Chapter Seven

A/N: I love writing these notes. I wonder why.. I guess it is one of the few ways I can be myself to my readers and not just my stories. I wonder if anyone actually reads these.. I do to some stories, so there must be someone out there. Thank you! Anyways, here is chapter seven. Please R&R!

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I hope that my ink won't smudge… it'll mess this up. Maybe the quill going through the whole book? I tell ya, writing in a diary is the best way there is to vent out all of you anger, pain, confusion, whatever. Of course, if you plan on reading it later it'll bring back horrible memories. I wish I only had good ones.. Of me and Draco together.

Why can't life be like that? Why does this always happen to me? Not Daphne or Millie. No, they have to have the perfect little lives, no drama there. None at all. My dad probably cursed me when I was little… that's it. I'll blame it on you dad! I hate you!

You probably want to know what I'm ranting about don't you? I suppose I'll write.. I'm the only one up here right now. It has been a few minutes, I hope no one comes up. See me like this…

As you know, tonight was the night of the Halloween ball. Yay! Fun for everyone. Me, Millie and Daphne were getting ready together. I didn't bother much with a costume, since I thought the whole idea was stupid but I wanted to get in right?

I just had my mom go out and buy one of the muggle costumes of a witch. She picked out a rather cute one, a lot of greens and purples in it. It had a short skirt and fishnet stockings. A top that matched the skirt and that weird pointy hat. They always annoyed me, so I decided not to wear it. For shoes, I just put some blain black ballet flats. I had to say, with my makeup on afterwards, I looked pretty good.

Millie and Daphne both went as the same thing (Gag… honestly, how boring). They dressed up as some fairy or something. I think it was a fairy. Maybe an angel, I didn't ask. But their costumes were white dresses and had wings, no wands or a halo. So it was hard to tell. They still looked pretty good though.

We headed down into the common room and saw Nott waiting for Millie. He was wearing a grim reaper costume. By the look in Millie's face I could tell she loved it. Again, she is too crazy about that kid…

Blaise was wearing something similar to Nott, minus his face painted white. He walked towards Daphne and they just left without waiting for anyone. Like I care though, I hate Daphne. Hopefully they leave the dance early. I don't care why, but I don't want her there.

I saw Draco sitting by the fire alone. He was wearing again black (what was up with these guys and cloaks?). Although he had a muggle suit under it. Odd combination I though, but it made him look stunning.

"Hey," I and stepped around him, "You waiting for her?" I asked then felt my face grow cold. Who was he going with anyways? I'd been so caught up in my own date I didn't think about who Draco would be going with.

"Oh no, I'm meeting her down in the entrance hall," he said and stood up, then flashed a smile at me, "Walk me down?"

"Sure," I said. We exited the common room pretty quickly, so we Nott and Millie wouldn't see us. They were to busy snogging. Again. Geez.

"You look nice," Draco said and looked down at me with a smirk. I glared at his comment, I knew he was talking about my short skirt.

"Draco!" I heard someone call when we entered the hall. It was packed with people waiting for their dates, and all of them were talking. Loudly.

I looked to my side and say a girl hugging Draco and raised an eyebrow at him. It was that sixth year Ravenclaw girl. Since when did he fancy here? Or she him? Well, who doesn't like him… but he still couldn't possibly be going to the dance with her could he?

"This is my date Pans, Kayla," he said when she let go of him. I had to admit she looked pretty in her costume. It looked like a normal dress, it was silver and hugged her body pretty nicely. Her hair was dark like Chang's was and about the same length. She had it spiraled in some places. The only part that really made it a costume was the mask she was wearing. It was also silver and only covered her eyes, or it looked like it, but she had put it up for now.

I smiled weakly at her and looked up at Draco again then around the hall. I saw Josh was bid farewell to the two of them and headed towards him.

"Hey," I said and he turned around and faced me. He was wearing a black and white striped suit with a bowler hat. It reminded me of those muggle mafia people.

It was kind of hard not to even let out the slightest giggle, but I managed. He did look pretty good after all. He left his friend and the two of us headed into the great hall where at least half the people were already out on the dance floor.

"Want to dance?" Josh instantly asked me when we stepped into the crowd of people. I smiled and nodded at him, then my eyes caught sight of Draco and his date. I could feel a twinge of jealousy, I should've been the one dancing.

"You okay?" Josh asked and I looked up at him/

"Yeah…" I said trying to shove the jealousy out of me. Tonight I was with my own date, not wrapped around Draco. Tonight was about me, not him.

The night had gone by pretty fast, and it was wonderful. The two of us had been dancing for what seemed like hours before we finally decided to stop and get something to drink. Although, that's when it went downhill.

Josh offered to go get the drinks himself, so I sat there alone and then looked a few table's down. Of course, Draco and Kayla. It couldn't be some other couple, it just had to be the two of them. On top of that, they were actually having a good time.

He was telling her something and pointing onto the dance floor at Potter and his whole gang. It must've been pretty funny since Kayla cracked up. She has the most annoying laugh I tell ya.

"Where the hell did Josh go," I whispered to myself and got up to look for him. It had been a while since he had left to get the drinks. There couldn't be a line to the punch bowl could there?

I looked over my shoulder and noticed Draco had gotten up as well, alone. Probably getting some drinks himself.

"Ow," I said and stumbled back. While I had been looking at Draco walking by I hadn't noticed where I was going and walked into someone.

"Watch where you're going," a familiar voice snapped at me, I looked up and gaped.

"What the hell is going on!" I exclaimed.

"I- I was heading over to the punch bowl…" Josh stammered. Quite a few eyes had turned to us after I yelled.

"Oh please, you think I'm that stupid! I saw that! You were all over her," I yelled and pointed at the brunette he had been snogging. In the middle of the dance floor too! How can someone be that daft.

I turned to leave before anyone else noticed what was happening, especially Draco. I felt Josh grab my wrist and I turned back and glared at him.

"I'm sorry Pansy… I don't know what happened… someone must've spiked the punch or something…I didn't know what I was doing," he stammered.

"Don't even start," I said with venom in my voice. Without thinking I slapped him across the face and ran out of the hall, I couldn't let anyone see me crying. A Parkinson doesn't cry in front of anyone.

And here I am… writing in you. All of my problems just bleeding onto this page. I actually liked this guy. Sure Draco towers over him, but that was becoming less… and then I find him with his tongue down some Hufflepuff fourth year's throat. How can someone get so low?

Ah, sounds like Millicent is coming up.. I guess news travels fast in this school. I don't need her though… I just need sleep… death? Ugh.

Pansy P. Is Dead

A/N: Eh, lacked something. The ending was horrible, I don't care though.. Well I do… but it'll have to stay this way. I don't want to not write anything. Hopefully the next chapter will come with ease. I'm pretty sure it will…I've been dieing to write it since the first chapter haha. Review )

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