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Disclaimer: Roses are red.

Violets are blue.

I don't own Twilight.

So please don't sue.

Tranformation

I woke up to bright yellow beams of sunlight pouring in through my window. My eyes felt sticky and heavy from my cry-a-thon yesterday. I stumbled out of bed and got into the bathroom to get ready for whatever it is that I would do today. The girl in the mirror was unrecognizable. She had red, puffy, sad eyes and hair that looked like it hadn't been brushed in a million years. Her skin was paler than usual. She didn't feel at all like herself inside either. I did everything in a trance, it felt absolutely empty like something was missing. My heart maybe. I couldn't even think about food so I got in my truck and began driving no knowing where I was heading. I laughed as I realized where I ended up, of course. As long as I was here, I might as well go in and apologize. I got out and nearly lost my balance. The mansion like house looked empty somehow, I stepped up to the house and rang the doorbell. Usually, they would be able to hear me coming and would already have the door open. This was odd. After around five minutes of no one answering, I grew anxious. I tried the doorknob and found that it was open, I pushed the door open. I gasped and dropped the keys I was holding.

The beautiful house that was like home to me was now empty. The furniture, the piano, and every trace of my second family gone. I ran upstairs and checked every room but finding nothing. Nothing. Not a trace that they ever existed, not a trace of what went on here. I was afraid to open the last room, his room, what if I find nothing here too? I don't think I can convince myself that he existed if I find this room empty. I took in a deep breath and pushed the door open. There was nothing there, just like the other rooms, but a single red rose. I picked it up off the floor and felt tears begin to form around the corners of my eyes. This was enough to to prove he existed, but this would prove to me that I had lost the only person that I've ever loved. I ran out of the house as quick as I could, tripping numerous times, but I couldn't stay here. I couldn't, the house reminded me of everything that happened that ended with an empty feeling. I got in the car meaning to drive as far away as I possibly can, but I ended up at the wooded area leading to the meadow. I laughed, pitying myself. I wanted to turn back and go home to wallow in my own misery but my legs had other plans. I got out of the car and walked into the woods in the general direction of the meadow.

What was I doing? I have never gone to the meadow without him. Even the mention of his name would send an invisible knife through my heart. I had no idea where I was going since I had no sense of direction whatsoever. As I had predicted, I was soon hopelessly loss. I wandered around hoping to find the slightest clue of the outside world. I heard rustling in the trees behind me and turned around. All I saw was a pair of bright red eyes before it pounced at me knocking me into the ground. Something sharp sank into the skin of my neck and I screeched in pain. I heard something else growl and the sharp object let go of me. Then there was silence all around me. The pain was excruciating. I felt like someone has set me on fire and left me there to burn into ashes. I shifted in and out of consciousness, I was begging for death to claim me now. Both the physical and emotional pains tormented me for days and death would be a relief, the end of both pains.

After three days, the pain ceased and I was able to see clearly again. I was ravenous for blood. It finally dawned on me, I was a vampire. I laughed at my own stupid fate, the one thing that Edward ran from me to prevent occurred the moment he left me. I smelled a nearby deer and gave up to my hunger, I ran in the direction that the scent was coming from. I pounced on it and the force alone killed the creature, I sank my teeth into it sucking out its warm blood. The blood satiated me enough so that I can once again think clearly. I buried the unfortunate creature under a tree and replanted it. I made myself several promises, I will not take a human life to sustain myself, I will live for myself, and I won't forget my past.

I sat in the middle of the forest, staring at the trees like I was seeking wisdom from their years. A breeze blew some leaves off of its branch and I wanted to catch it and hold it in my hands. Blow this way, I thought. The leaf suddenly came at me and I held out a hand to catch it. Did I just do that? I decided to try again. I stared at a bare branch on a nearby tree. Come to me, I screamed in my head. It broke off the tree and floated towards me landing comfortably in my open palm. I stared at it blankly, so this is my power. I spent the rest of the day practicing and testing my power. I concluded that whatever I can move with my hands I can move with my mind.

I had nothing else to distract me, I had to go home to arrange things with Charlie. I heard cars on the nearby highway and knew that my car would be in that direction. I ran to my car testing my speed. I laughed in pure joy, I was beginning to see why Edward liked speed. At the thought of his name, my heart ached again. I found my car where I had left it. I got in and inserted the key into the ignition. I glanced at the rearview mirror and froze in shock. The girl staring back at me was gorgeous, her every feature was perfect and her eyes the color of blood. I still recognized myself but I looked stunning. I had to do something to cover up the eyes, and I definitely can't stay with Charlie anymore, this would be very hard to explain. I shook myself out of shock and drove home hoping Charlie wasn't home.

I pushed my truck at speeds it has never gone before and got home in record time. I unlocked the door and breathed in relief to find he wasn't home. I found a note on the kitchen counter.

Bella,

I went on a fishing trip, you weren't home so I couldn't tell you. Be back next week, call me on my cell if you need anything. There's some money left on your dresser if you need to get anything.

Charlie.

He had to have left the evening that I left for the meadow or he would've wondered where I was. I've got it. Since he isn't home, I'll have to fake my death and he won't go looking for me. I know this will hurt him but it's the only way now. I needed to leave and start over somewhere no one would recognize me. I would set fire to the house and by the time anyone noticed and put it out the house would burn to the ground and I would be presumed dead. I went upstairs to get the money on my dresser and my savings before commencing with my plan. Next, I grabbed the lighter in the kitchen cabinet. It was rarely used, only when we had guests who smoke. I ran out of the house not taking anything with me. I couldn't take the car or that would be suspicious. I flicked the lighter and a small flame appeared, I took in a breath and dropped it at the door and ran into the woods. Goodbye Charlie. I couldn't cry but I still sobbed furiously. I needed to learn how to forge papers and quick. I needed money but that can be taken care of easily. I could make some investments, Alice babbled a lot about stocks and that is coming in handy. Papers can be forged by skilled forgers, I have heard Jasper talk about one in Seattle. Funny how things turn out, I'm suddenly doing all sorts of illegal things.