A/N Well this is the fifth mini story/poem in the Of Friendship Of Love Of Excitement Of Depression. This one is in Jack POV.

I now realized

That not everythin'

Will be the same

She left me

And now I fear that she will never come back

I let her go coz I was afraid of love

Me afraid

That is the first not many will believe that

Even if it got out would anyone believe it?

My life is turned upside down coz of love

If I made her stay would be coz of love

Or coz I am Capt'in and I gave an order

Either way I will never know

I don't know where she is

If I asked I could end up in the gallows

The gallows I hope I don't

I would like to see my love before I die

Or die with my love

Either way it may not happen

Why am I so depressed?

Coz im in love

Oops did I say that too load

But it's true tho I mean I have been depressed for so long

The crew can't stand it

Gibbs told me to find her

But where will she be

Tortuga? In middle of the ocean?

I will find her

Even if that means running into Norrington

Then so be it

I will find her I cant live without her

But first we need to stop at Tortuga

If we guna find her we better get some supplies

And at the same time I could check Tortuga

Lets hope nothin' bad has happened

Then I wouldn't know what ta do

Lets hope she okay

Lets hope that she is in tortuga

Lets hope I can find her

And lets hope nothin' will stop me