Karakashi-Chan: Hi ,this is Kara-chan! This is my first story so please i could use advise!So flames are WELCOME! Please review!

Tsubaki-chan: Don't worry. She just had some sugar.Shes not always this hyper.

Kara-chan:Hey,koiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii!No talkin' to reviewers,suuuuuuuuuuuuuuu!

Disclamer:I do not own any thing except my socks ! So you no sue me, ya here?

Chapter 1

A Lost Existence

Unknown POV

To tell you the truth I don't Know why I bother. He just doesn't care enough to show up, but still I invite him to dinner and I wait for hours on end just to see him. I was really hoping he'd show the decency to at least call. I know better, I truly do. He probably thought of me as some overly hyper school girl, but he never saw the real me , the one behind that hyperactive mask. The one that had every one fooled. I mean, I'm not even a girl! No, I bet you just think this is a girl talking ,right? No I'm actually Naruto Uzamaki , yea that's me ! I actually have a strange disease that makes me look and talk like a girl. And He is Gaara no Suna . Gaara stood me up again because he doesn't know that every time he does that I cut myself . Yes, I am a cutter . I'm not happy Naru-chan after all. No, I'm weird cutter Naruto! What a joy!

Naruto's POV

I silently walk home as I feel tears fall on my numb cheeks, raw from my hands that seem to have a fetish with rubbing my eyes. Yea , no doubt about it , I would have new scares in the morning . I have been cutting myself sense I was five. That's kinda sad isn't it? I walk into my kitchen, to see my cutting knife laying at the ready. Yes, I always put out the knife when I wait for Gaara . Because it's always the same result. Gaara can't waste time for me ,can he now? No, I seem to be a distraction in his life. I mean we can't even be friends, can we? No, he has the perfect girlfriend , why would he need Naru-chan ? He wouldn't need me, nope not even decent enough to say hi.

I carefully slid the knife against my wrist, watching as it dripped down my arm to puddle on the grown in a sticky mess. I started sobbing, slashing at my wrists till I fainted from blood loss. I woke up in the morning around five am , I cleaned the floor till it was spotless, took a quick shower, wrapped up my wrists, and got into my girl's school uniform. Yea, that's right, I even dress like a girl, cause that's what everybody thinks I am, a girl, a freak but still a girl. I went to the mirror and did my long hair in pigtails like usual. I then checked to see if my hyperactive emotional mask was firmly in place. Then I ran to school in my black sailorsuit outfit, evilly laughing all the way, mind you!

Author's POV

A seemingly-happy girl of thirteen came running into the courtyard of Kona middle-school laughing loudly. "Mwahahahahahahahahahhahahahahahahahaa!" The girl laughed ( I will refer to naruto as a girl) as her bouncy yellow pigtails trailed behind her. That's right folks, its Naruto Uzamaki A.K.A. Naru Harusuki. " Gaaaaaaaaaraaaaaa!" She shouted as she spotted the red haired hottie.

Murmurs of "Spaz.", "Idiot.",and "Whore!" was spread across the court yard as they glared at Naru with hate clear in every ones eyes.

"Well, I sure feel loved." yelled Naru as gaze at them. 'A normal day at middle school for Naru Harusuki.' Naru inwardly sighed at that thought. Most were to stupid to get that they were breaking her, but she got the feeling they didn't care either. She then spotted Gaara glaring at her. She ran up to him and asked the question that she already knew the answer to.

" How come you didn't show up?" Naru asked while thinking the answer. 'I have very important things to do then hang around idiots who don't know the dimension of a cube.'

" I have very important things to do then hang around idiots who don't know the dimension of a cube." He said icily, it even Gave Naru Chills!

Naru's smart reply was " Well, who does?" Yea , real smart. She then proceeded to go to her first class: Math with Iruka. Then History with Kurenai( which she promptly fell asleep in!), Then recess were she proceeded to yell about random things like how she was half penguin because she was 4'6,and how Gaara only hated penguins like her. She also accused Neji of being a penguin because of his pupil-less eyes. Then it was back to class with science with Gai their hug-happy teacher, physics with Jiraiya, Health with Tsunade, Then lunch which was Naru's sanctuary! Her lunch was two boxes of pocky and five bowls of warm ramen. Next, was study hall with Kizune, Then last of all was P.E. with Kakashi, and boy was it eventful.

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