Ok, I feel in that mood again. lol. Hopefully I do have SOME fans out there, becuase I have so little reviews and it's starting to feel like people don't like this story.


Kurda stood outside waiting for Gavner, tonight was a full moon and it was rather cold. "If he doesn't show, I'll be pissed." Kurda told himself outloud.

"Who?" Inquired a dark voice behind him. Kurda knew that voice and shivered to himself.

"Gavner, that's who." Kurda started without so much as turning around to the other man. "Now please get out of here before you or I get caught."

"What's the matter Kurda? Afraid of a little danger?" The man smiled.

Kurda slited his eyes and could feel nothing but anger for this man "No, I just don't want Gav to think I am cheating on him."

"Why will that burn your plans? Or do you actualy have compassion for this man? Maybe it is just that you are lonely and feel he is lonely also?" Kurda was about to speak but was hushed by this man. "No no, it doesn't matter. It's all the same to me. Just don't get caught up in him. You'll ruin our plans." The man took long strides over to Kurda. Kurda felt like screaming. The man tipped Kurda's face up so Kurda could see into his dark hate filled eyes. "I have great plans for you Kurda," The man brushed his lips up to Kurda's in a harsh way, that always left them bruised but wanting more afterwards. "And great plans for us. So do not screw it up." And just like that he was gone. Kurda let out a deep depressed sigh.

"How in the world do I get myself into these messes?" He said to no one but the night sky. "I mean, I LOVE Gavner, and I'd do anything in the world for him. But, Steve, gosh. I can't help but hate him for what he's doing to me and at the same time lust for it. Even though his kisses leave me crushed and bruised, I can't help but to want even more." He let out a sigh. "I hate me."

"Why?" called out a heavy deep voice. Kurda smiled at himself.

"Becuase I love a monkey, and that monkey's name is Gavner." Kurda smiled in a sarcastic way as he ran over to Gavner. "So how long have you been standing there?" Kurda asked, hoping not long at all.

"Well, all I heard you say was you hated yourself." Gavner awnsered placing a kiss onto Kurda's lips.

"Good. I was just wondering." Kurda said then returned the kiss.

"Now why am I a monkey?" Gavner questioned. Kurda smiled at his lover.

"Becuase you're you." Kurda retorted playfully.

"All right Kurda," Gavner started grabbing Kurda's waist and throwing him on the ground. Kurda let out a scream as Gavner dropped down on top of him. "You're going to get it now!" Gavenr said as he tickled Kurda. "I might not be able to hit you, but I can tickle you to death until you can no longer breath." Gavner stated as he laughed with Kurda's pleas and cries.

"Get off me you lumex! Get off!" Kurda screamed.

"Nu-uh. You brought this upon your self Kurda." Gavner screamed back at him.