You Got Love
Chapter 11- I plead for you
Haley could not get any rest no matter how hard she tried she couldn't get him out of her head her mother once told her 'if you can't get someone out of your mind maybe they're supposed to be there'
"God please send me a sign" Haley plead "send me something to let me know he's going to be okay." Haley urged.
"Haley James you're needed at the front desk. Haley James you're needed at the front desk." was announced over the loud speaker.
To Haley it was a sign to everyone else it was the call of chance. She went to the front desk frantically, and asked what they needed.
"You asked for updates on Nathan Scott his vital signs are low however he seems to be improving" the nurse said in the kindest voice.
"Thank you" was all Haley could say.
she went back o her seat and a tear shed from her eye it was late now almost 8:00 Lucas finally came back from getting 'food' Haley knows that Lucas didn't go to get food he went to go tell Peyton and Brooke so that they knew and didn't worry.
"Hey how have you been? Have you gotten any word yet?" Lucas asked handing Haley a sandwich he knew that even though Haley said she didn't want any food that she would once he brought her some.
"He's in vital condition but he's still holding on" Haley said trying not to cry trying to be strong but it wasn't working.
"He's holding on for you Haley you just have to wait"
"I have been waiting…I've been waiting for a better day, I mean ever since…the days haven't gotten better they've gotten worst but never better"
"They aren't' going to get better until you have what made those days so worth while…now get some sleep"
"Thank you Lucas" Haley said closing her eyes
Dreaming
Haley is sitting on a swing in the park she remembers how Nathan used to push her on the swings late at night when no one else was there then he would stop the swing and whisper sweet nothings into her ear and kiss her at precisely the perfect moment. She remembers how Nathan did everything so perfect for her. He would have done anything for him and she ruined it she made him leave. To the world he may only be one person but that one person he is the world. Any girl would have been lucky to have Nathan maybe not before he met Haley but definitely after.
She got off of the swing and began to walk home…it started raining but Haley didn't run home she kept walking she liked the rain better because when it rained nobody could tell that she was crying except for Nathan he would be able to tell he knew her to well.
"What's wrong" she knew it was him
"Nothing" she kept walking and whispered "everything"
"What's everything?" he asked he heard her over the cars and the rain drops drumming the cement creating a puddle.
"You're gone" she said still weeping
"Didn't you make it like this?" he asked her "didn't you push me away Haley?" he inquired
"No…yes…it was a misunderstanding" Haley said turning around to speak to him face to face." I love you when I said it was a mistake I meant it wasn't the right timing we went to fast for me it meant everything but…"
"But what it meant nothing too?" Nathan charged back.
"No it meant I got scared" Haley said crying in the rain." It's not my fault Nathan you scared me"
"I scared you? Does that mean I forced you or pushed you Haley?" Nathan said confused
"No it means that you were to good for me and the fact that I fell in love with you so fast…? Haley said
"What…what did I do?"
"It scared the HELL out of ME!" Haley screamed to him as she ran to him and hugged him. When he went to hug her back she pushed him away "NO…" Haley said punching his chest with her fists "you can't do this to me Nathan I need you" she said punching Nathan harder and harder Nathan just let her he knew what she needed and right now what she needed was someone other than herself to blame for this "I want to hate why can't you just let me hate you" she screamed
"Because you'll regret it when I'm gone" Nathan said
"Gone NO you can't leave me…where are you going?" Haley asked
"I love you and I always will…I'm sorry Haley" Nathan said stepping back from her grip "goodbye" he said
"WHERE are you going Nathan" she pleaded in her dreaming state "BOOM"
Awaken
Haley awoke from that horrid dream and looked at the nearest clock it read 1:15 she looked to her left and saw Lucas sleeping in the chair and to her right was Karen who must have come when Haley was sleeping. She has a sudden need to see Nathan although she has secretly been having the same need for the past five months she could never do anything about it because she knew that she messed things up for the two of them and perhaps their future.
Haley gets up from her seat as quietly as possible, not that it would matter it was a hospital there were people walking around making noises all night long. She asked the woman at the desk "What room is Nathan Scott in?"
"Visiting hours are over"
"Oh I know but I'm going to come back later and I want to go straight to his room"
"Oh alright he's in room 243 but they might change him by tomorrow you never know"
"Ok thank you"
"No problem" the woman said
Haley started walking towards the entrance knowing the woman was still watching her. She turned on her left towards the stairs and looked back to see if she was still watching her, she wasn't. Haley took a left ad went to the elevator. She had to see Nathan tonight no matter what she just had to see him she just hopes she doesn't get caught. She's walking down the hall of the two-hundred floors. 234, 235, 236, 237, 238, 239…she said to herself trying to find room 243 241, 242, 243; She found it. She slowly turned the door knob. Nathan was sleeping; she walked over to his bed side, and sat on the chair.
"Nathan I'm really sorry" she said tears burning her eyes.
"I love you so much… I need you more than you could ever know. They say that you can hear me even though you're sleeping. Can you here me, let me know if you can. Do you remember when we first met? It was through Peyton she and you had talked a lot, and she gave me your screen name. We started talking, I never would have thought that day that I would be sitting here telling you how much I love you, and how much I need you, and how sorry I Am." she says tears streaming down her face. She kisses his hand.
"Nathan if you come back I promise I will explain everything to you and if you don't even want to talk to me its ok I would understand but it was all a mistake I love you. I could never regret what happened. Please believe me when I say I love you so much I can't imagine my life without you. You held my hand you let me cry you held me tight you gave me everything I had ever wanted. Now your gone I ruined it's my entire fault. You have to believe me Nathan I didn't mean it the past five months have been hell without you. I cried myself to sleep every night. Please just come back to me please"
She got up from her chair and she walked towards the door and she could have sworn she heard something it had to be from Nathan was he awake?
"Nathan?" she said quietly