Stupid Regret

"I am so bloody stupid," Fifi said with a sigh. The girls were all sitting on their beds the next morning – well it wasn't really morning more like afternoon, but they had just woken up.

"It'll be okay," Gabi said trying to be positive and looking at Lily and Margo for some help.

"I mean he did kiss you back?" Margo questioned "right?"

"Yeah, he did. But I'm sure the punch was spiked," Fifi replied.

"Well considering he probly spiked it himself I am sure he held his alcohol well enough," Lily told her. Fifi simply rolled onto her stomach, put her face in her pillow and sighed. Her friends looked back and forth at each other, not knowing what to do. Suddenly Margo had an idea.

"I'm hungry. Lets go get breakfast – I mean lunch – ugh brunch?" she said.

"All right," and "good idea," were chorused by Lily and Gabi. The three girls got up and started to leave when they realized Fifi was still face down on her bed.

"You coming?" Gabi questioned her kindly.

"I'm not hungry, I …" Fifi started and than changed her mind as to what she wanted to say.

"Do you want us to bring you a sconce or something?" Lily asked her – knowing full well that the only reason Fifi wasn't coming was to avoid the boys and more importantly avoid Sirius.

"That would be nice," she replied with a smile. As Lily, Gabi and Margo left their room they began to hear their best friends sobbing into her pillow.

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Sirius woke up late the morning after the party wondering why in hell he was so happy. He sat up in bed with a wild grin, to see his three best friends on the floor.

"Still happy are you Padfoot?" questioned James with a smirk. Planning full out on making a complete ass of himself and teasing his best friend. And that's when in hit Sirius- he had kissed the girl of his dreams.

"Oh my god," he muttered under his breath.

"What just now remember what you and Fifi did last night?" Moony questioned him. Sirius' mind was full of questions – did she like him or was she drunk, how was she going to act around him.

"She is going to hate me," he said and looked down at his feet.

" Dude, maybe you don't remember, but she kissed you first," Peter said from the other side of the room.

"She'll think I took advantage of her. Crap," Sirius told them.

"Padfoot, shut up. She wont," Remus told him. Still not believing Sirius got dressed and the boys decided it was breakfast time. They went down to the great hall and found three of the girls – Fifi was missing of course. They discussed the party and other things – not mentioning her. Suddenly as they were heading out to the lake, Lily remembered the scone.

"Crap," she said as they all looked at her "I was supposed to bring Fifi a scone back up to our room." And they watched as she ran all the way back to the Gryffindor table and grabbed one for Fifi. While she was running back James accidentally spoke his thought out loud. You know when that happened and it is complete and total awkward, like horrible and painful and your face turns the color of a fire engine. Well, that's what happened to James "She is so beautiful," he said aloud. All of his friends looked at him as his face went from its normal tanned, cool expression to one of complete mortification. Lily got back just in time to see his face the color of a bright read apple and all her friends laughing and looking back and forth between her and him.

"Right," she began a little uncertain as to what she missed "I guess all go take this up to Fifi and see if she wants to come to the lake with us. Probly wont she'll be laying on her bed all day at this rate." And with that she was off. Sirius thought about what Lily has said all the way down to the lake.

"Why did she not come down to breakfast if she was awake? Did it mean she hated him? Why is she still lying in her bed? Why do I still like her?" he thought to himself going on and on.

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