A/N I am on a roll. Well this is the third mini story/poem in the Of Friendship Of Love Of Excitement Of Depression. This one is in Jack POV.

The days have rolled by

She hasn't returned to me

I miss her

I feel lost

I need her here

Nothin' will ever be the same

Without her here

The crew are all unhappy

Im unhappy

We all miss her

Everythin' is different

I have my reason why she left

But I doubt she would coz of them

I mean if it was me then I would of known

But it could have been me

Arrrgh!

How could I let the one I love go?

Why didn't I make her stay?

Could have I made her stay

If I made her stay I could have lost her love

I don't want to loose her love

Love aint that a strange feeling

Maybe I was scared of love

Maybe I was not enough

I still don't know why she left

I think that it was love

I mean it can't be me

Unless she thought that I would

Use her and leave her

Like I do to the whores

In Tortuga but I wouldn't

Not to her anyway

I love her

I still do only if she comes back

Im starting to think she will never come back

If she comes back

I would never let her go

I can't think straight without hurting so much

Why does my heart and soul feel so empty?

Why does it hurt?

Me heart feels like its been ripped out

Why does love make everythin' feel different?

Why does love have to be different?

Love aint that scary

Is it?