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Duddley111 - I'm glad you like my story.
Trina-D - I love Jude and Speed together to. They rock!
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Well, that was certainly something I wasn't expecting him to say.
Did he really say that?
I didn't imagine it, did I? I have done that before?
Oh crap! He's still here waiting for me to say something. Oh no! I can't breathe!
I can't breathe!
I CAN'T BREATHE!
Why me! And at this very moment!
Deep breathes! Deep breathes!
"Not again! Jude?" Speed started clicking his fingers in my face.
Must say found that a bit rude but he did just say he fancied me so I wasn't too bothered. Okay, right, okay. What could I say?
I could just kiss him right there and then but that would ruin the moment, right? Oh no. I don't know what to say! How can that happen! That never happens to me! Oh god!
Right I know! I've got it!
I'll say 'Speed I've always fancy you!' I know not entirely truthful, I've only like him for a couple months but he didn't have to know that! 'and I think I love you.'
I know sooo romantic but apparently I was so nervous that instead of saying that I ended up saying something along these lines:
"Speed, always, think, you." even I didn't know what I was trying to say.
His face kinda went reddish and looked very angry might I just add and stomped out before I could stop him.
Never think I felt more worse in my entire life even then that time I told Jamie that I loved him for a dare and he thought I was serious and he cried for about a week when I told him I was joking!
Was it my fault that my brain apparently couldn't deal with issues like that as soon as I was told them and that people would have to wait for my response!
Oh bloody hell!
Oh bloody, bloody hell!
The way – he couldn't possibly –
No. No. No.
NO.
I'll just pretend that it never happened!
NO!
I have ruined future life! Will never have kids or get married! Why!
WHY ME!
If I didn't need it to live I would take out my brain and squash it until all the juice came out just like an orange!
I think I might cry!
Oh, no, I'm just being silly.
He probably didn't mean it.
I'm sure of it.
He couldn't have meant it.
He couldn't.
But ... what if he did mean it?
Oh damn!
Crap!
Crap!
CRAP!
What can I do?
Right that's it! I'm going to have to talk to him! Found out if he was telling the truth or just joking.
Right.
I'm going.
Right.
I am! I just doing it very slowly!
I'll get up in my own time! Oh fine I'll go but if I come back with a broken heart I'll blame you!
: later on :
Oh my god!
I just can't believe it! I'll tell you what happened. I overheard a conversation between Speed and Wally.
I poked my head through the door to the kitchen and saw Wally, standing at the counter, and Speed, sitting at the table gloomily.
I even remember thinking "Oh, poor Speed."
Shall have to teach brain not to think that.
Because, you see, Speed doesn't fancy me.
At all.
He fancy someone else and it makes me sick to think about it!
Let me explain.
Wally and Speed were obviously in a discussion of some sort, I know I shouldn't have listen but believe me I have so learnt my lesson! I wish I never had listened but I did. Damn me!
Curiously, I leaned a bit closer.
"Wally, I - I fancy her, all right?" Speed told to Wally.
Me being stupid thought yeah! he was going to tell Wally about fancying me! Boy was I wrong!
Wally's mouth formed a large "o" for a second and then he said "Cool dude!"
I was already doing some sort of insane victory dance on the spot, which was really difficult because it was a small hallway, but I managed, but what happened next ruined it.
Kyle had just walked into the kitchen. There was a lot of noise after that it was after all, the boys from SME!
"who do you fancy?" Kyle asked Speed.
I leaned a bit closer.
"Er ... you fancy Jude's mom, don't you Speed?" Wally said quickly.
This was followed by a pause. "Right." Speed confirmed "That's true."
I tell you I was almost sick right there!
My mother! Of all people! My mom!
Ewww!
How could Speed fancy my mom?
I thought he fancied me!
Well that's it! I'm going to have to tell him what a sick pervert he is! It might invole some violence too! It is after all my mother!
Again Ewww!
So I marched into the kitchen where Wally and Kyle had apparently left. Don't ask me to explain there behaviour we could be here for hours! And I yelled at him "How can you fancy my mother!"
That's it plz R&R Naeneh xoxoxox