Disclaimer: I do not own Full Metal Alchemist except Trey. Do not give me credit on the last two lines because they are actually a longer, edited version of two lines that I've read somewhere else. Whoever who wrote those lines, I give you credit.
Havoc yelled bloody murder. He had to be restrained by five members of the investigations department. Maes Hughes and his whole snooping crew had come down for a report on Trey's murder. It was appropriate for this, but it was at the wrong time.
"She can't be dead! She can't!"
Havoc was rampaging on. Hawkeye didn't point a gun to his head. Instead, she dragged him away from the crowd of confused military officials.
"Havoc, you're a Second Lieutenant! You should be setting an example for your subordinates!"
Havoc ignored her and continued to struggle. Hawkeye held his arm tighter and continued, "But here you are crying on and on about a little girl who had no business in the military. You and her both knew the risks. Don't start complaining now." Havoc shook his head viciously.
"You and I were both in Ishbal. This is a molehill compared to that war!"
Hawkeye seemed furious now, though more at herself than Havoc. She seemed angry at herself for not being able to show the right emotions. Havoc yelled at her, "You don't know, Lieutenant! You have no idea what it feels like!" Hawkeye was momentarily speechless. Havoc's hands shot up, and his fingers ran violently through his tousled hair.
"She was my little sister! She had no one else but me, and we're supposed to stick together like family! I don't have anyone else in my life, Lieutenant. I have no one. You have the Colonel, but I'm-"
Havoc choked on his words. He was too upset to continue. Hawkeye finished for him, "A drifter." Havoc stopped. She said, "And drifters die alone. I know that already, Havoc. But you're a very foolish person to not know that those people in that building care about you. The Colonel would commit a murder if you were killed." Hawkeye paused to let that all sink in. Havoc backed away and said softly, "It's not the same. It's just that... I wanted to be there for her. I wanted to be the one to... to protect her... like... like a big brother would. I never had this feeling inside of me before. Ishbal left me hopeless."
"Nothing in life is guaranteed but death, Havoc."
Hawkeye didn't know how to be comforting for this broken man. She only stated facts. She said coldly, "You knew that one day one of you wouldn't be there anymore. You knew that." Havoc hung his head in sorrow. It was an unbearable pain, one he couldn't believe he couldn't overcome. He whispered, "It hurts, Lieutenant. It hurts so bad that she's not here." And with that, a dry tear slid down his cheek. Everything good about his life died with Trey, and there was nothing anybody could do about it. There is no happy ending for Second Lieutenant Jean Havoc. There is only forever empty nights and lost dreams.