Okay...sad to say...but this is the last chapter of my story. Yep...that's it...no more. sniffles It took me a while to update because my computer wasn't working the way I wanted it to. But finally it worked. So here's the last chapter and I hope you like it. Thank you for all the reviewers who stuck with me through the whole story. I appreciated!

Disclaimer: I do not own Instant Star or the song White Lines.


Chapter 6: That's My Story

There was Tom Quincy, the love of my life. His body was laid across the floor with a whiskey bottle in his hand. I ran to him.

Jude: Baby, baby wake up. Come on wake up. Baby, can you hear me? Oh, god.

I held his hand, it was still warm. He was still alive. I felt a paper-like item in his hands. I took it out and saw it was a picture of me. I started to cry and took my cell out of my back pocket. I called the ambulance right away hoping that it wasn't too late.

I paced around the room Tommy was in. It was about 2 days he was in. Right…oh forget about it. I'll never figure out the dates. All I know is that it was a long time. I just got out of the hospital so naturally I didn't want to come back in. But I had to. I had to be there for him like he was there for me. I was getting restless. I took the seat and scooted near his bed and sat on it Indian style. I stared at him intently. Like staring at him would wake him up somehow.

Jude: Come on baby. You have to fight this. You can make it through.

He didn't budge. I put my hand in his and started humming the song he sang to me when I was in his position. But then another song came out from my voice.

I tried to tell you, I've got to get away

I try to tell you, I need my space

I got to get, some distance in between

My heart and my head

I'm on the razor's edge

I've been here before

I know the way

Tommy's hand started to move. My eyes went wide.

Jude: Tommy?

I started to sing again.

White lines

And headlights in my eyes

White lines

I'm ready to drive all night

White lines

Now his head was moving. I started to smile. I called one of the nurses in.

Nurse: What is it honey?

Jude: He's waking up.

Nurse: What?

Jude: Yea, look.

How many 'til I'm in your arms

White Lines will bring me…home

He moved his hand and held on tighter to mine. The nurse looked shocked but overjoyed. She probably never saw anything like this. She went out to get the doctor. Once they came back in she told me to keep singing.

I held you in, my arms last night

This time he groaned a bit.

I dreamed we were, riding on a star

I kissed you and the sun began to shine

The doctor was amazed as he looked between Tommy and I. Then Tommy's eyes fluttered open and he whispered my name.

Jude: Yes, I'm here. I'm right here.

He looked so weak.

Tommy: Jude? Jude!

He shot up from his bed that he almost through me off balance by surprised.

Tommy: What, what are you doing here? You're dead, I saw, I heard what they said.

Jude: No, I came back to life.

Tommy: How?

Tears were coming out of his eyes and it was making me teary.

Jude: I don't know it just happened.

Tommy: God, I thought I lost you forever. I…oh, my god!

He pulled me closer and we hugged. We just held on to each other never wanting to let go. We were both crying so much that I swear we could've drowned the place. The doctors and the nurses made sure everything was ok with him and I drove him home. I opened the door to my apartment and let him in. We both sat on the couch.

Jude: Ever do that to me again Quincy and I'll put you into the hospital myself.

Tommy: I'm sorry.

Jude: Why would you do something so stupid?

Tommy: I was so heartbroken. I couldn't live anymore, not really anyway. So I got some whiskey to ease the pain. But once I wasn't drunk anymore it came back. So I drank more and more. I couldn't stop.

Jude: Tommy, I love you.

Tommy: I love you too.

That's when he leaned in and kissed me. Once my brain went into work I deepened the kiss. It got more and more intense. He pushed me down on the couch gently and put his hands on my waist. His tongue touched my bottom lip hoping for access and I let him explore. His hands started to move up my shirt and flashes of Adam came into my mind. When I opened my eyes I saw his face and heard his voice saying 'You know you want it. You know you want me!' I quickly broke this kiss and pushed Tommy off of me. I was breathing rapidly and hard. I could tell Tommy saw the fear I had.

Tommy: What's wrong?

Jude: I'm sorry. I can't. Not now.

Tommy: I'm sorry I didn't mean to push you into anything.

He put his hands on my shoulder and I shuddered and stood up from the couch. I was scared I didn't know what else to do. I kept thinking about Adam. What he did to me that night. It was so unforgettable and it kept flashing in my head. Voices started to come into my mind. They kept telling me to cut, to kill myself. They said I didn't deserve Tommy. That I should die. I slumped to the floor and covered my ears telling them to stop. That's when Tommy got extremely scared. Next thing I knew people in black suits came to take me away.

Woman: So, from my records it says you stayed there for about 8 months and you made a full recovery.

Jude: Yep. But I still felt like I needed to talk to someone.

Woman: Well I have to say that you had a tough life. But you made it through.

Jude: Thank you Dr. Wolf.

Dr. Wolf : You know this is our last session together after 2 years.

Jude: I know, I'm going to miss you.

Dr. Wolf: I'll miss you too.

Someone knocked on the door and a little girl with light brown hair and ice blue eyes came in.

Girl: Mommy, can I come in?

Jude: I don't know, can you?

Girl: May I?

Jude: Yes, come on in Anastasia.

Asia: I told you, call me Asia. Anastasia is too long.

I laughed as Asia came up to me and Dr. Wolf who was behind the desk.

Asia: Hi, Dr. Wolf.

Dr. Wolf: Hi. I heard you just celebrated your 5th birthday last week. Congratulations. You want a piece of candy?

Asia: Yes, please!

Dr. Wolf handed her a blow pop and she took it gratefully. That's when Tommy came in.

Tommy: Hi, I'm sorry to interrupt but is she free to leave now?

Dr. Wolf: Of course. I hope you have a wonderful life Mrs. Quincy.

Jude: Thank you so much…for everything.

I stand up and go up to Tommy and place my hand in his as Asia runs up a little bit further with the lollipop in hand. Married for 7 years. Tommy and I are married for 7 years with a beautiful daughter. After I got out of that nuthouse we went into marriage. Everything was going great. Nothing went wrong. Everything was great. Of course, at least for now.