Kim: Hey everybody, good to see you again …I tried to get Raven back into character for this chapter, including cloak colors, because after reading the reviews I saw what you meant by out of character, she's a little to happy x3. This may also be the longest chapter yet .

The Way I Write:
"Talking"
'Thinking'
Lyrics
Chapter Song: Trapt – "Disconnected (Out Of Touch)"
Chapter 4 - Leave Me To My Thoughts
(A/N: The first half the chapter is all in Beastboy's mind so it wont be in italics. I'll let you know when we're out of his mind.)

"Beastboy?" as soft voice came.

Beastboy blinked as his ears twitched at the noise. The voice was much to soft and sad to be Ravens, so who was it? He turned slowly toward the direction of the darkened area to see two blue eyes staring out at him. "Who's there?" he growled, quickly jumping to his feet.

"Beastboy…" the figure said, sadness in its voice as it stepped forward for him to see who it was.

"T..T…Terra?"

You never listen to me,
You cannot look me in the eyes.
I have struggled to see
Why its so easy to push me aside...

Terra smiled slightly staring down now. "Hey Beastboy…" she muttered softly.

"Hey Beastboy? Is that all you have to say to me?" He growled at her softly. "You…" he paused. "What the heck are you doing here? How did you get here?"

"I'm…dead…remember." She said sadly. "I can go also anywhere and talk to the sleeping world…when I heard what happened to you, I had to come."

"Why did you have to come? Not like you care." He growled again.

I no longer believe,
That you were ever on my side.
How could you know what I need,
When I'm the last thing on your mind...

Terra blinked eyeing him, this was not the Beastboy she knew. The Beastboy who she knew was sweet and kind and not like this at all. "What's wrong with you Beastboy?"

"What's wrong with me?" he snapped at her. "I'm in a damn coma, a person who I thought I'd NEVER see again is standing in front of me and on top of all that…" he trailed off watching her run at him and try and pull him into a hug, only to fall straight threw him.

Too out of touch, out of touch to touch you
Too out of touch, out of touch to touch you
Too out of touch, out of touch to touch you
Too out of touch, out of touch to touch you

Terra sighed getting up and turning to face him. "You don't want me to touch you…" she muttered sadly.

"Sorry…but I just can't trust you near me." He muttered staring back at her.

"I understand Beastboy. But you know it wasn't all me. It was Slade." She said looking up at him sadly.

"But you LET Slade do what he wanted with you! It was your fault and yours alone Terra!"

So disconnected, going through the motions again
So disconnected, everything goes over your head
So disconnected, you got me hangin by a thread
So disconnected, when will this cycle end?

Terra sighed again. "I know…and I'm sorry! You have to believe me Beastboy. If I could have gotten control I would have-"

"You would have! You COULD have Terra! But you didn't. You let Slade use you like a puppet, like he used Robin…only Robin fought back, you didn't." he sighed.

"But Beastboy…please…this isn't like you. You're sweet and Kind. Why are you acting so cold? Did that freak Raven do this too you?"

Beastboy growled at her. "SHUT UP!"

You don't really know me,
I don't think you ever even tried
We're on the same routine
Where you say you never have the time

"You think you know me? You think you know Raven? You don't know anything Terra!" he sighed looking away. "Raven…didn't do anything to me other then be my friend, which is more then you've done for me."

"Beastboy…I'm sorry.."

"I know! You think just saying your sorry makes up for everything you've done to me?" he screamed at her.

What do you want me to be?
Do you want me in your life?
I feel so incomplete
You left me to fall behind

"I think you should leave now…" he muttered softly.

She shook her head. "I came all this way to see you again BB…I came to get your forgiveness for everything I've done. I really am sorry weather you believe me or not. Just please…let me stay with you for a while. I don't know anyone back in the other world…just…let me stay with you." She said as a single tear ran down her face.

Too out of touch, out of touch to touch you
Too out of touch, out of touch to touch you
Too out of touch, out of touch to touch you
Too out of touch, out of touch to touch you

He sighed, he hated when girls cried. "Fine…just…a little while I guess wont hurt."

-Outside Beastboy's Mind-

Raven sat quietly watching Beastboy's body carefully. He'd been flipping around like a mad man a few moments before and she had pined him down. "What is going on in that head of yours Beastboy.."

"He's probably fighting to wake up in there." Cyborg muttered from across the room. Raven had called him in when Beastboy began to flip around, in a panic. "He seams fine now…I'm not sure what could have cause this…"

So disconnected, going through the motions again
So disconnected, everything goes over your head
So disconnected, you got me hangin by a thread
So disconnected, when will this cycle end?

"Me either…" Raven muttered. 'At least not yet..' she thought, fighting the urge to smile.

Cyborg sighed writing down some numbers on the machines. "Well, call me if it happens again okay Rea?"

She nodded and watched him leave. 'Beastboy? Can you hear me?' she thought sadly.

Beastboy blinked. "Hey Raven." He called out.

Terra blinked. "Raven? Where?"

'TERRA?' Raven's mind screamed. 'WHY ARE YOU HERE?'

Beastboy sighed. "Rae, calm down please…" he muttered.

Its too hard to just move on
Its easier said then done
Its too hard to just move on
Its easier said then done

'Why should I? She's in your mind for goodness sake Beastboy!' Raven's voice yelled angrily at him.

'I just came to visit him Raven, that's all, I swear' Terra's voice called to her.

'Yeah Raven…please calm down…' Beastboy said slowly.

Suddenly a red-cloaked Raven is standing infront of him. 'Excuse me?' she hisses at him.

Too out of touch, out of touch to touch you
Too out of touch, out of touch to touch you
Too out of touch, out of touch to touch you
Too out of touch, out of touch to touch you

Beastboy blinked backing up a step. 'Rea..Reaven?' he asked, not liking the new red cloak.

She smiled. 'What's up BB?' she asked as he cloak turned yellow.

'Happy?' he asked watching her.

'That was correct Garfield. Now, please explain to me why this women is in your brain!' a now yellow-cloaked Raven screamed at him.

'I came to visit him, like I said.' Terra spoke up.

So disconnected, going through the motions again
So disconnected, everything goes over your head
So disconnected, you got me hangin by a thread
So disconnected, when will this cycle end?

'Yeah right bitch!' Raven growled at her, as her cloak turned green now.

'Rea, are you feeling okay?' Beastboy asked putting a hand on her shoulder.

Her cloak turned gray instantly at his touch. 'Oh B…B…Beastboy. I'm sorry. I'm being so mean…you must hate me.'

He blinked, suddenly pulling her into a hug. 'I don't hate you. I could never hate you Raven, even if you hate me Raven…'

So disconnected
So disconnected
When will this cycle end?

Her cloak turned pale pink. 'I don't hate you Beastboy, I've just been alone, felt alone, my emotions kept me that way.'

'I understand. But you're not alone…your never going to be alone. I promise.' He said smiling.

Her cloak finally changed to blue. 'Thank you Beastboy…thank you.'

He nodded looking up at see that Terra had gone, leaving just him and Raven inside his mind…