I'm back! So, we're reaching the end of the first 'wave' of sorts for Venusar "Sagan. After a month or so, I'll be working on this again. Anyways... This chapter we go to a place of the past and poor Venus breaks down. Also, (I can't remember if it was a PM or Review) someone told me twins normally shard powers, so I'll be explaining something in the next chapter. Also, I've updated the summary.

Disclaimer: I do not own HTTYD. I only added a few characters to the plot and twisted it some.

We got to the ring to see everyone waiting. Some cheered at the sight of us while others pushed me away from Hiccup. I tripped over Mildew's extended staff and snarled slightly at the sight of Nadder teeth on it. "Ven, you okay?" Hiccup asked, helping me up. I smiled slightly.

"I'm ok." I said. He shot a dirty look at Mildew with my other supporters (Who refused to shun me because they knew I both hated my powers and that I was a sweet girl), who just sneered at all of them. We stopped at the gate. "Remember, today is the Gronkle, again." I sighed. "Just don't raise your hands and let Astrid knock her out. You must not succeed today." I stressed.

"Okay, okay!" Hiccup said even though he was smiling slightly. "What is it?"

"Hiccup, if you win today, you'll go against the Nightmare. And you'll have to kill him." I said softly. "Once you kill it, you won't be able to see Toothless. Ever." His face fell.

"I'd rather cut my foot off than never see that dragon again." He said, composing himself. I half smiled and hugged him.

"Be careful." I said and then walked off. I stood beside the elder as the match started. Everyone but Hiccup and Astrid went out, like always. Hiccup and Astrid both dived for the same barrier and I had to put my hands over my eyes. "Oh, this isn't good." I moaned. The elder patted my shoulder in slight comfort.

I uncovered an eye to see Hiccup thrust his hands in front of him. The Gronkle fell to his feet, remembering that he wasn't a threat. And then she fell asleep. Both I and Hiccup felt the other's horror. I couldn't stop myself as I bolted. Next thing I knew, I was sliding down the rock wall in the cove, unable to stop.

Toothless quickly stopped me and I realized I was shaking. "What is wrong?" he asked, nuzzling me. I buried my head in my arms and let out a choked sob. Hiccup would have to kill a dragon. Either that or join Alvin and be an outcast.

"Something really wrong." I said, looking up. "Toothless… Hiccup's been chosen." His ears flattened in a second. He knew what happened to Vikings who were chosen. They got to do their first kill in the training ring. "He can't know that you know."

"Your hurting that he's been chosen Venus. It's not right." He shot back. I sighed and looked away.

"Toothless, I could never be chosen. I can never train. The dragon inside me won't let me." I murmured. Five minutes later, Hiccup came in with a basket of fish and his harness on. I pushed Toothless in the cave he made as I saw Astrid come down as well. Hiccup smiled when he saw me, but I didn't smile back.

"I've decided to leave." He said brightly. "Will you come with us?" I stayed silent. "Venus?"

"I told you not to win!" I hissed. "Hiccup, you don't know the consequences! As soon as you kill a dragon, I…" I bit my lip and dropped off. "I'm leaving by myself Hiccup. No one can stop me." Look around you stupid! You brought Astrid to Toothless! I'll be hiding in the trees so you can 'convince' me. I thought to him.

I raced behind the rocks and flew away as a Nadder. As promised, I hid in the trees.

-No one's POV-

"We're leaving!" Hiccup called to the panicked night fury. "for indefinitely." He muttered. "You better know what you're talking about Ven." There was a sound of metal being sharpened and the brown haired teen looked up, not to see his twin sister, but to see his crush Astrid. "Astrid!" he yelped. "Uh… what are you doing here?"

"I saw you with your sister!" she snarled. "No one gets as good as you!" she jumped down from the rock she was sitting on and grabbed Hiccup's riding vest. "It better not involve this." She heard a small growl and started to where the Night Fury was, debating on trying to get to his friend or his rider. He decided to get Hiccup and somehow get him to go after Venus.

"Uh, you caught me! It was all me! Venus knew I was coming here and told me she was leaving! That's it!" he said, putting Astrid's hand on his chest. "Go ahead, take me to the village. Take my honorary kill away!" Astrid bent his hand backwards to where they all heard his wrist snap and he dropped to the ground. "Argh, why would you do that?!" he cried out.

Meanwhile, Venusar felt a stabbing pain in her front right paw. She looked down to see it unharmed. 'Hiccup!' she thought. 'Why would Astrid hurt him?!'

"That's for lying to me." Astrid said harshly. She then proceeded to drop her ax on the smaller Viking's stomach. "And that's for everything else!" Finally, Toothless let out a full blown growl. Did she not know she was hurting Venus as well?! "What…?" Hiccup got up just as Toothless raced from his hiding spot. "Get down!" she yelped, tackling him to the ground.

All Toothless saw was red. How dare she touch him! Next thing he knew, Hiccup's arm was in front of his line of fire. He arched his back, but didn't fire. "Astrid, calm down." Hiccup said slowly. "Astrid, Toothless. Toothless, Astrid."

"Don't touch him!" Toothless snarled. Astrid took that as a run and looked at the dragon trainer.

"You're crazy!" she said before taking off. Toothless sat back with an expressionless face as Hiccup sagged.

"Duh duh, duh! We're dead." He said lifelessly. Toothless paced without moving and then tried to go back to the cave. "Hey, where do you think you're going?!" Hiccup called, running to the seething dragon. He hopped on, ignoring his broken wrist, and the two raced after Astrid. "If she gets to the village, they'll kill you and Venus!"

Astrid had just jumped over a log, expecting her feet to hit the ground. Instead, she was picked up by the swooping Night Fury and placed on the highest tree. Then Toothless decided to land on it and make it bend dangerously.

-Venus' POV-

The tree beside me bent and I looked up to start giggling. Toothless was right above me, sitting on it. Then I saw Astrid hanging from it. Hiccup, Astrid! I panicked, praying she wouldn't look down. Luckily, my survival instincts kicked in and my silver scales went from a noticeable sliver to a midnight black in a second. I was also in my Night Fury form, so I just looked like a normal Night Fury with blue eyes.

What seemed like forever, Astrid finally got onto the saddle. "Toothless, down. Gently." Hiccup said before turning to Astrid. I flattened my ears as he took off, going straight up. Well, there goes Astrid's little trust. I sighed, knowing I would have to go after them. I took off and saw them start spinning. "THANK YOU FOR NOTHING YOU USELESS REPTILE!" Hiccup yelled over the wind. I snickered and dived after them.

"Venus?!" Astrid yelled over the wind. I nodded slightly and did my best to extend my wings more. "No way in Thor's name am I getting on!" She yelped. I shrugged and stopped diving. Instead I looked towards the sea. The mainland was over there somewhere. "I WON'T TELL, JUST GET ME OFF OF THIS THING!" I heard Astrid screech. I looked to see Toothless now flying straight.

Hiccup looked back slightly and let out a small smile. Toothless went into the clouds while I stayed under them. I never liked flying up there. He came back down and Astrid looked at me, embarrassment in her eyes. "It's okay." I said. "I'm used to people judging me before they get to know me."

Next thing I knew, the dragons were surrounding us. And they were going to the nest. I made my scales darken, but I couldn't get away. Too many dragons. Most of them were my friends and would never betray me, but the Queen's magic controlled them. "Venus, go to your human form!" A Nadder by the name of Shallowstone yelped. I nodded and since Toothless knew what was going to happen, transformed.

Toothless caught me and hugged me to his wide chest. I knew it was awkward, as Night Fury's legs were short, made for sprinting, not long distance. We dived and the nest came into view. I whimpered and buried my head in Toothless' chest. "The nest." Astrid gasped softly. "Venus, this is where you went?" Toothless landed clumsily on the platform he was raised on and I slipped out of his hold and behind Astrid.

"It's nice to know all of our food goes into a hole." Hiccup said lifelessly. I winced.

"Hiccup, it's what's down the hole that's our problem." I said, looking at it blankly. "If Hátign shows herself…" Astrid looked confused, but I could sense Hiccup's sudden urgency as the last dragon, a Gronkle, spat one fish out and scratched himself. "No, no, no." I whimpered, feeling the evil magic stir. "Move!"

The Gronkle didn't hear me and Hátign came out and ate him in one chomp. Everyone, including me, shrank back and I saw the Gronkles family crying. Hátign came back out and sniffed the air. "Dragon Shifters…" she hissed. "Night Fury…"

"Come on Bud, let's go!" Hiccup said.

"On it!" Toothless said. Hátign launched herself forward.

"Kill the twins!" She yelled. A Zippleback tried to stop her and got bit in half, making me start to cry. We got to the cove and I slid off. I grabbed my head and sobbed. Deaths… I caused those deaths.

"It's like a beehive!" she said. "And that thing is the queen!" I shuddered and Toothless nuzzled me. Hiccup was kneeling beside me and glared at her. "We have to go tell your dad!"

"No." Hiccup said sternly. "If he finds out we've been to the nest, he'll think Ven took us! And look at her! She said she would never go back to that place even if she was going to die!" Astrid looked at me with wide eyes.

"Oh gods. You spent two months living like that." She said. I shook my head.

"The… the last week, we found out I was the true dragon shifter. H-Hátign, the queen, or Red Death, plotted to kill me until Guolega, Toothless' mother, took me from the nest." I said, my voice shaking. "I found out from Toothless that she died two months after." Astrid looked at Toothless in shock.

"It's true." Toothless said, nodding. "I went on my first raid when we were ten." This time, Hiccup looked at Toothless.

"Come on. We need to go."

Damn, I feel bad for writing that. Guolega's death will be revealed in the next wave, so you'll have to wait. In the chapter with the Eel scene, Venus and Hiccup were talking through a bond that I like to have with twins. I noticed that Fanfiction, how ever, didn't like it, but it's supposed to be

Well done stupid. I scowled.

It's a safety precaution. I don't need a Zippleback to burn Me. He responded.

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