Chapter 6: Depression

When Natsume heard her cry again, he opens her door making no noise. He saw Ryoma hugging Mikan!

"Now, now Mikan, stop crying. Why don't you take a rest, okay?" Ryoma sweetly smile at her.

She stop crying "thank you Ryoma I felt safe with you and na…" tears falling down her eyes again when she thinks about Natsume.

Ryoma wipe her tears his face is even closer o Mikan Natsume saw this and feel really jealous, Ryoma didn't even notice him because his full attention is in Mikan.

"Mikan, why don't you just stop thinking about it? Take a rest" he kissed her on the forehead. She lay her down and put a blanket on her "sleep now, alright?"

She nodded. When Ryoma is getting up, she grabbed ryoma's arms. Natsume saw this. "Please stays here with me don't leave me" she told him, almost afraid that if someone will not stay with her she might think about committing suicide. "I might… think of committing suicide" she told him in a very low voice.

"What the heck! Why does she wan to die?" Natsume thought worriedly.

"Don't ever think about that again!" Ryoma told her angrily

"Sorry"

"Just take a rest. I'm going to stay" he kissed her on the forehead and sit at the chair beside her. Mikan hold his hands and fall asleep.

Natsume get out of her room quietly... he's so worried about her. He wanted to know what's worrying her. Then, he entered his room and lay on the bed. He falls asleep worries about her.

Next morning…

It's already 7:30 and their class starts an 8:00.

"Where's that idiot?" Hotaru asked Yuu; fortunately all of her classmates heard her even Natsume and Ruka.

"Yeah, where is she?" Sumire asked.

Even Ruka asked Natsume.

"Hey Natsume, do you know where she is?" Ruka asked him

"No, why should I know" Natsume replied coldly but he's worried sick about her... Ryoma entered the room he waved at them "good morning"

"Ryoma do you know where Mikan is?" Yuu asked him. All eyes are on him even Natsume and Ruka.

"She's at her room, taking a rest" he said to them and he sat down on his chair.

"Why?" Sumire asked him.

"She doesn't feel good" he said in low tone.

"Oh" almost all of them said and go back to their own business.

"I'm just going there" Ruka told Natsume pointing at hotaru's seat.

"Whatever" he's reading his manga (he's not actually reading.

Ruka came at hotaru's place and kissed her on the cheek. She blushed lightly. Her eyes set on Ryoma again.

"Tell me what happen to her? If you don't I'll kill you!" she said to him threateningly but calm.

"Don't be so exaggerated" Ryoma told her, scared…

"Blah, blah, blah" he told them everything. Starting when he confess to Mikan up to the last evening. "That's what happens" Hotaru, Yuu, Ruka, Anna, Nonoko, Koko, Sumire and the levitating boy are listening to him. They feel sorry for her.

"I'm going to talk to that idiot" Hotaru said angrily. All of her classmates were shock towards her actions. She doesn't always show emotions. She felt angry and sad, thinking her best friend want to die because of that pervert. She want to cry, she don't want her best friend to die she don't want to lose her.

"Calm down" Ruka hold her hand. She sat down.

Mr. Narumi came in "good morning class" he greet them.

"Good morning Mr. Narumi"

"Make it your free time today. I'm going to do something"

"Yehey" just a few of them said. "Bye" Mr. Narumi walked out the door. He knows what's happening, Ryoma already told him. He's worried about Mikan too but he just let them solve it.

Hotaru stood up and go towards Natsume.

"Hey!" she said angrily

"What is it?" he put down his manga and looks at Hotaru. Ruka and the others are at her back. They know that Hotaru can't control herself whenever it's about Mikan.

She can't stop herself. She slaps Natsume at his right cheek.

"What was that for?" Natsume said angrily, rubbing his cheek.

"You're such a jerk!" Hotaru bark at him and walked out of the room with the gang except Ruka and Ryoma. They probably are going to mikan's room.

All of their classmates that are left are watching the three of them, a bit frightened.

"Oh shoot!" Natsume said angrily, he punch his desk.

"You see Natsume, Hotaru is angry about you because of… because of Mikan" Ruka told him he's looking at the floor.

"I don't do anything to her!" he said angrily.

"Yes you did!" Ryoma answered him back angrily. Their temper is rising. He can't stop himself, he punch Natsume. He falls down.

There's a fire on Natsume's palm but before he can used it. Ryoma spoke already…

"Are you that idiot? You didn't let her to explain!" Natsume can't reply back he can't find any words to say. "She wants to die because of you!" Ryoma walked out going to mikan's room.

"You see… blah, blah, blah"
Ruka explained to him. Natsume's is so down now, he can't believe what he was hearing. Then he walked out (probably going at the sakura tree) Ruka follow the others.

While in mikan's room…

"Knock, knock"

"Come in" she said in low voice.

"Hey idiot! Get up there!" Hotaru shout at her.

"Hotaru, oh, hi guys" Mikan said, not so cheerful.

"Mikan are you alright" Anna and Nonoko asked in unison.

"I'm just fine"

"Let's go out, let them two talk" Yuu told them.

"Alright" they said in very low voice. They saw Ryoma coming "is she alright?" he asked them "I guess so" Yuu answered.

"Hotaru!" Hotaru hugged her "don't you ever think of dying because if you die I will die too" she hugged her tightly. They heard Mikan cry again, they feel san and then Ruka came.

"Where's Hotaru?" Ruka asked

"Inside mikan's room" koko told him.

He opens the door and saw Hotaru hugging Mikan. They all follow Ruka inside mikan's room.

"Mikan do you want to go at the central town with us?" Ruka asked her hoping that it will cheer her up.

"I don't want to I'm just going to stay here" she said.

"But…" before Ruka can reply Hotaru cut him off.

"Alright then. Be sure you're going to class tomorrow." Hotaru told her.

"Okay" before they can exit mikan's room, Youichi ran towards her.

"Mommy is you alright?" he asked her with concern.

"I'm fine don't worry about me"

"Youichi" it was Hotaru. "Why don't you stay with her and make sure that she'll be fine" Hotaru told him.

"Okay I'm going to take care of my mommy but where's my daddy?" Youichi asked them...

"Well, you see he has something to do" Yuu told him.

"Oh, okay" he said cheerfully.

They all exited the room…

"Come here Youichi" Mikan commanded him. He lay down on her bed. Tears fall down in her eyes again, her heart really hurts.

"Mommy stop crying" then he wipes mikan's tears. Mikan hugged him tightly, they fall asleep (it's 9:00 am at their time; I don't know where I get that time. Hehehe)

While under the sakura tree…

Natsume is not reading his manga. His right hand is on his forehead. He doesn't know what he is going to do now.

"What have I done? I misunderstood all of it" his hands covering his face " I don't want to see her cry but I'm the one who make her cry and worst of all she want to die because of me" tears fall down in his eyes.

He feels weak. He doesn't know how he could wipe away the hurt that mikan's feels. Someone's approaching him.

"Hey, why don't you go and visit her" it's more of a command that an advice. It's from a certain raven haired girl with violet eyes.

"…" no reply

"Here" she gave him a handkerchief "wipe your tears it will ruin your reputation" she said coldly. He accepted it "if tomorrow she's still crying… I swear… you'll never see her again" she said threateningly.

"What should I do?" he asked her

"Talk to her" then she walked away

He falls asleep on thinking what he should do…..

Another chapter is finish.

Whateverness…

Danavalkyrie…

Hend…

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Thanks for the reviews and sorry if I just thank you too late. I was so worn out; I'm going home at 9 because of our choir practice. When I finished another chapter I already feel sleepy so I don't have time to do a note and by the way the next chapter will be the last one. Hope you enjoy it.

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