I'm sorry for what you're brother did
I'm sorry that I couldn't make your life any better
I'm sorry for pestering you as children
I'm sorry I never saw you're pain
I'm sorry I didn't fight harder for you when I had the chance
I'm sorry I couldn't fix you
I wish
I wish that you would have turned around, looked back
I wish you would have craved me enough to kiss me
I wish you loved me enough to make eye contact
I wish you had loved me at all
I wish I could have held you're hand and walked away with you
I wish you had never left at all
I wish I could have made you stay
Just Pretend
Just pretend that it's me that look's back at you from you're three way mirror
Just pretend that you drown in feather's and down with me at night
Just pretend you never spoke the words that turned my heart inside out
Just pretend you fell at my feet instead of mine to yours
Just pretend the hardest part of life was walking out the door
Just pretend you loved me as much as I wish you did
Pretend that you never said goodbye
In the future
In the future I'll promise to not look for you
In the future I'll promise not to let my whole existence revolve around you
In the future I'll promise to pretend to be happy
In the future I'll promise not to miss you
In the future I'll promise not to scream and cry for you at night
In the future I'll promise not to show the pain you inflicted upon me
In the future I'll promise to forget that you were my first crush and my only love
In the future I'll promise I'll promise to pretend that you never existed
In the future I'll promise to forget you and be happy with out you
In the future I will forget those promises and remember to never forget