Diary
See disclaimer in Entry #1
:For Seth:
What is it like, to live as a slave to evil behind innocent eyes?
Do you even have any idea of what he's doing to you, or what he's planning to do with you? Or are you as yet too young to understand the gravity of his crimes?
I should hate you, I know. But I can't. Either because of your pure smile or because I can't help but see traces of her in you, I can't hate you. I can only pity you for your unknowing part in Hector's schemes.
You're as much of a pawn as the rest of us.
Whatever I was fearing when Ursula told us Hector was trying to summon you, you certainly weren't it. Some kind of monster, we all thought. Something inhuman. But here you are, as pure in your own way as Ursula is, possessing the body of a young girl but having the innocent mind of a small child. You have no way of comprehending that what you were meant to do from your sad birth is wrong.
Hector is only using you, the same way he used all of us to accomplish his own sick desires. But you have no way of knowing or seeing that. You are a faultless creature, still too young to truly understand what any of this means.
I can only pity you for what role you have to play in this.
I will destroy you if I have to, but I will not enjoy it.
Hector cannot be allowed to win. But that doesn't mean that I have to like what I'll need to do to stop him from achieving his sought-after godhood.
I think that you may be the saddest victim in this entire chain of events… because no matter what the rest of us say and do, none of this is your own fault.
Forgive me for what I have to do.