This story… ahem, letter, it's after the series ended and Takuto still doesn't remember Mitsuki or even being a shinigami. Basically pent-up anger at the fact he doesn't remember.

Disclaimer: I don't own FMwS… I wish I did, but I don't.


Dear Takuto,

I don't know if you'll believe me, but I still need to try, despite the fact you won't remember me.. or the fact you can't Everyday since that fateful eve when you left suddenly, I couldn't take it! Life felt so lonely. Every night I believed that you would be coming only to wake up with you not there. I missed you so much more than you could possibly imagine. Sometimes I would think about the times we had fun just being with each other. I still remember that carnival at the college and the contest you had to enter in order to protect me from two thugs. You won and the day was memorable and fun.

I really do miss you. You would always be there helping me in every way possible. You always seem to give me the right advice at the right moment. For that, I am eternally grateful. You were the only one who brought back hope into my life. It was sort of nice to depend on you. It's okay if you don't remember. As long as I'm telling you this now, it doesn't matter. In time, I know you would come to understand these feelings…in due time…

There was a time when I didn't realize what you just said. I just stood there frozen, unable to do anything. I don't know if I could write it, but I need to. You told it to me once, but you told me to forget shortly afterwards. Forgive me; I can't forget. I couldn't even if I try. Because… I feel the same way too. Like the answer to a long-forgotten question… I love you. I love you with all my heart. I loved the way you're always there; I love the way you sing, the way you make me laugh, the way you make me smile… but most of all, I love you for you. I know it may seem awkward, but from the bottom of my heart, understand me.

If you say I don't care if you returned those same feelings, then I would be lying. The truth is, I miss you so much. I know I might sound selfish, but I need you here to comfort me, to help me… protect me like you used to before. I still don't understand the fact that you have forgotten everything. Why must they punish you again? Isn't being a shinigami enough for one soul? Why not return the memories we had? Why?

As I'm thinking about these questions, I realize that time will slowly fade from us. My mindfaltering at every word I write. Will you remeber soon? I hope you do. Please, don't disregard this letter as a joke. My heart merely seeks yours. Andif time has willed, there will come a time when we meet each other once again. Until then, farewell.

Mistuki


Ack! I don't think it turned out right… BTW, I know why he doesn't remember, so please don't answer the rhetorical questions. Thank you. Okay… this is my official first story and I thought I'd start it out with FMwS. I recently finished watching the series and fell in love with it. So I wrote this really late at night in my notebook. I had to change a few things and expand it a little, but overall I hope it's for the best of the story. If not, then please tell me.

I was planning on expanding this a little... the story outside the letter, but at the very moment, I'm unsure how to exactly go at it. I'll think it over and freewrite it.

Review please!