Only Him

I'm - of course - so excited about my reviews. I understand the last chapter was a bit dramatic, but this fics going to have to start out that way because of its makeup, but don't worry it'll pass eventually.

Warning: Sexual Content

Rating: M for Mature

Disclaimer: I do not own Inuyasha or any of the characters associated with the series.

RECAP: "Goodbye..." Kagome stepped back. There was nothing more to be said. She fell back into the wall, drilling the look Inuyasha had on his face into her mind.

Blue light surrounded her. She was in her own time again. As she hit the bottom she cried and cried. She would let out all of her pain now, before she went in and that could take days. END RECAP

Chapter 2: Lost Love

Two Weeks Later

Kagome moped around her home. She could here the dripping of the kitchen sink in the back of her mind. She could her the clicking of a game control. She could here the chatting of her mother on the phone, but none of this brought her mind away from where it had been for more than two weeks now.

The miko could still feel Inuyasha's lips on her own. She yearned to feel more of him. She was dying inside, wishing she could see him again. It was as if he was dead to her. She would never listen to his annoying complaints. She would never look into his beautiful amber eyes. She would never ride freely on his muscular back. She would never see the love of her life again.

She tried to think positively, but it was so hard when her whole life for the past couple years had been Inuyasha. She went to school and acted as cheery as she possibly could, but every time someone mentioned something that was in someway connected to Inuyasha or the past she frowned. She missed Inuyasha. She missed everyone.

"Kagome!" Mrs. Higurashi called from the kitchen. Kagome looked to see her mother holding the phone. "Your friend is on the line. She says she needs some help with the history homework." Kagome gulped back pain the swelled in her throat.

"I... don't know..." Kagome turned and looked towards the door the existed the home. She ran for it. She couldn't be indoors anymore. She was tired of it. It was beginning to make her feel trapped. She ran out and past the sacred tree, to the well house. She slid the door open and looked down the stairs. She bit back the cry that was ready to crawl from her very being.

Slowly she gathered the courage to walk down. She made her way to the bottom and looked into the black hole. There was nothing special about it. It wasn't a time machine anymore. It was just an old well. Kagome slammed her fist onto the edge. She hated this well. She hated this well more than anything else in the world. It was the cause of all of her pain and suffering. She wanted to yell, but screaming and an inanimate object would do no good.

She lifted her leg over the edge. 'Stupid thing.' She thought towards the well. 'Just give me a chance.' She lifted her other leg over and dropped into the well. She sensed power, but hit the dirt ground.

"NO!" She screamed. "No, no, no!" She banged her head into the edge of the well and cried. She had had so much hope for some reason and it all just disappeared in a matter of second. "NO!" She sat down on the dirt floor and pulled her knees her chest. She didn't care how dirty her skirt got. She just wanted to go back. "Please... I'll give up this time..." As much as she loved her family, she could no longer bare the loss of Inuyasha. He meant to much to her. She was all he had. He probably was all alone. If she left her family behind, they would have each other, but Inuyasha only had her. "Just let me go back." A warm feeling rushed through her.

Blue light glowed around her. Her eyes widened and excitement filled her soul. She was going back! She really was. The well was going to grant her wish. She wiped tears from her eyes and got up.

A cloudy sky appeared above her head, but she didn't mind. All that mattered was that she was back! The others would be so excited to see her. She couldn't wait. The fact that she was never going to see her family again didn't cross her mind just yet.

She climbed out of the well as fast as she could and began sprinting back to Kaede's village.

Arriving at the destination she desired, Kagome felt a chill in the air. It was a feeling she didn't like. She looked around. People seemed quieter than normal. Things didn't seem to have the happy twist to them.

Kagome placed a hand over her heart, feeling a terrible pain there. Worry engulfed her. She jogged to Kaede's hut and didn't bother to knock. Upon entering she came across Kaede nursing and hurt Shippo. Shippo was wounded, but not to badly. He was the first to see Kagome.

"Kagome!" He called out in excitement. Kaede turned and looked to see what the little kit had seen first.

"Kagome... you're back?"

"I... I am... what happened to Shippo?" She didn't really want to hear the answer to that. She had a feeling it was the last thing she would want to hear after giving up her family. Kaede and Shippo gave her a mournful look. "W... what happened?" She asked again. "Where is Sango, Miroku... where's Inuyasha?"

"They're dead." Shippo wanted to cry, but he recalled Inuyasha telling him once that a man never cried in front of others and for Inuyasha, Shippo wanted to be a man.

"Dead?" Kagome had never felt so much pain. She felt to her knees.

Later On

Kagome sipped some green tea and stared at Shippo and Kaede. They had finished explaining things to her. She had yet to cry, but wanted to desperately.

Shippo had explained clearly. Him and the others had headed towards Sango's village. Miroku and Sango had planned to build a family there. Inuyasha and Shippo were just along for the ride. They had encountered some sort of demon. It was strong. Very strong. After a long battle the demon consumed Kirara. Sango ran and rage for the demon, but she was taken next, than Miroku and Inuyasha. The large demon had just ignored Shippo and left the fox demon with minor wounds. Shippo had limped back to Kaede's and told her all that had happened. It had taken place two days earlier.

"That... that can't be..." Kagome looked down at the floor. She could not see her friends being taken out so easily. They were digested! She hated the thought of seeing them melt in acid. "But... I gave up everything..." It was so ironic. "Inuyasha..." She wanted to hold him. She had lost all she loved.

This was actually a really short chapter. I just had to leave it here, because what happens next will have to part of a separate chapter. I hope you enjoyed.