we decided to head back since there wasn't much to do. The ride back was yet another silence filled one, but a comfortable one this time.

When we got back I saw Draco had just walked around the corner and was looking at us in the entrance hall. I could tell Josh didn't notice, instead he said he had to go and work on an essay for potions. Best of all, he kissed my good-bye in front of Draco. Of course I started to kiss him back. Then we heard some footsteps come and we quickly broke apart.

"I can tell you had a good time," Draco said casually when Josh had left. We were both on our way towards the common room.

"Yeah, what was that you said about him being an ass?" I asked turning to him. I could see the smirk on his face drop.

"Never said that, but now that you bring it up. He is," Draco said and said the pass word and the entrance to the common room opened. We both sat down on the couch. Instantly I looked towards the green and silver flames in the fireplace.

"You jealous aren't you?" I asked smirking. Draco just smirked.

"Who wouldn't be?" Draco said and looked towards me. I could feel my cheeks warm up slightly but quickly cool down. For just one second I had forgotten about liking him. Just one, and now it's gone.

I tried to keep my cool as he was moving closer to me. My eyes searched the common room, no one was there. Most people were in Hogsmeade or out wandering the halls.

"I could name a few," I said nervously. He wouldn't do what I thought he was about to do would he? Agh, who am I kidding? It's Draco he would do something like it.

He didn't reply. Which made me even more nervous. I thought for sure he was going to kiss me. But when was I ever right about Draco?

"You should let me try it sometime eh?" he whispered in my ear and got up. I felt my body stiffen when I saw the smirk on his face.

"Bastard," I muttered. He just snickered. How could I think he was serious?

"I have to meet Potter again. Finish up detention. I was supposed to be there five minutes ago," and with that he disappeared out the door. I slumped back against the couch and closed my eyes, thinking how much I wished something would've happened.

So, as you can see, my plan isn't working. Part of it is. But the main idea isn't. He just won't get out of my head. It's like… a disease I have or something. I just want to kill myself for it sometimes. Especially when he does shit like that. It got my hopes up so much. I should learn not to.

Yikes, this was a long entry wasn't it? Almost used a whole bottle on ink. I'm going to wrap it up now. Got to finish an essay too.

Pansy P. A Lost Cause

A/N: There is was. I hope you liked it. Like I said, wasn't one of my best works but good enough I think. I thought I was loosing Pansy a bit in the last chapter. Her shy? Ha. I didn't change a whole lot this time.. just a tad bit. I mean she doens't have to be a bitch every second in my eyes. So yeh. Please leave a review

Rampart

Oh: I also recommend reading Father Says. It's good so far. Just thought i'd mention it. Hmm and Theory too. Bother great D/P stories.