warnings: Angsty implied Shounen ai

summary: Seto mourns over his dead lover and tells his loversomething he never got to hear while he was alive

disclaimer: I do not own yu-gi-oh or the characters

A/n:This one was just a short little thing i came up with in about 5 minutes so it won't be that great, but i'm glad you came to read

Whisper

I can still feel you; still hear your voice whispering softly in my ear, like you did so many times at night. 'I love you' you say 'I love you.'

I went to work today, my office seems a lot bigger now you're not flitting about being generally annoying. You were always like that. I miss you. Did you even know I was capable of that?

Did you think I was the heartless monster you always said I was? You always said that 'love is something you feel naturally in your heart' and you always said I was heartless; did you not believe that I loved you? Did you think I would betray, or was betraying you? That I was unfaithful to go with me 'heartlessness'?

I know I didn't have much time for you, with my company and all. But I truly thought and hoped that you understood that. I sigh deeply.

I do miss you, and so does Mokie. You were like a second brother to him you know; I think he liked playing games with you since I was always busy. Shizuka comes around more often now. She and Mokie are dating now, did you know? I allowed it since I knew you'd approve. Shizuka is very kind and beautiful, just like her brother, don't worry I'm not interested in her like that. I will always… care for you. Only you.

I wonder if that's what you'd want, for me to stay yours forever. Or would you want me to move on? I remember you said to me once 'I love you 'til the end; I love you' does that mean that now the 'end' has passed that you don't love me anymore? Maybe you meant 'til the end of time in general. Maybe I'm over romanticizing?

I still have the locket you gave me. You know the one with your picture inside it. If I remember correctly I told you I wouldn't wear it and that it was girly, but I also told you that I cared for you. Can you see me wearing it now? See it shining in the light right next to the picture of my brother? You're smiling out at me from that picture, goofy grin on your face that made me want to kill and kiss you.

You know I have another picture of you, next to my bed ob the table. In this one you're asleep but you're also crying. It's a beautiful but upsetting picture that I treasure having. I can never tell if the tears streaming down your face in this picture were bitter tears or not. I always hoped they were tears of joy, or freedom at least.

I open the locket and stare at the picture there. A small smile appears on my lips and tears stain my cheeks. I miss you, Jounouchi. I really miss you.

A knock at my door startles me out of my retrieve and I wipe the tears from my face.

"Come in." I call out and the door opens revealing Mokie in the doorframe with a small smile on his lips.

"Yugi and everyone are at the door Seto." He says a little mournfully.

"Okay Mokie, I'll be down in a minute." I reply back to him and he disappears closing the door.

Did you hear that Jou? Yugi Honda Ryou and their yamis, you were always saying that I should be their friend and now I am.

Well I guess it's time to go. I'm moving on with me life, but not with my love life, never with my love life. Did you hear that Jou? 'Love'

I smile and place the locket back around my neck. "I love you." I whisper easily to the empty room and just like you're still alive. I hear you whisper back. 'I love you too.'

There we have it! Thank you for reading!