Chapter Eight

A/N: I've been seriously debating with myself on how this story should go. I had a plot, but not I'm starting to think it'll get flaky after this chapter. So I was torn between ending it this chapter and putting an epilogue next or something. I think I will do that… I don't want to totally bomb the whole thing, so I think it is best I try and wrap it up. Maybe come up with a new story? So it'll be this and maybe one more, then I'm pretty sure I'll make an epilogue. That is the reason why I am ending this chapter as a cliffy sort of… not quite the end of the diary entry.

Disclaimer: I do not own Harry Potter..

November, Year seven

Weird things have been happening lately. Things in my life have totally taken a turn, school, friends, parents.. Everything. Maybe the world feels bad about the whole Josh thing? Who knows, I'm so over him.

Okay, so it has only been a week since I last wrote…and I'm still not over him. It still hurts to think about it. Am I that bad of a girlfriend? I always thought we were great together.

Even though I'm feeling like complete shit someone has helped me a lot, then brought me lower then before, I'm actually quite surprised about it, but I guess with every bad there has to be a good somewhere. To bad it becomes bad again.

"Pansy? Are you okay?" the only to familiar voice came from the other side of the door. More mocking?

"Please, just leave me alone," I said hiding my diary under my pillow, and using my sleeves to dry my wet face. I knew hiding the tear stains inevitable though.

"I'll take that as a no," Draco said and walked into the room. He had a look of sympathy on his face, that rarely happened.

"Just say it already and leave…" I said sniffling, using my already soaked sleeve once again. I didn't care if he saw me like this, he'd seen it before. Although I was in first year then… and he'd made fun of me.

"Say what?" he asked and sat down on the bed next to me. I looked up at him with a glare and he smirked, "Ah yes, I told you so."

"Get out," I said picking up a pillow and then threw it at him. Sometimes he just gets on my nerves, "Shouldn't you be down there with Kayla?"

"I should, but I'm not. I told her I wasn't feeling good," he said and looked at his hands then at Pansy, "I'm sorry about this."

"Why? You're the one who told me this was a bad idea in the first place.." I started.

"Yeah, but I should've done something about it before this," he interrupted, "I didn't want this to happen."

I opened my mouth to say something but the closed it again when I saw his hands. Red? What did he do when I was writing in my diary?

"What happened?" I asked looking at his hands. He sighed then let out a little laugh, "It would be un-Malfoy like to not do anything wouldn't it?"

"No…" A smirk was forming on his face as I said that. Now he was going to get in trouble because of me. Perfect.

"Got here before the teachers saw it was me. I know someone will sell me out tomorrow, but till then, I'm all yours," he said with a seductive look on his face. I hit his arm playfully and smiled at his joke. Draco always had a way to make me feel better.

"Thanks," I said and sighed. Draco wrapped his arms around me and pulled me closer to him. Like Josh did when we would sit out by the lake and it was getting cold. I couldn't help but let a few more tears out.

"I can't believe I'm actually feeling this bad over him.." I started and leaned my head on his shoulder.

"Neither can I, he's a guy," Draco said and looked over at me.

"Shut up," I said and lifted my head up, "What makes you think I'm gay?"

"Well, you aren't all over me for one," he said like it was obvious. What a prat.

"Really? Last time I checked you're the one who wants to be siblings," I said and glared at him.

"Because you are clearly not interested in me. Thus making you obviously gay," Draco said and smirked at me.

"You.." I started then stopped and made a face, "This isn't going to work for you Draco," I added and got up off of the bed.

"What isn't going to work?" he asked and stood up as well, putting an innocent look on his face.

"Oh please, you expect me to fall for this? You're the one who always says it is the best way to get a girl to do what you want. Or something like that."

"Yes, the best way to get a girl to. You're just Pansy, so really, I'm not doing anything bad to you right now," he replied and walked up to me putting a hand on my shoulder.

"Just Pansy? So now I'm not a guy or a girl? Just Pansy? Not worth it to snogg with? Am I just a waste of your time like I am to Josh?" I asked trying not to be to loud.

"Pretty much," he said and sat back down.

"See! You're doing it again!" I exclaimed after he sat down. Why did he have to be so difficult like this?

"Are you sure I wasn't just doing it before and not now?" he asked and lay down, "Comfortable bed."

"I'll make sure I tip the elf next time," I said sarcastically.

"Don't do that, It'll make it too happy… or maybe it'll make it kill itself. That'd be interesting to watch…"

"You have the weirdest way of cheering someone up you know that?" I said and sat down next to where he lay on the bed.

"But it still works doesn't it?" he asked and sat up again.

"I guess…" I said slowly and looked down at my twiddling hands. It was starting to get rather uncomfortable just sitting here. I looked over to where Draco was sitting. He seemed a bit uncomfortable himself, it made me feel even worse.

"Pansy…" he started then looked up at me, "You know… the train ride in the beginning of the year?"

"Y-yeah," I said trying not to stammer. What was he getting at? He wasn't married to Kayla was he? No… he wouldn't tell me something like that right now. Or would he? He has been acting weird around me lately… did he know who he was engaged to? He was hiding it from me.

Draco took a deep breath and moved closer to me. The same position we had been in that time in the common room.

"I love you."

A/N: Haha, crappy ending. I guess it really means that this is going to get wrapped up… hard choice. I could add another little plot if I think of one. If not, this is the last chapter. I don't like ending them with explanations… too…I don't know. But I will have an epilogue if I decide I won't have another plot going with it. This story just wasn't turning out to be what I hoped it would. Review :O

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