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Someone knocking at my door.

Oh god! Who the hell could that be! Well I'm not answering it, it could be Speed. I would just die if I had to see him. I'm going to have to hid myself away from him! Maybe I could stay in my room for the rest of the tour and only see him when we go on stage?

Nah that would never work, I'll get too hungry!

Damn it!

Why oh why did he have to be so fit?

: later on that day :

It's like three o'clock and I have had nothing to eat all day! I'm so hungry! Do you think I should risk it? Oh god, I can hear my stomach rumbling!

What should I do?

Right screw it! I'm too hungry, I'll just have to risk it. Right that's it walk out slowly. Well I can't see anyone.

"Wally have you seen my guitar?" Speed called thought the bus. Oh god! I can't let him see me! I'm avoiding him!

"Yeah it's in the sitting room!" he yelled back.

Sitting room! SITTING ROOM! Oh crap! That's where i am now! What can I do? Hide! That's it I'll hide but where? Oh crap I can hear his footsteps. What shall I do? I saw the doorknob twist.

Well I did the first thing that came to my mind and that was to hide in the cupboard where we had put all the laundry in.

I had threw myself in there so quickly that I landed ungracefully on my ass in a pile of the boys laundry.

Crap!

Just when I thought I was safe the doorknob twisted open and Speed looked in.

Crap!

"Jude? What are you doing in a cupboard where we put our laundry?"

Damn him!

"I-I-folding laundry!" I said hastily, getting up from my position on the floor. I grabbed the nearest item of clothing which turned out to be boxers and begun to fold it.

"Why?" he asked, stepping into the closet. The door clicked shut behind him.

Maybe I should consider making a sign float above my head reading "I'm avoiding you!". Maybe that way, it would be a bit more clear to him.

Probably not.

"That's none of your concern!" I huffed.

"Oh, because you love to sit in dirty piles of laundry?" he said, sarcastically.

I tell you, you do it once and your label for life!

"Yes." I snapped, narrowing my eyes. What? I had kissed him and he done nothing and now he was talking to me normally! I don't get men! "As a matter of fact, I love it. It helps get rid of stupid feelings and angry thoughts. You should try it too."

Ha! You should have seen the look on his face! I was about to stomp past him when I heard Kyle outside the cupboard. Apparently he was still looking for me.

"Where do you think she is Wally?" he asked him.

"Why don't you try the cupboard?" he suggested.

I am going to kill him when I next see him! I swear to god!

Uh oh. He was opening the door.

I grabbed Speed's arm and I dragged him behind an open cupboard full of clothes and stuff. We had those cupboards that joined together. Just in case you were wondering.

'Don't move!' I hissed at Speed.

Kyle walking in closely followed by Wally. "I don't think there here." he turned around and turned off the light.

Brilliant!

Bloody Brilliant!

I can now not see a thing!

I swore loudly and stumbled over to the door to try to find the switch. No luck!

Oh wait a second! Yes! There it is! Got it!

The light went on and I turned around. I wanted to tell Speed he could come out now. Apparently, the laundry basket on the floor had another idea. I tripped over it, sending a lot of laundry everywhere.

Speed came from behind the cupboard to see who was making that racket, and because he just had to come forward, I toppled onto him. I knocked him over as well, and he circled his arms around my waist to keep me from falling. The skin there tingled where he had touched me.

Oh good god! Now what! Well if he thought it was that easy to get me talking to him he was wrong!

He grinned at me boyishly, but I only glared in return.

"Get off me!" I snapped, trying to wriggle myself out of his grasp. It was really hard trying to be mad at him when he was grinning at me like that!

"Can you let me go now?" I glared at him again.

"No." he replied simply. On the other hand!

"What do you mean, no?"

"We need to talk." That's it I had enough!

"What do you suppose we've been doing for the last five minutes, Speed? Drinking tea?" he was actually really strong I couldn't get out of his grip. Damn it!

"No, I meant talking about what happened today."

"Right." I said, after a while. I broke his grip around my waist and stood up I'm so not talking about that with him! He can bog off!

"I don't want to talk about that."

"But-" he begun, but I shook my head.

"No, Speed, it's alright, I understand." My voice came out all squeaky, I still don't know why. I got up and left him there in the cupboard.

Argh! I hate him! Okay well no I don't but he doesn't have to know.

I went in the kitchen and made myself some tea. I heard the door open and knew that he was standing there. I just ignored him until the door slammed shut and I knew he had left.

What do I do now? He's mad at me I thought that's what I wanted but it isn't. Wally came in the kitchen "We've got a gig in half an hour Jude."

Great! Just great! "Great, thanks Wally!"

: After the gig :

All the guys have gone back to the bus. Oh look it's a free bar! I think I know what will make me feel better!

That's it for now! R&R!

Naeneh xoxox