Chapter 4: I hate you!

"Good Morning Ruka!" Mikan greet him "good morning Mikan" he reply while petting his bunny
"good morning Natsume!" no reply he didn't look at her or call her names.

Ruka sit beside Hotaru.

"Ruka do you know anything wrong with Natsume?" she asked him "he didn't even face Mikan he just avoided her"

"I don't know and since yesterday he's liked that. He doesn't even talk to me." Ruka told her.

Mr.Narumi came in. "bye now" she kissed him on the cheeks. They both blush.

"Good morning class" Mikan sat on her seat, ryoma's beside her. Natsume looking towards them. They're to each other while laughing. He's angry again and the scene that he saw yesterday is repeating on his mind. Ruka feel hot he saw that it was Natsume looking at Mikan and Ryoma. He moved away from Natsume.

"Hey Mikan"

"Yes Hotaru?" she faced Hotaru

"Did anything happen between you and Natsume yesterday?" she looks concerned

"Nothing"

"Oh, alright"

The bell ring "bye class" "Good bye Mr.Narumi"

Mikan spotted Natsume under the tree.

"Hi there Natsume" she greet him cheerfully

"…"

"Can I sit down?"

"…"

"Uhmm Natsume do you want to go at the central town with me?"

"Why should I do that? Go away. Stupid little girl" he didn't hesitate to show his anger towards her.

"Why are you angry with me huh? And stop calling me names!" she said almost crying,

"Idiot". "I'm not an idiot!"

"Flirt". "I'm not a flirt. How did you say I'm a flirt huh!" she shouts at me sounding really hurt.

"Stop making excuses. Flirting with other boys is enough to be said that you're a flirt" he said, his anger is coming on his nerves now.

"I'm not flirting with boys!" she's really angry now, she felt liked crying.

"Kissing boys isn't that flirting?" she remembers yesterday "maybe he saw when Ryoma kissed me" Mikan thought. "But he was wrong it's not liked that" she protested in her mind.

"Well… I… I'm not flirting with him. It's just that-"but before she finishes what she was saying…

"Go away! I hate you stupid girl!"

Her tears are flowing down to what he just said to her. She rather die than here the words 'I hate you' from Natsume. Thinking of it she feels liked crying, but now hearing it from him she really want to die.

"Why is she crying huh! It supposed to be no effect on her" Natsume thought

"Fine! I hate you too! You're a damn idiot!" her voice is trembling and then she ran away.

He feels his heart hurt. It hurts on the things she says to her…

It's already midnight…

Natsume isn't sleepy yet so he sat under the tree by the lake, reading his manga again. Actually he isn't reading at all" what Mikan tell him is echoing on his head "fines! I hate you too! You're a damn idiot!" his mind and his heart really hurts. It hurts as like it was shot by a thousand canons.

While in mikan's room…

"I feel so depressed" she whisper to her self "it's because of that idiot" she thought about Natsume again and cry harder than before. "He'll never hurt me again; he hates me why should I love him. He's just a damn idiot!" she starts crying again "I'm going for a walk, I'm not going at the sakura tree. I don't wanna see him" because every time she wanted to go for a walk at night she always see Natsume at the sakura tree.

While she's walking she saw the lake. She doesn't know why but her feet bring her there. Natsume saw her but he didn't want to be seen. He just watches her to approach the lake. She undressed herself "hey what am I doing here? Silly me since I'm already here I'm going to take a swim"

Natsume giggle to what Mikan just say. Then he saw her undressing herself "wow, she really is beautiful even her body is" he says adoring her and he feel really hot now.

When she swam at the lake. A minute passed she didn't show up. He waits for to show up but still she didn't "is she drowning? Oh shoot!" he ran towards the lake. He took off his shoes and dive into the lake. He saw her, Natsume swim towards her. When he gets her, he lands her on the grass. He slapped her but she didn't woke up "one thing to save her" he told himself. Natsume gave her a mouth to mouth resuscitation. Water flow onto her mouth and the she opened her eyes.

"What are you doing? Do you want to die huh! You're such a stupid girl! You make me worry!" Natsume told her with full of concern.

"Na… na… Natsume?" the she fall asleep again. He carries her bridal style into her room. He laid her on her bed. He saw that her pillows are wet "she might be crying" Natsume thought. Natsume dry her and find a dress on her closet. He found a white mini night gown and dressed it to Mikan. Then he dries himself.

Natsume sees that Mikan feels cold even though she already has a blanket. He got into her bed and sleep with her. When Mikan woke up she felt somebody beside her. She feel him breathing, his left hand is supporting her head and his right hand is holding her right hand. Somebody is embracing her!

She turns around to see who it was. Then, Natsume open his eyes, he saw Mikan staring at his face.

Natsume stood up leaving Mikan on her bed "sorry" Natsume told her while approaching the room. "Natsume wait" he stops from walking. "Can you… can you just stay for a while?"Mikan asked him in low tone "ill call Ryoma if you want someone to look at you" he said in cold voice, actually he felt liked crying. When he exited the room, Mikan began crying again,

Minutes passed…

"Knock, knock"

"Who's that?" she asked while sobbing.

"It's me Ryoma"

"Come in"

"What happened to you?" Ryoma asked her with concern

She told him the whole story and starting crying again. Natsume heard her cry again…