Harry slowly walked away from a small group dressed in the darkest black. He breathed in the crisp spring air and Apparated to Hogsmede. He walked onto the Hogwarts grounds and found himself at the edge of their favourite tree on the shores of the Lake. Harry sat down in the willow's shady relief and found his mind returning to the eulogy he had delivered less then an hour ago. Harry tried to focus on the good memories, but he couldn't. All he could think of was his stupid mistake. His damn nobility. How was he supposed to know that by protecting her, all he had done was sealed her fate?
Just
yesterday morning they let me know you were gone
Honey
the plans they made put an end to you
I
walked out this morning and I wrote down this song
I
just can't remember who to send it to
He
tried to protect her, to protect everyone. He needed to research the
Horcruxes in peace. He couldn't focus on this goal if he was
constantly worrying about those protecting him. He moved to America,
as clichéd as it sounded, and he set up a private life there.
It was the perfect research environment, and most importantly, no
one, except for a few select Order members knew where he was.
Harry hadn't even known she was coming. Ron and Lupin had arranged
it themselves. It was top secret; she didn't even know where the
plane was headed. When Harry heard about the plane crash on the
evening news, the possibility that someone he loved could be on the
plane never crossed his mind. Voldermort would never mess with such a
primitive Muggle invention; it was simply an unfortunate accident.
I've
seen fire and I've seen rain
I've
seen sunny days that I thought would never end
I've
seen lonely times when I could not find a friend
But
I always thought that I'd see you again
The
day Harry's life changed forever was rainy and cloud filled. Rain
was dripping off the branches of the willow tree Harry planted in his
backyard. No one could have guessed that the willows silent tears
were only the first of many that day. Harry was thinking of taking a
break to write some letters when Lupin showed up in his fireplace.
Harry knew instantly that something was wrong. The rest of the
day was a blur. Harry could barely recall the small talk Lupin
tried to make, but one sentence was seared in his memory forever.
"I'm sorry Harry," said Lupin, avoiding Harry's eyes "that
plane...Hermione was on it. She - she's gone."
Won't
you look down upon me, Jesus
You've
got to help me make a stand
You've
just got to see me through another day
My
body's aching and my time is at hand
And
I won't make it any other way
Harry drifted out of his horrible daydream and stared blankly over the lake. It had been three days, fifteen hours and forty-seven minutes since his world came crashing down around him. Every second seemed like an eternity. His body physically hurt from the emotional drain, and all thoughts of Horcruxes and "The Chosen One" had been missing from his mind for three days, fifteen hours and forty-seven minutes.
Oh,
I've seen fire and I've seen rain
I've
seen sunny days that I thought would never end
I've
seen lonely times when I could not find a friend
But
I always thought that I'd see you again
Harry thought back to happier times. The hours spent under this very willow tree; the train rides on the Hogwarts Expresses, even the hours of homework in the library. Harry laughed in spite of himself as he thought of what he would give to hear her yammer on about S.P.E.W one more time. Harry lied down on the soft grass, absolutely exhausted. He hadn't been able to sleep for days, but here on the warm day under his favourite tree he felt oddly comforted.
Been
walking my mind to an easy time my back turned towards the sun
Lord
knows when the cold wind blows it'll turn your head around
Well,
there's hours of time on the telephone line to talk about things
to
come
Sweet
dreams and flying machines in pieces on the ground
Harry woke up as the sun was setting. He slowly opened his eyes and saw the most beautiful girl in the world walking towards him. She was in a flowing white sundress and she seemed to glide across the golden lawn. Harry watched, mesmerized as she came towards him. He held her in his arms, smiled down at her and softly kissed her. Harry opened his eyes and looked down at his love and quietly, as if he was afraid of the question asked, "Hermione? How, I don't understand-" Hermione just smiled and whispered "I love you" into his ear.
Oh,
I've seen fire and I've seen rain
I've
seen sunny days that I thought would never end
I've
seen lonely times when I could not find a friend
But
I always thought that I'd see you, baby, one more time again
Harry realized he was still laying down on the grass, and looked around him. She wasn't there. It was all a dream, she'd never be there. She lived now only in his memory. Harry closed his eyes and savoured the moment. He knew it was impossible, but deep down he knew that somehow, for a few minutes that afternoon him and Hermione had been together one last time.
Thought
I'd see you one more time again
There's
just a few things coming my way this time around, now
Thought
I'd see you, thought I'd see you again.
Harry stood up, placing a small rose under his willow tree and departed towards the sunset, ready to move on and fulfill his so-called destiny. It was what he had to do, what she would want him to do. It was what her memory deserved. Harry never knew it, but from that day on there would always be a rose under his favourite willow. Couples for years to come would pick flowers for their true love, but as the sun rose the next day a new rose would always be found, waiting to share its beauty with another couple ready to share their love with the world. For love truly did conquer all.
